haro!

today was like, nmncdscusd sak in the morning. i set my alarm at 6.15, but i woke up at 7. i was like panic!at the disco all the way siot! grr. still, me and iz was late for sch. i skipped detention today. haha. -_-

today's lesson were okay. wasn't soo sleepy. and during SS, mrchia expected a B3 for a prelims. gees. and a disctinction for the relic exams. sigh.

so, achievers was cancelled and todays assembly was abt the science quiz. ahha. kecoh le. so i sat with ross ifah lah. i was learning their language the whole day and i think im addicted to it leeeee. HAHA. omgsh. my friends are so not gonna talk to me. ciss!

HAHA.

the girls had their match with deyi today. didnt hug ahping. wahaha. she ah. zzz. so they drew 2 all. sighhh. it was raining like nc238 lah. so most of the times they were kicking water instead of the ball. aha. but they were good.

and i had my floorball match. it was the preliminary rounds and we lost. my other team mates were unreasonable just because i played for my class, team 1's grp. like come on laaah, we're in the same freakin class. so yeah. no harm playing for them yaw. gees. haha. we lost but i felt great lah. no. i dun think u get it. gahhh whatever.

went up for bandprac and yeah. the trombers were fine but YT told me they were blur lah. zz.

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just like tsuqiman's HAHA pm, "Support those you love."

sigh.

and, maybe im no one to him. sigh. i feel so jhdsac238f when i see him walking around. i wish i could just gather all my guts with me and utter, "hey." to him. gees.

things can never happen the way i want it to be.

goodnight eleanor.

hi.

today was fine. lessons were alright. after school, was madness with fian lah. grr. he's sucha *&#(!&. lepas skola jek, dah kene kecoh2. zzzz. saying that the aicb people wanted to borrow the bassdrumbra strap lorl.

so lunched at kfc with the juniors and met fian and two other aicb people. apparently, mr-you-know-who was there. heh. then kecoh2 blablabla we went up for band prac and the ai people went back to school empty handed. so yeah.

band room was madness lah. the "destiny child" girls were dancing. well, practicing their dance with dyana. then the others were sitting ard and gossiping. then me ama nic were dancing to shawnee's tune on the eupho. lorl.

blablabl changed to band u and did the filming. i've got no comments about it. i'll just keep my mouth shut =x

played exaltaion and it sounded much better. but hafiz kept turning behind and looked at me. haizair too. shit. perhaps i played a mistake. GEES. aiyoh. idk! zzz

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sigh. i was sighing all the way la siak. what a sad day. gees. if only i had someone to talk to..

saw hyd and faisal at the bustop. ahh. whatever. thought could wave goodbye, but. wth. =

nic and FiiZ treated me and ama macDs. gees. whats the occasion? haha. crapped with the geeks minus fian, fiz and shawnee. they had renunion dinner at their conductor's place. wow. fun.

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iwishitwas2006

goodnight.

ps: HAPPY 14TH TO NICOLA AND NICOLE TAN THE TWIIIINIES!

LOVE YOU BITCH.

hello [quickie]

school was fine. lessons were short. haha. english achievers, nicole and me went bonkers. we were arranging bobye's and olive's marriage. (they're teddybears, clad in wedding gown and the other in a tuxedo lah) then blablabla and mrs raj came in to take over the class. and i was screaming, "she's hear! witch of narnia! queen of narnia! draw your swords my men!"

lol. did summary and went back home. met up with dora and nicbitch first. then saw caleb and mark in sch. gees. i think caleb's some xcore kid. ahaha. i saw him with lontong WELL WHO FREAKIN CARES?! gees.

then went home and my mom got me my banmien. wow. heavenly. but packed banmien dont taste that good lah. haha. lesson learnt. -_-

i switched on Anger Management. it was funny lah. i wanted to continue watching, then i fell asleep lol.

syf07 filming tmr. like wtf. grr. we're not playing. like zzzz sak. aiyah. lets just leave it for tmr. haha. -_-

okay. so saturday, narrrrd asked me out. (ceh!) then shitkin asked me out to study or something. then sunday got gig. FBA IS LIKE PEROFMINF LORH! erm, PERFORMING! sssshit. how? FBA LEHH! i missed them the other time. NO! they missed the gig ahaha. haiyah. but if go gig, go with who? then if nvr go out with nad all, like sad case seh. this is the 2nd time alrd. aiyah.

