hello. im bored. so thats why im here blogging.


i slept at like 1.30am when my text buddy didnt reply to the message. zzzz. and hadta wake up at freaking 10am to buy my school books. hurhur. and i paid 48bucks for it. thou i dun have 1 book lah. and the thumbdrive. zzz. then had brunch at kfc alone. it feels so weird, eating alone in a fast food restaurant.


reached home and yeah. it was really bright and sunny, and then it suddenly rain. weird. well, god's creation. you can't deal with the forces of nature what. -_- just what am i talking about.


and im kinda pissed about the tagboard issue in yssb's blog. i mean, whats his problem? are we getting arrogant? are we? are we are we?! so what if he's from the top 3 band in singapore? so what if he's a gold band or better still, gwh band? we will get gold, in the years to come. but now, we've decided to set our aim on a bronze or a silver. all band start small, my friend.


grrrr.

singaporeans are so *&@%. no wonder the music industry in singapore never progresses. with one band mocking one another. HOW CAN WE LIVE IN THIS FREE WORLD?!

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my myspace profile got 1635 views. gees. i wonder who views them. o_0 and yeah i was bloghopping when i came across this paragraph. it was abt the YAWWs or YOs. you know, like those hiphop niggas. haha. its kinda for random use. not like this yaw!?! haha but whatever yo! i use yawws or yos, not all the time yaww.


tsktsk.

good day, KOFI ANNAN.


well, good day to the fake one. i bet if the real kofi annan sees this, he'll be goddamn dissapointed that someone used his name for something bad.


jknsjkdfbnqwlkjfb3!!!


yeah hello. i just got back from the Peixin concert just now.

well, it was called IMPREZZ IV lah. and i've got to say, for a primary school band, they were pretty decent. well, they were the top 3 bands in singapore yaww! =_= thou they sounded much much much better with the alumni's. i liked the high school musical, happy mallet and flight of valor. digital prism didnt sound tt right. haha. but happy mallet was the sex lah just now.
and the audience had no concert etiquette. hawhaw. but it was quite a big crowd lah. i wonder why they didn't hold the concert in some theather or something. but for a 5bucks concert, it was okay. and the people few rows behind us, were dumb. how can you get someone to do an encore when she's a guest singer? SINGER?! grrr how irritating.

so, after the concert, headed to macDs@np and fadil was like, "eh, someone familiar eh?" so i saw hyd and the aicb people. they had their bbq just now. how enjoyable. and *^**^*^ was acting like a pussy. grr. so crapped with the bandgeeks. fadil shawnee nic fiiiz and fian. and later fiz joined us with the whole group of peixin alumni.

so today i guess will be the last day where we all get together, well not all. get together and crap. 2007 is like less then a week. i hate this.

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im going to buy my schbooks tmr. like how pathethic is tt? zzzz hope i can get all my books lah. cause im buying only 5 books gitu. and the thing is, im going to get the books alone. how sick is that?

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you know, i get jealous easily. i was at town the other day when i like, sorta saw this hxc couple. the girl was like ohsofat like she needs to go tafclub everyday and all. and she has pimples all over her face, holding hands with this cutehot guy? like. wth?

sigh. can i like, take tt fat girl's place? damn. life's never fair. it's just so hard to get hold of someone you truly adore.

grr.

life's a bitch.

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i wanna go out tmr. but, as usual. and i guess those usual readers would have known. i don't have company for the weekend. this is so pathethic.

imagine me, walking down the aisle in the shopping mall. ear plugged to the zen microphoto. with a face which says, "hello may i walk with you?" and then sit down and have lunch alone. munching away the calories. and then still walk around alone without an aim.

what a sad life.

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goodnight.
&& start over?


*rambot ade hijau?*

OMGSH HELLO! I MISSED BLOG AND MYSPACE AND MSN SO MUCH SEH NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW I FELT YESTERDAY.


well, because of the earthquake in taiwan several households were affected badly, like ME! my life was miserable without internet. i just sat down, facing the computer screen. just listening to some tunes on my WMP. luckily i had someone to text with.


and the house is like so strangely quiet lah. my dad's working. my sister is at KL. my bro's at the camp. my mom either in her room or at the kitchen. aqilah watching tv. and im in the room.



waaaaaa. so boring sia. only 3 people at home. booohooo. and i can't even go out seh. tsktsk. but yeah.


