school has officially ended for me. i am no longer schooling from this day on.

i'll be on my internship at SGH - Pharmacy from October onwards for 16 weeks. scary, nervous and exciting at the same time. fweird. sigh. i cant believe im not gonna school anymore.

i'd definitely miss the food, eyecandies, boys, teachers, friends...

speaking of friends. well, sadly in my poly life i've failed to gain like a close, tight-knit group of school mates. all i have are my classmates. and you know how my school works. we change class every semesters = new group of classmates.

and as a matter of fact, all my friends in my "class-clique" rn already have their own set of friends they gained over the past few semesters.

indeed, i am a loner. OETORIYA OETORIYA. oh well. i hate this. wished i had more friends. you know what i constantly worry about? going to prom. i really wanna go to prom. but, do i have a group to go with? i keep thinking about it. hope i'd have at least 1 friends to go with. :/

THAT ASIDE.

school's over. hello working life. hello office hours. hello bigger and heavier responsibilities. hello doctors. hello cute med students. teehee~~

thank you Republic Polytechnic for the 3 years worth of memories. :)

half the year has past. pretty fast, if you ask me. many things done, many more things left pending. i still haven't got a new job, still stuck at the skytower. i want 2 jobs anyway.

school has been stressing. final year is no joke. so many things to rush. but all in honesty, it isn't. it's quite relaxed, you just have to plan well. this shows that i obviously have poor planning skills.

kpop wise? hurhurr b2st, mblaq, t-ara, tmax, afterschool, BB, 2ne1, touch, x5, dgna, missA, ukiss in 2 months. DAE OR BAK? :3 sigh, junhyung has a girlf. jonghyun eats pork. sky is blue, grass is green.

bored, so i pressed f8 and typed this junk. will be back soon, whenever i feel like it. guess laziness comes with age? good night!

well i've decided to create a blog entry on the day i left Cinenow. just decided to document it somewhere for archiving.

so anyway i've been working at cinenow for 2.5yrs and i've finally left. i actually wanted to just stay there till the end of my polylife like, for 3years. the pay's not too good but at least its a simple job, short hours, flexible days and within walking distance. BUT OFC, it all comes with a huge burden. you gotta please these customers, they're no joke. they're all pissy adults wanting the best from the dvds.

plus my colleagues suck like hell. its so hard for them to compromise and they do not know anything about the workflow. what they do at work is bring their own laptop and slack for the whole time. bitches.

and early this year i've decided to quit and look for a new job until that 1 day in May, HQ called me up to inform me of the closure, taking place end of May. yup, cease of operations. i was disappointed, no doubt. for a sec it felt like the whole world was crumbling but the next moment i cheered. that job gave me all the shits like how the dumb machine broke down every now and then.

but i'm really missing work already. i miss my machine and my customers. i miss the residents and the cleaner-uncle. i've grown so attached to them like wtf 2.5years. i dont miss my colleagues because i work alone hahaha.

alright, that's enough. i wish my company good luck and i really do wonder when it'll close down for good hahahhaha. for now, i just gotta concentrate on looking for a new job.