iie dunnch knoee lehhh!!

guhd nyttee.

hello people of the world!

despite experiencing PMS right now, i felt good today. no mood swings, no nothing. whee! i wish im like this everyday. hohoho we were speaking like the betes lah, just now. AHAH. kecoh siot. since the betes, uses ROZ like the flower ROSE, we (my grpies HAHA) chose a flower for ourself.

mine is: "Hello, Im Lip. TULIP!!!"

lorl. ridwan wanted chrysentemum, but it was too long. haha. KECOH LAH. we're freakin sec4, but we act like we're in lower sec. hawaw whatever then blablabla.

today's malay achiever's, idk why everyone was so rbelious. i pity my teacher. boo. then went for recruits band prac. sigh. number of kiddos declining sak. its time for me to chase theeeeese peopol! hah. blablabla my tbs are great. NO not good. just good. haha. zzz

(btw this is pointless. i wonder who reads all these junk. TELL ME WHO?)

you know, i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally really want a bf. not boyf. A BESTFRIEND! siggghx. life's sad. GYEAH. darn. libe shucks alort.

yeah. nothing to update alrd. can't wait for friday.

good night starlight.

hey. [quickie]

so today, woke up early. and there were some faults around the household. couldn't sleep, so watched princess hours. i mean, continued luhh. and i cried just now., ahahaha. i feel for the characters sak. i wish Yul was my bf. haha. okay stop.

then planplanplan with shitkin, then met her at khatib. we were going studying eu see. (HAHA EU?!) then headed to centerpoint's coffeebean. then we left for macDs cause it was noisy and packed. had mcchik at macDs then did hmwks. it was freakin cold lah. hhaha. then i discovered something. then blablablablabla left there at 7+ and headed to esplanade for a while. walked around looking for familiar people. looking for xcore (AHAH), scene, poseurs LOL, seps...HAHA. then went to rooftop and saw azrieeee and his friends. that stupid ali. or othman? ahah wtv.

then me and shit girls talk then dah, tu jek. then walked thru memo and there was a pasar malam lah! ahah. kewl shit. then walk to cthall then bounce back then blablabla. we saw this fat girl with miniskirt and a tight shirt la. then shit was like, "eh, tangan die cute. confirm boyf die belikkan." cus she was wearing this star bangle. -_-

kbye.

nak gosok baju.

I HATE THIS SONG.

GRR I WAS UPDATING AND I WAS SO PISSED! >:

grrr. dah ah. tak jadi post. grr. kau belikkan aku chocolate dulu ah. seyseysey.

170207

hello everyone. today's saturday was fun! though i missed totalmetalcore. haha. nvm. gonna approach caesar/rahman and ask him abt it. hahaa. die bdk xcore kerrr? 0_o

anws. today lazed around at home. and met the girls at the interchange. and all wore like they wanted to go to town. haha. i was wearing tshirt and shorts and slippers. haha. we were attending adik's bbq party. ahaha. ohwells. haha.

it was at sembawang park. (of all places..) we reached there close to 7. so hung around and the their pit was VAVAVOOM! wasn't like a normal class bbq. there were picnic tables. 5 plasic stools. wide spread of food. tap water for washing purposes and such. and to top it of, a blue canvas covering the whole area!!! and they got their tents around too. omgzorgs. that's totally cool to me luhh!

had beef kebabs, fried noodles, bbq-ed chiken wings, hotdogs, rojak buah, popiah and curry puffs. woahhh. it was quite a spread and im full.

i gave nana a chocolate bar. it's imported from Japan, mind you. haha. (*padahal MEIJI chox) yummehh. and we played this game, whoever tells the most/lamest/dumb/funniest jokes wins a prize. and i told them 2 jokes. hahaha. and i got a bottle of scented perfume! (erm, aren't all perfumes scented? -_-) haha coolios.

went home and yeah. WE WERE SPEAKING LIKE THE BETES THE WHOLE FREAKIN DAY. HAHAHA.