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so yesterday i went to mt alvernia hospital in the evening with mom dad and sister/tista. my cousin gave birth to a baby girl! shasha nazihar. intresting name tho. but i didn't like the hospital. because it was too holy for me. hahahaa. no offence to the christians but, yeah. when i reached level3, the wards. when i turned to my right i saw this statue of some guy? idk what word to use. well, those people in the bible lah. haha.


ohwells. and there's a jesus kinda cross thingy in each ward. o_o


yeah. but my mom said tt mt alvernia delivary charges are kinda cheap. haha.


so, im an auntie right now! wow. and my dad's a datuk alrd. haha! how i wish my late grandmama could see the baby...


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so im going for peixin's concert later. IMPREZZ IV! yay. my first time attending peixins concert. and i wanna see JACOB! ahah. =_=


well, today is the only day i guess, where i can enjoy like (#*!*$ for the last time. sigh. sch's starting in less then a week. and.....oh great.


i hate everything about january alrd. except AICB's concert.

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oh. i love adobe photoshop 7. tho it'll be better if i got CS. hahaha.

anws i wanna go buang air besar then eat.


good day y'all.


MERRY XMAS YOU FILTHY ANIMALS! - home alone

now go get me a mocha frappe!



now listening to Rondo. that piece Bedok North played for the dinner. and that was the song which i got shocked. and i rmbred the timpani plyr, who was like so quick and focused. wow. cool lah.

so yeah today was nothing much. was suppose to go to mard's birthday pit at ecp. but as usual, i had no friend to go with and idk how to go there. like, goddamn pathethic right? tsktsk. sedih seh untill i wrote "WHO WANNA FOLLOW ME TO A FRIENDS BBQ PIT AT ECP?" on my msn nick. utterly sad. =_= in the end i didn't go. cause it was raining and i didnt have any friend. gahh whatever. i doubt i'd had fun there anws.

sigh.

look. it's a happyhappy xmascore. yay. and i wanna go out. thought of going to esplanade to chill by the bay. was thinking of going out with wanman and friends. hah. idk. but i wanna go out tmr seh. it's xmas! i need turkey and pressnts! and snow! =_= ANYONE WANNA GO OUT?


im not looking forward to 2007. sigh. it's like. too fast for me. everythings over and done and you don't even know it. i don't even know the highlight of the year? maybe it's YSSB? or what?

damn.
im sucha pessimist at times.

looks like im gnna miss the 31st Dec gig! which i think many will go sia. boohoo.
now, be good everyone.


goodnight ruldolph.


so today is kinda a good day. despite having really really random dreams.


first, i dreamt i was on a one row plane. next, i was being chased by an ulta mad rapper who then became my friend, and next thing i knew, i was going out with this guy from xxxxxxx. DANG!


maybe because i sleep late ah. haha.


haiyah. im still sad abt yday. I MOSH SO LIL! AND I DIDNT EVEN TAKE PICS! how pathetic is that?! boohooo. and idk when the next gig is seh. gahhhh. looks like i'll just attend concerts!



today im happy. because i got to chat with thy pirate. =) but im still unclear about some things. sighhhhhh. asal lah aku ni segan... can we hit rewind? and start it all over?


-_-


sighhhhhh. is that MY pirate?

idk...

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and hope hyd and isal sort things out seh... im sure they will. haha. yssb tagboard is like so kecoh lah.

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attention Nic, Fiiz, Fian. the pics are here. i mean, the pics lah. JUH_GEHS send it to me lah. zzzzz.

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goodnight, mayday.

and and I LOVE ASF! WHEEEEEEEE~

hello there!

today's gig was great i must say. the greatest in months. haha. idk abt that! but i made friends. =D tho i felt kinda uncomfortable when going home, tho i enjoyed it.

haha.

so met up with shit and khai and khatib and headed to gashaus. no, we met with syq and farhan and ry/in first. and literally lepaked for 30mins outside gashaus like fools. and saw wan! man! fai! fie! lee! and the other asf people. aha.

yeah and syq tak abes2 ngn die nye 'tetek cute'. zzzz. so made a new friend outside gashaus. some chinese/indian/malay girl. she's all three races btw. and she speaks japanese too. she's damn multi racial luhh.

but she's like totally sick in the mind. weird. she's abit scary too. oh wth. then blablabla. adam's band peform. but i think they did great at their last song, You Give Love A Bad Name. haha. and some guy adding some gore. ahaha. intresting and achmad's solos were good too.

so went to mac with syq n shit and that malayindianchinese girl. and she like, embarassed us lorh. she sunddenly shout outside the toilet as if she saw a ghost. like omg lah. !!!!

then went back to gashaus andddddddddddddddddd hyd was there. =_= and just slacked at the sofa. some how i wasn't in such a mood to join the crowd seh today. idk why. so i just sat at the sofa watching people mosh, alone. booooo.

and bodoh nye fai wan man hyd tk tau nk ajak aku duduk ngn dorg. grr! -_- so blablabla ASF was great as normal. ceh ceh. then blablabla TWM was like hxc lah with their orignals. aahah. tho i was just looking from the stairs. then go back sofa. -_-

then shit wanted to go home. wan too. but i still wanted to chill (ceh mcm pa, chill gitu.) then suddenly shit went home alrd, alone summore! aiyohman. so waited for A Stale Melo..... to finish and we'd go home. and piz gore good. ahah.

went home with fai wan man hyd. wow. it's been like, so long lah, since i last hang out with them. I MISS THEMMM. boohoo. then hyd perangai mcm *#&@! irritating seh. zzzz. then blablabla didnt rili had a gr8 time at the mrt. haha.

yang sudah tu sudah..

wan alighted at amk, i alighted at khatib and the rest at ys. and thaaat fella still got the cheek to ask, "nak orang antar balek tak? nti ade bangla ikot..."

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!

so today i : - saw my schmates peform for the first time. and hamzahs band was good.
- saw many wearing slippers to the gig.
- saw khairis ultra burok hair! (HAHAH!)
- ate lunch with an unknown girl.
- went home with good friends.

goodnight.
(AIYOH SO LONG POST AM I SO LONGWINDED? ZZ)

I HAHAHAHATE MY HAHAHAIR!!!
CAN I LIKE KILL CREATIVE OR WHATEVER AND GET A REFUND?! knnccb lah.


my friggin red mp3, 512gb is like selling at $79 now. whereas i bought it at like double the price? grr!








so today is the best with my beloved membas lah. the best after the KL trip. hohoho! me, fian, nic, fiiz went to safra and de-stress! we played pooled for the first time. well, except for fian who played it before. and i've gotta say, nicola was the best lah, for a noobie. i still suck sia. u hit the white ball and it liked, went up (sorta JUMP) instead of hitting the colored balls. hah!





i love the geeks lah. laydiis aand gentilmehn, welcum to de puhl league! jud-gehs!





yeah, so after 2 rounds of pool, we went to eat rojak! okay we ate like $92782741.20383 worth of rojak? aha. and nic kept complaining about the prawn shell. -_-''





so we went back o safra and checked out the KBOX price. it was like $68 bucks? haha. whatever. we went to the arcade and played some musical games. coolios! ahah. and then ate rojak again, since there weren't any pratas avlb...haha.





and they walked home with me and we parted. awwwwwh. i wonder when's the next memba outing. skitty busted saaaak. zzzz. I VOTE KBOX! =D aha.





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so the gig's tmr. idk who to go with initially..hah. maybe i'll go home with wan and man. or with whoever lar...haha. tho it's been a long time since i hung out with the new friends. the twm people. and yaaay! can see shaz. -_-'' haha. and also the new myspacer friend who added me. IRDA! haha. wow. =D





yay can't wait for tmr! can cammmwhore, i hope.


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&&& fendi passed his Ns! wow.he got 9points. aha. and he expected to fail. =_= slenger la.


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okay i wanna have fun tmr. and my uncle got warded in the hosp cause he broke his arm.


double =_=.





goodnight mellow.











ihopetuhsheeeu

AHZORAHZZG! CAN I PLEASE HAVE SECONDHAND SERENADE'S SONGS??!! GRR!

yeah, hello there.

so today woke up to a sunny morning. which is kinda amazing cause when i slept at 3am, it was still raining taik dan lalat.

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so went to KKH today with the 'tistas'. my younger sister had her blood test you see. it's a monthly thingy. and this time, she didn't cry! yay. the blood test was so quick lahh. aha. blood is a dark reddish color. aqilah still don't wanna take out the plaster. =_=

then went to banquet@raffles to eat. and of course i ate ban mien. :D and blablabla my sis went to soccer. so me and aqilah walked around bugis junction aimlessly. and that was where i bumped into lian sheng! and also liwen and gang. she was with willy, herself, shawn and JIAN HAO! omg! he's like so handsome now? with his hair color and the clearer face and the colored lenses! omg lahh. he somehow looks like some guy from some anime...gees. whatever, he looks good now. =D

yeah, and went home. was kinda boring. then izyan came over. she used the comp while i was watching tv. she left and i used the comp.
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okcool, invitation to mard's birthday pit on sunday. wonder if i can go...there'll be the nationals people i guess. ok of course. -_-'' idk if i even want to go...sigh...maybe i'll just accompany malah. or maybe.. argh shityyass. idk...