HAHA.

goodnight lah.

good evening.

today's CNY peformance was okay. everything went smoothly. but syairah commented, and asked if the first song, supposed to be slow or what. haha. other than that, it was okay. haha. my girlmalayclassmates claimed they screamed my name. haha. such a pity, i didn't hear anything. haha.

me, kakya and ama kept sing True Colours. haha. kecoh lah. then after the perfomance, we camwhored, and mstan gave out ferero rocheeee. coolios. then blablabla took pic with skitty! but he nvr smile. arse. aah. then blablabla aft sch, headed to northpoint, and dined at KFC. yuuuummy. harina and ama kecoh lorr. then went to safra.

that was where the mood swing began. i was damn quiet lorh. so alone and sooooo cold. like i got no life like that. heh. seriously sia. idk why. i was my diffrent self just now. at 7, i headed home alone while the rest went back to northpoint. it was fun luh, walking home alone, listening to taufik batisah's usah lepaskan. haha.

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our only weapon is love.

goodnight.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

and HAPPY 16TH TO PAAAAAAAAAAAAIZZ!!

hello.

today was fine. english achievers was great. i mean, the first 15mins, before the teacher came and checked upon us. i was scribling, "POA SUCKS!" on the whiteboard. and ridwan came up with a cheer. he went, "poa!", and the whole class roared in unison, "SUCKS!" we repeated that for over a few times. phew. that was great. ahah.

then, siti made this lame joke which no one understands, then nina was like, "gimme a L!, A!, M! and an E! What does it spell?" and we shouted, LAME!!" then we started spelling out names of people who entered class late. ahha. i like it when the class is like this. haha. =) and we won 2nd place for CNY deco! cool huhh? really proud of those who did it. but they over spend. and its totally beyond the class fund haha. -_-

went to the school gym with zul and amirahI. gossips and workouts. haha. everything falls in place. and then we had instant noodles. there goes the burned calories, gained again. haha!

yeah. that's all.

goodnight.

imgladyougotsomeonebetter.

PS: iie lurrb eeu, shiitkkiin.

hello.

(*btw, im all emo now. cause im listening to SS)

school was alright. and as normal, mardhia was being a bitch about the "budak band." gees. i wonder when i'll blow my top off. tsktsk. so cut the drama and taaaalk abt band!

oh yeah. i forgot. it's freaking v-day. and its like any other day lorh!! ahha. except that i saw many in school with roses i think. gees. who gives a damn. after sch, lisah's bf was crap siak. fancy picking a fight with another schoolmate of mine. like, wth. grr. i really think he should go and educate himself or get a new hobby. urghhh.

then headed home, changed, had lunch and made my way back to school for junior band prac. quite a number was absent. yuan2 wasnt there!! he ah....hafiz taught them theory. coolios. then was my turn to take the trombists/tromber/trombonists. hah. okay lah. but i keep forgetting about their puffed cheeks. but im glad they can blow till the 4th note alrd. and im considering of giving Liz the golden trombone, since she has the best sound. yeah.., and i love to pick on Liling. hopes she doesnt take it to hard, and eventually leaves band.

did i mentioned, I LOVE THIS BATCH OF SEC1S! =))))

i wonder if MrTan considers some of them to peform for the competition? i think some got potential ya'know...

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aft band, was madness lah. ama percusn accidentally saw zul's phone, which was showing some porn videos. omgsh. ew. then ama was like, freaked out! then she was testing out the condemned tablas, and it had a hairy surface. FiiZ screamed, "BULU!!!" and ama just replied by screaming. HAHA! funny la she. damn slow and belo. wakka.

then at MacDs, we took wacky vids. oh yeah. amapercussion broke her pe-square. ahah. nevermind. went home, while talking to HORNEHPONEH, sufian. haha. he's fated to meet *&^!((*&#^#&!*!3 lah. no fair.

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goodnight.