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i miss the gig people. aha. twm, asf, fie, keirei, shittykin and the new friends i made. yeh, people like SHAZ!, syq, haziqah, syirah...hohoho. i guess i'll be seeing more and more people this coming friday. and it seems like happy tree friends teeshirts are all i wear to gigs. HEHHHHH.

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idk what else to blog about.
ok so, the thing i'll be looking forward to is,

  • memba outing tmr. HOHOHO
  • xmas core gig on friday.
  • mard's pit on sunday. *unsure*
  • peixin's concert on 29th. *yay! jacob! =_=*
  • aiband combined concert in jan07
  • countdown at kampung
  • BAND PRACTICE! haha

i love myspace lah. i got 2 fav bands alrd. MAKING APRIL and..... okay so 1 band okay. aha.
that's it. goodnight.

loveloveknnccblovelove

*oh yeah! i love BLOGHOPPING too! i bloghoped to one of the bedoknorth guys blog. aha! =x
whateverrrr.

hello everyone. it's nice to have a girls talk with yours truly, Nicola Hilton. ahahha! yeah, thanks bitch. =)

the culture will go on and on and on in YSSB for the membars. =D
you take care of yourself buddy!
you will be deeply missed by us membars here.

your jokes, your BANQUET discount card, the pepektersendat and all, the start of kimmy and ah-****, music talks, the band camp: eating maggi at the stairs, singing SHALOM CHAVERIM together, our de-stressing corner, the yellow toyol, the band CULTURE, the BIBA SEDAP....

man....im gonna miss you!
its gonna be diffrent without you...

and you yourself, keep the spirit alive.
=)
take care.

damn. take care, my good tenorsax friend. all the best in your future endeavours.
=)


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hello! i just logged in and went to check myspace, nothing suprising. so i went on to friendster (-___-) and then!!






i was looking at the people who viewed my profile, until i saw a thumnail sized picture (duh), with people carrying tuba's on their shoulder, in black. I WAS LIKE AH AH AH AH!!!!




*BEDOK NORTH! TUBA PEOPLE! WHATEVER! IT'S BEDOK NORTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*




then, it wasn't any of the cute guys. aha. it was one of the alumni's that i didn't know was performing. i didn't even notice his presence lah. zzz so who cares. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. that made my heart skip a beat for a second. aha.




okay, i just went blog hopping to those who attended the winds festival. aha. but too bad, thy can't be found. BOOHOO.




hahaa. wtf, i sound like some bimbo fucker knnccb ahahaha. zzz


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so, i went studying, well went out to do my homework. and i managed to complete 1 section of mcq and also section b! no, 1 whole chapter on water! yay me! i still got abt 3 more to go. sigh....




and fiz treated us to kfc. yay, thanks. i just love the company of my band members luhhh. haha. but now, it's gonna be so boring. with the sec4es gone..sigh. no more making fun of wani with her 'catch!'....fiiz knows. haha.




i really hope all the 4Ns will come back.


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speaking of which, ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO'RE TAKING THEIR RESULTS TMR. espacially the band members, 4N bloggers, 4T and N soccer players. i really wish to get out of yss with great sec5 people. =D




seriously siaaaaaa, ahhaha. imagine the whole sec4N of '06 goes to sec5 eh, wow. record loh. ahah.


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've been texting haiwan recently. ahah. since i came back from malaysia. yaaaaay. i got a new sms-ing buddy! aha. okay, nothing intresting bout that thou.




oh yeah, pms mode siak. grrr.


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i can't wait for more beautiful sundays, and also more gigs. but i guess the 22nd xmas core would be my last? idk...boohooo. i know, i must go for the combined sch band concert in jan and maybe peixins band. I WANT TO SEE JACOB LAH, SKITTY! hahahahha1.




zzz.hah. goodnight siaaaa.










*waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! reply luhh!!*

im missing someone terribly. but i guess, all this got to come to an end. it just gotta. i feel so stupid when i see tears rolling down my cheeks.

there's this message i heard somewhere, "the one that you've let go, could have been the one that you've been waiting for in your life."

just one thought of you, and i can go more in depth.

now, there's no more hearts after every goodnight wish. no more, after every goodbye. no nothing. not anymore.

i just looked back and think, wow.
this has been one heck'uv'a journey.

im glad it ended in a nice way. well, not exactly. erm, sort of. whatever.
i still wanna sort things out.
here's one.



Iklim - Seribu Kali Sayang

Berdosakah diriku
Terpaksa melepaskan
Cintamu yang serapuh
Dahan nan kering usang
Yang akhirnya kan patah
Terhempa gemeretap
Oh sungguh memilukan
Tak dapat ku bayangkan

Seribu kali sayang
Sangkaku kan ke mati
Cerita kasih kita
Rupanya seketika
Setelah merelakan
Setelah kau bisikkan
Segugus janji-janji
Tergamak kau mungkiri

Apakah sebenar yang terjadi
Hingga kau bersikap demikian
Sedangkan kau
Sesungguhnya percaya
Kasihku tak berbelah bagi

Aduhai
Tak sanggup ku kenangkan
Semua telah nyata
Cintamu gurauan
Datang dan hilang
Semahu hatimu
Itulah falsafah
Pegangan cintamu
Namun harus kau ingat
Hati yangmanakah
Selamanya kan sabar



OMGOMG! I JUST DID AN ANIMATED BANNER THINGY FOR YSSB! BUT ITS NOT SO NICE BUT OMG! WOWOOWOWW! LOOK! LOOK! IM ESTATIC!!! GAHHH! I WANNA DRINK BRAIN JUICE ALRD!!







hello! im gonna start with day 1. =)


Day 1, 11 Dec.

met up with fian, fadil, hafiz at mac northpoint at 6am to have breakfast. =) and walked to school. we were alrd late. aha. the other band members were alrd carrying the instruments down. lol. aha.

and soon we bid farewell to singapore and made our way to tuas checkpoint. my bus was bus2. with the brass and percussion section only. wheeeepedooo. =)

so we yssb people made friends with bedok north people at the checkpoint. that was where i got to know that they got greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat guys. =P

haha! and headed to the malaysia customs and changed to a malaysia coach. it was a very long trip to shah alam. we had toilet breaks in between. and we reached the hotel, Grand Blue Wave at about 5pm. and other bands checked in as well. bedok north, whitley, bowen.....and all the YSSB people were on level 11. woo. my roommates were ama and wani. they're okay. :]

and we had to get ready for the dinner at the grand ballroom. all students were seated randomly according to the number given by their teachers. in my table, i was the only yssb geek. hah. wnted to talk but all of them had partners from the same school. boohoo! and there was this goodlooking matrep trumpeter lah. hahaa. zzzz.

i was like, "damnit. can i go to table 32?" hahaa. cus that table got the good looking bedok north boys. gahh!! ahaha. but yeah. cute luh. dinner was fine. aha.

and went to wash up after that.


Day 2, 12 Dec.

woke up at 6.30. went to breakfast. aha. and saw the bnss guys there. lololol. pagi2 dah tgk bende best2. hah! and we had band practice. okay bahhh. -_-''

then after lunch, departed for putrajaya auditorium for the rehearsal at the actual acoustic hall. any wrong notes can be heard clearly. it was like gahhhh. -_- and we did badly at the rehearsal. maybe we were nervous. aha. and headed for dinner at this seafood restaurant. and went back to the hotel for masterclass with mr glosz. he was indeed precise and everything. the wonders of your mouthpiece. aha. playing low notes will help in your high notes. wow. should practice more low notes hehe. and the masterclass really helped, and it ended close to 11pm. haha.

had a hard time sleeping. but before turning in, me, haizair and hafiiz ordered nasi goreng at midnight from the room service. wheeeepedooo. i like. they were our neighbours lah. aha. so, slept soundly

Day 3, 13 Dec

and woke up slightly late for breakfast. cause we were rushing to get our hair done and all. aha. oh, and saw thee boys for breakfast too. :p

so went back to the room, wore the unform, stockings, heels and got my hair did. ew, i look so decent. zzzz. and off to putrajaya auditorium for the real thing. i was really nervous. well, everyone was. but it was all fine. it went smoothly though i didn't play for some pause notes cause NO AIR CAME OUT! grr. but mr tan said that it could have been better. ohwells.

so, after our peformance, we went to watch the rest of the morning session bands. whitley played loch lomond and 7th .... july. they were great! they got gold i think. aha. and this malayia band who played alvamar. coolios. aha. tho they screwed at some parts.

after that, went for lunch and saw the bnss guys!!! gaahhhh. sume dah start giler2 siol. aaaaaaah. bedok north really got good looking guys. ahah!

and then, went back to hotel and headed out again to a girls school, for a music exchg. cool. they were fantaboulous. they played lassus trombone!! and japanse grafitti 4. wow. the lassus trb was almost perfect. gahhh!! im in love with the song. haha.

and then we had sectionals, and then combine YSSB and KUAN CHING girls. perfect music. we played this pop chinese song, and also blu ridge. wow. imagine, 8 flutes, 15 clars, 10 saxes, 5 tubas, 5 euphos, 18 trumpets and 10 trombones. WOW. yeah.