SPECIAL MENTIONS TO:

yeah. so i love secondhand serenade.

i wish the vocalist was my valentine.

hah.

today was okay. nothing much. just that after band was plain crap. or plain nasty. hahaa. i got so *&@!, and left with my cousin. spent 2 dollars on this crispy currypuff for me and my sister. there goes my pocket money for tommorow. sigh.

life's getting boring by the day. sheesh. we're repeating everything all over again. tsktsk. *RANDOM* if i listen to secondhand serenade, i'll be all emo and start to wet my cheeks. and i can listen to them one whole fkin day. wow.

oh yeah. tmr's freaking v-day. you guys read the article on Electrico views abt vday? yeah. they said its pointless la acutally. cause you can also express your feelings to someone else on any other happy day. =)

so why get all gloomy and shits? i'll be spending vday with the band geeks. at least they're there to create lame jokes for me to laugh at. haha. oh yeah. maybe meeting up with ma sistalurp azhim! ahha. he said he baked some cookies. how sweet. haha. i lup u ah sis! lorl. -_-

gees. adik was like telling me just now, "Kak, get prepared to be suprised tmr morning with you see a boquet of flowers on your desk." hahah. anyhow la she. diao.

nothing much to blog about. maybe i'll celebrate self awareness day. hah. eh, single awareness day. to show couples that these people should be sympathized with. HAHA.

goodnight.

im feeling better already.

but, ILYSTILL

hello. [quickie]

today, had the kenduri at cousin's place as her new born baby got the cukur rambot thang. haha. cute la that girl. haha. then kecoh2 with the other cousins. and went home.

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when will i ever get to talk to you?

when will i ever have the courage to face you?

wheeen!?!? whennn!?!

tsktsk.

this ain't going anywhere.

LIKE D-U-H!!!

yeah. so no point lah shid.

NOOOHH POOOIINNTHHHH!

so. might as well pack up the bags and move to new jersey. HAHA BEDEK.

i love to bedek2. it makes me feel good. bye.

listening to: I Remember - Mocca

i love mocca lah. i wonder when's the next time theyre peforming in singapore. wheeeee.

so today, i woke up close to 1. luckily not at 2. hahah. supposed to meet wanman and gang at 2. but due to unforseen reasons, i went to gashaus alone. ahha. sad eh? then walked to gashaus and met wanman and 1 gang outside gashaus. then blablabla.

saw caesar. ahha. and caleb! wooh. dah emoemo hair sak. hah. then saw rynnnnn! hugged her. then fie and the gang came. lalala. it was goddamn boring lah. thou this band, rili happening. wall of death and all. ahhaa. i was telling wan, since i was with him all day. haha. i said, "eh, boring siot, gig ni. grr. buang duit jek dtg.." and he was like, "ahh, yeah. kau tau asal boring? sebab tkde kawan!"

ahha. betul uhh. yg shitkin sume gi fatin nye birthdayparteyyy. ahah. sorry i didnt make it. thanks for inviting me syq. =)

balblabla then dta peformed! so the funn-ness only began when dta was up. btw, its Detest Thy Arriene or something like that. cool lah. luqman gored as if he got fits. hahaa. kecoh ah dektu. and man's solo was greeeat. well, everyone had solo la. haha. dta was goood. then asf's turn. waduhh. no crowd. today's asf gig wasnt that good. and FBA WASNT PERFORMING. like wth kan. i saw their slot at 2230hrs. sape seh nk tgk. so late. and i think the organiser cancelled them or they cancelled it. i wanted to see fba laa. silverstein spore ke? haha. wasted. mosh-ed a lil today. cause got no one to go with to the pit. boo. oh yeah, have i mentioned? songs from AIDEN AND ALESANA WERE PLAYED! i was waiting all evening/night for them. haha.

went home with wan since the rest took a cab home. while the others went to eat first. wan alighted at amk, and i rode home alone. boo. thought could see familiar faces. haha!

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yeah.

i've a thousand gd reasons for you, to stay...

sigh.

imissyousomuchthatithurts.

*oh yeah, fill the above form for a valentine date. THANKS. (aha. what a fraud!)
hey.

hello! [quickie]

today's lesson were fine. poa was the shits. in a bad way. totally bad way. but kecoh ah! ahha. siraj drew a picture of bloddy scary virgin mary. HAHA. but it wasnt her face. it was her skull. justintin almost made the paper confiscated.haha. i love my poa buddies.

and i seriously feel like dropping. there's no point for me to continue poa. ive got no intrest in it. eventhough poa is one goddamn subj, which is so easy to score As. grr. but, seriously la seh. its like, almost half or a quarter of the class are dropouts of poa. like zzz

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i hate poa. eng test was okay. hope i pass. or at least improve my grades. grr.

after achievers went home. and bumped into fadil. then he joined us at macDs. we ate and talked alot. haha. talked about everrrything under a chiken patty. LORL. kecoh siot.

then went to meet azhim, wan,man and one girl i forgot her name at ljs to pass the money. ahaa. all rambot slenger ah. including me.waaajaj.

then saw fai and nizam at the interchg. FAI'S BOTAK!!!! AHAHHAA. OMGOMGOMG. so funny. i miss hanging out with them. boo.