so we bid goodbye to the girls. they were very humble. cute too! aha. and great at theory. aha. =p. -_-''

so, went back to the hotel and chnged to our official tee shirt. i mean. the given festival of winds shirt. and then went for the last dinner together in the grand ballroom. i was hoping to b seated with any guy from bedok north. but, no. =( was seated with people from malaysia, tampines and bowen. aaaah yeah. oh, bedok north performed for the night. they were great lah. i like. oh, the student conductor was great too.

sso blablabla brando and the susie lady gave a speech and then they announced the results! we yssb on the balcony gathered and waited for the results. first band was bowen. they got a bronze. that was when our hearts sank. we were like, ahh shit. no hope la. then brando was saying, Yishun Sec......silence......SILVER!!!!!! we were screaming like asdfghjkl;'!!!! then we roared, YISHUN! YISHUN! YISHUN!!!! aha. wow. that climax point. the moment. the everything. wow. it was just superb. and congrats to the gold bands. really goood lah. bedok north performed some nice song with a lot of like, shocking2 nye luh. aha. and this msia band played merry widows. aha. nice laar.

after that, yssb gathered and took pics. and i was really crappy that night. ahha. i mean, crappy in a stup way. aha. kecoh giler! aha. we were suppose to mingle ard with other schools. but, im too shy la. zzz. shan2 got some guys contact from bedok north! grr. jealous can? aha.

so we went back to the hotel and yeah. ran ard, lazed and all. when mrtan brought us out for supper at some shop. ate nasi goreng ikan bilis! =D and talked a lil, and went back at 1am. then bathed and all, till 2 pm. slept at like 2-3am. aha! siao. i slept first luhh. hehe.

Day 4, 14 Dec

was suppose to wake up at 6.30 to bath and go for breakfast at 7. cause there'll be review class in the morning with Mr Cheung, adjudicator. but instead we woke up at 7.30am. madness. my 2 other roomates were fuming cause their belongings were in the other rooms. -_- but i just kept my cool and took a bath and just had a slice of bread. aha. the review class was alright luhh.

then mstan and tay got us a cake to celebrate our SILVER. haha. and its cheesecake!! woo. so, me fian fadil had a chat with ms tan and tay. we spoke japanese. aha. funny lah. =)

so, had our last packing. and checked everything and all. we left the room. i was kinda sad to leave la. i hoped it lasted for a week lor. ahah. bedok north left earlier than us. boohoo. haha.

thennnn we left the hotel and headed to KL for shopping at sungai wang. i bought 3 tshirts! 2 happy tree friends and another is a graphic print shirt. also i bought diadora slippers. wheee. and and idk what else. but my money was spent mostly on food la.

OVERALL VIEW.
i really enjoyed myself. i discovored more things. and some people just don't know when to stop. hahaha. but i hope that YSSB, will forever remain as one. im so gonna miss the graduating batch.
i love you, YSSB.

goodnight.



wow. we talked.
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hello! i've just came back from the 4 days trip from malaysia. and i've really enjoyed myself. yay me! the friends, the company, the food, the people, the music, the love, the laughter...just everything. thou i felt abit uncomfortable at certain points of time.












and to top it off, all the hours of band practices, really pays off. we won a silver for this overseas competition. and im really proud of my band, YSSB and my section, trombones. =)












i'll update more thoroughly another day then. but, here are the pics! =D






*and BEDOK NORTH GOT CUTE GUYS. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGM! fkin cute lah haiyo!!


















and i love whitley's trombonist(s) and also kuan ching independant trombonists. =D


















*but my bro's not here anymore...

why hello! just got back from saf's performance. they were great! aha.at least i knew 1 song. -_- first suite in Eb with 2 movements. coolios. and the last song, there were like 14 mvements? wth. haha. yeah, its was superb.


so im doing my final packing now, and gonna sleep soon. and get breakfast at mac drive thru tmr morning with the geeks @ 6am. aha. madness. its gonna be one hell of a trip!

hahaha. can't wait. i hate packing lah. zzz.

well, off on hiatus till thursday! till then, take care! and hope i we yssb people do well for the competition!!

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goodnight, love.


hello. im bored, so im here blogging lah.


so basically, i went to suntec yesterday to get my hoody. yay me! -_- but met up with my sis first at cthall. was like an hour and a half, due to the traffic at bugis, to cthall. well, i took 851 from home you see. aha.


had dinner at sakura, went to get my hoody, watched ppl ice skating, and met my mom in the train home. yeah.


and watched sch of rock on dvd at night. i wish i was zack. or the cello girl. -_-''

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well today. i did some tv! and i ate alot. -_-. and also planned to pack my luggage, but failed. im lazy. hmmm. watched the mtv all you've got movie abt girls and volleyballs. yeah.

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im jealous. aha. well, i get jealous easily. some are just so lucky. sigh. whats that special thing, i don't have that people have? sigh. it's this thing called pyar.

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metalcore to support wan's band? or go esplanade for a free concert with the band geeks? IDK LA SIAK! boohoo.


wan dah suroh gi siot. khairi dah nk bayar kan ni. but i rather save up and go for xmas core's concert. tu confirm power. =D


maybe stay at home tmr, or just go watch the band performance. its free! :)

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was at soft.com.sg just now. and i just found out that inked out were performing at punkrock fest. boohoo! didn't get to see them perform. i heard they performed at night. 0_0

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can't wait for 22's xmas core. twm, fba, asf and pizzey's band. aha. wow. lol. great lineup.

yeah, thats all.


just tell laura, i love her.

<3


goodday.

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hello all! ive just finish watching ichigo 100% anime series and the 5 ovas. ahah. kinda stupid anime infact.

well well todays band practice was fine. i was early! whee. haha. so played the 3 festival pieces straight. my arm ached liked 092824jd. hahayes. and my ex senior, qassrina came to see the band. haha. sweet. and did the last checking for the trip on monday.

so yeah people, ill be on hiatus from monday to thursday. :)

and headed home after band, and met up with izyan, malah, nina and went to bugis. nina wanted to get some dresses. well, me and malah weren't really enjoying looking at those clothes at that time, so we headed to starbux to ge a free drink. its starbux's open hse. its like, held on every year? haha. i love starbucks. =D i got myself a caramel frappe and mal, a choco cream chip. ahah. yeah, and met up with mard and idah, and soon after iz and nina done with their dresses and went to eat at tongseng. yumyum. had the usuals. fried fish with milk. yummeh. and went to suntec.

they other girls looked for clothes while i was looking ard for a hoody and yeaaah! im gonna get that tmr. yay yay yay. =DD
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then on sunday, maybe going to the metal core gig. since wan's performing. im gonna wear YELLOW there. lol. confirm im gonna be the sooo odd one out siakz. haah. well, that is if im going. and looks like im not gonna mosh so much if iim going lah. can't get any pains and all. haha. -_- and also cannot go to watch the free concert at esp. boohoo! idk what band performing anws. haha.
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tmr is friday, and going to suntec. then sat at home pack my luggage, sunday go gig but must go home early and and and monday im off! hope to make new band geeks there. -_-

well, today was a great day. =D
once again, happy 15th iz! <3

goodnight.


my pirate..

why hello there.

just now, met up with matin, shahidah and shidm and we headed to toa payoh to collect the band tshirts. then in the bus we started talking about the grps in band. well, cliques, for short.

sigh. when will we people be like, united? at least have lunch after band TOGETHER. even if we do eat together, they're bound to be gossips. damn. i don't like. sometimes, i wanna go along with group A, but i'd feel sorry for group B, but have to go along with B. and i know, in this coming malaysia trip, groups can't combine. theres bound to have gossips. i suddenly felt like crying when i think about these people. idk why. even in that same particular group that im with, there will and always gossiping abt people in the same clique. ahh. some people just have that ultra-big-great grudge against someone. well, i admit i gossip abt people, but im okay with everyone, which i think is true. sigh....


nothing to blog abt alrd. oh yeah, happy birthday izyan and atika. happy 15th. (:
going to kinda celebrate iz's birthday tmr. hope its okay. cause its been a long time i went out with them. and there'll be more boys following. -_- ahah.

band tmr. yay. can't wait. hope to bring back home a medal. =D and make more new band friends over there. haha.

and an early good luck wish to the soccer girls, in their futsal competition. and also to FC CHOCS! ahah. break a leg, ya'll. =)

and to yssb too, we gotta break some records ey? haha. yeah, just work hard. =)

i cant believe im like listening to my sec1 fav jiwang song, MAHLIGAIMU DARI AIR MATA. sigh. it brings back the memories. boohooo.

everytime i go to khairi's myspace, i see him there.
goodnight.


yay! i changed my skin! woopedooo! ahaha. -_-''
my pirate...... <3




Last Summer @ POEticSLumber


so here i lie awake again,
dwelling amongst those days
and your face it drives me insane
in oh so many ways.

your stunning distant eyes,
i've watched them loose their shine
your silent unheard cries,
as you've never complained or whined.

the warmth when you held my hand,
the solace i found in your embrace
and you were so much much more than a friend
now i only long to see your face.