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band tmr. O lvl results tmr. gosh. in a years time, i'll be the one receiving the results. goddamnit. im freakin scared tho im nt the one getting results.

all the best to: yiyin, meifen, waney, fauziah, aini and her sec5 gang, junwei, huiling, adam and his friends. and people ard the world. BEDEK.

hope they get to a better, higher institution! ahha.

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goodnight.

i am very very very depressed.

well, maybe not.

hello. [short]

school was alright. saw hitamanis at the bustop LORL. haha. he took the early bus lah. haha. deng. -_-

then blablabla lessons were fine. malay achievers gerek lah now. the whole class coorperating..haha. then went for recruits practice. kakya coached the 4 juniors. and, then it was my turn as kakya had to leave. and i was kinda strict with them. sigh. hope everyone gets the correct note! and rmbr the positions...really...i want them not to be like me and kakya. having some bad habits/rmbring or whatever shytes lah.

teachteahcreach then band over. michelle quit band, and joined npcc. like wtf. i was really hoping she'd stay. grr. curse npcc. boo. after band the memba left me alone. while i waited for the guys...had a chat with shidm. im sorry for giving you the cold shoulder...

yeah, nicbich called when i was otw home. asked me to meet them at ssc with meifen. oooo fen treated us pizzahut. thanks ehhh fennnyfen. :P thou im nt close with her. hehe. yeah, thanks.

walked ard with ama. shared stories..and yeah. home.

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i feel so kdqsndx1297dgbw.

its soooo absurd and ridiculous and foolish and silly and synonyms like that. grr. AS FOOLISH AS A FOOL. (another simile used)

congrats.

:/

hello. [quickie; doing SEQ]

today's school was great. i was hyper and all. disturbing people..ziella was pissed off. WAAKAKA. :P sorry ahh, guraauuukan. wakkaka. then kecoh2. we played charades or somthing. since we got bio and malay free periods. and during malay period, the teacher who came on relief literally screamed her foetus out. so yeah. i could imagine the cries of the baby heard, and the umbilical (word check) cord hanging, as the teacher cries for help and we students just sit there, admiring the power of god, for creating a new born.

HAHA.

feeling sak. yeah, she screamed luhh. giler seh. the foetus must have been like, shrieking in her womb. ahah. she shouted, "HEY!! HEYY!! DO YOU ALL MIND? DO YOU? HAHH? THIS NOISE IS GETTING OUTTA CONTROL. YOU THINK YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONES IN SCHOOL? I'LL GET EVERYONE OF YOU TO SIT OUTSIDE THE OFFICE AND YOU CAN MAKE NOISES THERE. SO, JUST SHUT YOUR TRAP!" tsktsk. tragic.

ohwells. then blablabla had maths achievers. we got back out test results. i needed a few more marks to pass. how sad. everyone, i mean. my close friends lah. they passed. all 25 and above. except me. i felt like breaking down. shit. it's like. i got the curse. the curse where it will nvr be broken. the curse is : YOU CAN NEVER PASS MATHS.

sigh. what a curse. i felt like jumping from my classroom, to the pond. and i'll swim ard with the fishes. or they can make a statue out of me. and place it in the center of the pond and let me corrode.

gahhhhh. maths maths maths.
it's driving me mad. yeah, it is.
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luckily i had band to cheer me up. yeah, it was okay. but, a lil annoying. grr. wth. haizair misses jacob. hahaha. and and and yeah. whatever. walked to np. and camwhored with nic's new phne. woo. coolios. then went home with the cousin.

life's a bore.
NO NO NO.
sec4's life a bore. and a chore and door and sore and core and more and lorhhh LIKE YOHHH!!

yehh, good night

was reading my archives, and came across this line from a song.

"YOU'RE SPECIAL TO ME, LIKE A RARE POKEMON."

dang.
that brought back old memories! sigh...things will never be the same again. or perhaps, things will be back to normal...

anyhoos, congrats i hate you AHAHA ALESANA SAAAKZ! grr.

tsktsk.
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sch was okay. and today's highlight isssssss FNN! though some students irritate the internal organs, outta me. grr. so we were cleaning the fish! or siang ikan uhh. haha. kecoh sak! it was a horrible sight. but, if i don't learn now, when will i ever learn right? ahaha! how am i suppose to cook for my love later on? K PART NI DAH BEDEK

then we gotta cut and slice and remove the .............(word check. the fish inner organs. what are they called?) yeah. it ws kinda gross. but im proud, TO CLEAN A WHOLE FISH! hahaha. last year i know how to cook rice, in the rice cooker. and this year, CLEAN THE FISH! great big achievement eyyy!
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after sch, went to serangoon sec, the school with many colors to spectate a match. they lost uhhh. so, nothing to talk about. and i went straight home after that.

yeah.
nothing much.

just that im very distracted nowadays. i wish someone could smack me in the head. no no no. just know what im thinking about, and then tease me about the thoughts and then i'll be sure not to think abt it again. GAHHHHH.

SUCH STUPID WILD IMAGINASI. GRR. SOMEONE STAB MEEEEE IN THE ADRENALIN GLAND. I DON'T WANT MY HORMONES TO GET SECRETED.

!@#$ im horribly lame.
goodnight.

[btw, thats AQILAH and ME on top. HAHA]

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh...

i have nothing to update about actually. there were a few things i wanted to update about.but it seemed like.....GAHHHH.

sometimes i reflect back on the past or what had happened...why should i bother? why am i interfering in his or her life/friends? why do i want to know? why do i feel like something's missing? well the fact's that it is missing.

grrr.

just tell me wtf am i blabbering abt? grr. lets just break this covalent bonding lah. and i'll be like Hydrogen. all by itself. (check. my chemistry sucks)
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liangsheng's party was okay just now. with nicholas, hanhui, zul, syak, fadz and malah. we bought him boxers from john little. hope they fit! hahaa.

bye lah.

this is such a meaningless post. -_-

hello.

was absent from school today. i would like to apologise to amalinaninonu for making her wait for my arrival. LORL. she waited till she missed the first bus lah.

so, i slept in till 10 since i wasn't going to sch. then blablabla. did some errands and send my sister to school. then yeah. went for band.

played sunrise and sigh. my trombists....what's haaaapenning. sound sound sound. gees. being a musci-sion is hard work. hope all these problems would be goneeeee. ahaha. haizair was cute la just now. i thought i played correctly, but he gave me the >8) look. hahaa. then disturbed him about sally! the tkgs bassoner/bassonist/besin. hahaha. then we were all stuffing two fingers into our mouth to make them look like double reeds. HAHA. kekek lah seh. then shawn was with his double bass arm plucking string. LORL. i loveeee bandgeeks.

then we watched the gridiron gang. cool show i must say. really inspiring. its sooo relevant to yssb luhhh. haha. can't wait for competition! hehe.

yeah. i guess that's all. twm's gig tmr. haha too bad cant go. gahhhh. I WANNA GO FOR MUS'ARTS CONCERT! HAHHA. stfu lah shid.

kbye.

I WANNA BE A BASSOON KIDDO.

NICBITCH WANTS TO BE A PIANNO KIDDO.

hello! today's lesson were fine.

mrmagesh came to relief. he was talking about the after secondary school education. then he was like, blablanlalabla till he was talking about YOUR OWN SELF LIKES AND DISLIKES. what you like, is what other hate. so why botherrrrr about that something you dislike? hmmm. it's like this. the females fear soccer as they've witnessed those injuries which males face. but some girls don't give a care, and play it because of the passion. regardless the injuries and difficulties they face.

well, mine's music. so yeah. i think you've gone too far about that issue and i think im going out of control. darn. i wish i knew of a way to make you stfu.

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oh yeah. the ironic thingy about me is that, i am (no wait. i really need to confirm if i am. ohh wtf) a soccer player, but i hate watching soccer matches. contradicting aye? ahha.

whatever.

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today's Peanut Butter's last episode hawhaw. i bet everyone's watching it. hahaha. yeah. band tmr. wheee. sectionals. wooo.

goodnight.