and you've changed your ways
you've changed your words
i miss your caring displays,
now i'm just left feeling so absurd

but there's nothing i can do,
not now and probably never,
i can't change you back from what you've turned into

you're slipping away even faster.
and i'm watching my paint-peeling walls,
wondering what i have left with
guess i just had to fall,
and from this view,i'm watching you leave.





hello. i was in the midst of changing my blog layout. i mean, i was messing around with the brushes on photoshop, and suddenly i didn't have the mood to chg the skin. im pretty sick of this ugly green stars. urgh. they hurt my eyes. thou these stars are looking fab, to some.


now now, there are alot, i say alot of macam paham people nowadays. so, its like this. and i doubt he'll read it. gees. his nick read, "the gig was great just now..cant wait to bash ___(insertname) with the punks tmr.." oh puhlese! punks? hahha. low profile some more. wth. please laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. he even got the cheek to ask me, so shid, what's ur concept? emo eh? HAHAHA. omg, get a low u lower- sec- punk- tk- menjadi- or- like- i- even -care -u- moron!

and, girls who slit their wrists, and posts the pics on friendster, making the ugly pics, the primary ones. like wth. and usually, what's carved on their wrists is like, their boyf's name, LOVE, HATE, HURT, PAIN, I HATE YOU, WHY?!, broken hearts and such. and some are just plain long cuts down the wrists. haha. funny la you people. zzzzzz

and and, i have nothing else to say. hahahaa. why don't you try slitting your throats for a change. =DDDDD and post the pics on friendster for all to see. =DDDD


urgh. that took a whole load of my shoulder.
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and now, im like not excited abit about the upcoming band trip. okay, maybe its the rooming. but i doubt there can be any more changes. urgh. i don't think i can have a great night with them. i don't know....i was rather comfortable with last years rooming. ahhh stupid lah. maybe the great thing is that im in the same bus with coolcoolhavoc people. hah! =D

gahh.. so much for sharing toiletries and bedtime gossips.
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just one. just one more talk, before i leave.
please...

good evening, sweeeeetie.





and, happy birthday faizal itek and dyana.
=x


hello. so, YESTERDAY i went to support the guys for their grand finals NSSL at tpy HDB hub. and as usual, we girls went there. and as usual, for the 2nd time, the guys brought back home the cash and the big shiny baby. haha! and they played hard, and they walked away with 3000dollars. or was it 2000. but wth. wow. haha.

the supportors for yss team a was big lah. ahha. there were us girls and the budak2 padang la. maliks friends and all. haha. and the lowser sec team. both firdaus, fahmi, jufri and min. hehe.

yeah, so after the NSSL thingy, went back to yishun our homeland. ok bedek. lepaked at 737.


I HATE MY HAIR!!! but i like to cut it. how?

edit: OMG I TYPED ALOT LA. WALAU EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. STUPID LAH. GRR GRR GRR GRR!


yeah, sorry for the long awaited post. my days are rather filled with myspace and msn and supposedly computer games. -_-''

yesterday headed to F.O.S to get my maroon hoodie, BUT THEY CHANGED THE CLOTHES ON THAT VERY RACK. i was oh so sad, and just had to get another shirt. and chose this yellow tee, with a cat robot graphic. haha. okay lah.

so yeah.

my best ex-primary school mate has gotten himself a hot girlfriend. wow. some lucky shit. gahhh. congrats ah, yel. -_- aaha.

oh, the people at tromboners myspace grp helped me for the competition piece. and i forgot that F can be played in both position 1 and 6! ahhaa. so, 6 to 4. yay. can't wait. haha. -_-

at last, i had someone to talk too. NADDY<3!! haha. told her abt something, and she really helped alot. later i tmr i tell u how its gnna be eh. =DD

sigh. why am i always the unlucky one? damn...

oh yeah. i was at yahoo auctions and i came across this TROMBONE NECKLACE. omg lor. im sooo in love with it. maybe im gonna get it for myself, and a miniature trombone for jiemeng. =D haha. hafiiz loves the flute's too. woohoo. oh theres frenchhorn, saxaphones, eupho, trumpet and clar necklace. =DD me and hafiiz getting one of those. miniatures! =D

NSSL tmr! yay. gonna be like last year. hehe. and the metal core gig tmr. i feel so bad for not going to TWM's gig. sorry guys. i wanna see how alis gonna play siot. haha. since, syahir nt playing. all the best TWM! hope the crowd wont be boring.

yeah, i wanna sleep already. oh yeah, i took wacky shots at CK just now. haha. =D
goodnight, pirate.