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HELLO SEMUTZ! [lol, fadil]

just came back from hanging out with thee gang. CEH. so todays performance was GREAT! but to me, it was just good. cause i was like kjnglkjeshge cause i couldnt pitch certain notes. be it low and high notes! kinda dissapointed. idk whyyy my lips to dry/wet? urgh. stewpid.

anws, les start in a chronological way like we always do. :)
so reached school sweating..tsk so warmed up and practiced the pieces. wheee. not all the seniors were present. booooohooo.

so we played 5 pieces only..sad case...but it was just a short performance. ohwells. so we played TURN THE BEAT AROUND, BEAUTY AND THE BEAST, SINGAPURA MEDLEY PART1, MY HEART WILL GO ON and DIGITAL PRISM. so we like, walked from school to chongpang. the area beside the hawker centre and it was scorching hot. TSSSK. started off with the songs and yeah. then after us was indian dance and chinese dance, and lastly semb winds i think peformed. are they called semb winds? idk so yeah.

mom and aqilah came. wheee. my mom was like, "after playing, yr lips really turn red ey!" ahah yes mother. so walked back to school carrying stands, files and instrument under the sun. tsk! so blablabla debriefed and camwhore in bandroom.

so that will like be the last time performing and going for band practice till after Os. sigh. if only i appreciated band since sec1 like hafiz. haizzzzzzzzzzz. gonna miss the times in band/store room. times where... AH I RMBR! when i was a QM in sec2, i was staying in it with mark. we were counting the number of instruments..haha...memories...:D

so after band, wanted to go see semb band perform. my mom said they had singers. cool. but was late and they'd probably finish so we camwhored while waiting for shawn and hafiz. blablabla went to LJS and Timezone and sat outside northpoint singing and playing games. aha.

presenting: YISHUN ACAPELLA GROUP. wootxz. then we did the new goodbye-handshake. CHEESEBURGER CHEESEBURGER UP DOWN *roll hand* YEAH! ahahahah kewl no more zzz alrd. :D i love my band geekxz lah.

then me fadil, fiiz and zul created the techno, hiphop, jiwang, metal version of enjetenjet semut. kecoh seh.

GAHHH I LOVE TODAY. YSSB LIES IN MY HEART, FOREVER2188621932-0!

"all i want is somebody to be there by my side when i need a friend, and somebody who would want me by his side when he feels like the world has turned upside down. all i needed was a friend to count on me, and for me to count on. and i guess, you cant be everything i want you to be." - sharmaine jay

the above thesis is like so similar? gahh.
goodnight.

PS: pics tmr.

hello.

today was BE YOURSELF day. i wore black berms, yellow polo and black shoes with my black hair and black and white bag with pink wallet and brown socks. okay, unnecessary. not many wore home clothes to school. awwh come on!

so started of with maths..and my maths classmates were all looking good! some wore really nice. but wth, everyone looked good. but no camwhoring at all. sad...sorry terry. recess was packed. idk why the canteen was so packed. urgh. and i miss the boy sitting the table next to us. sigh. but i hate his hair. wished he had a better hair-do. IMY!

so had the drama performance by our gold d'lite club. im really proud of them. really am. gold drama club in only 2 years. wow? cop to gold. sighh. imagine yssb was like that. the performance was fine. tho ive seen it before. ahah.

so went back home with ama, she came over and blablablaaaa we practiced abit and i went to school and she went home. and saw some macam malay girls smoking. HAHA REALLY FUNNY LA. for such nice girls to smoke. erghhh.

oral! malay o lvl..so it actually went quite well...it was about school holidays. i had my answers, but was hard for me to express it in malay. hope i did well. well, at least a good passing mark!

after that fetched aqilah from school with syairah, jeyda and fadzly. then blablabla went back to northpoint, bumped into a few people =x and collected our class jersey.

sad to say that its not satisfactory but really unique. ohwells... just make do with it bahhh. we cant do anything abt it anymore...

BAND TMR YAY! last performance. woo. and sadly, at chongpang. ohwells. but still, a performance is still a peformance. a great performance is when you played well and enjoyed yrself thru out. YAY. its gonna be a great performance tmr! :D ;D =D

cant wait!

gooooodnight.

without you, my world would end - JT

haro.

wasnt late today. whee. okay so nothing much happened. fnn was fun. =x we got our fnn coursework B question already. it was so cool. the opening ceremony. and luckily, the question was, ookay. and it was kecoh la. heeee.

blablabla today was the MT ORAL O LVL. freakin fast. but wasnt for me. was for the 1st grp. heh. mines tmr. gees and they said the qn was kinda hard..damn. im scared...argh. i so cant have a proper malay conversation. as in, bahasa baku type. AIYERRRR!!

okay. tmr is be yourself day. kewl. some wanna wear sch U. BORING LA YOU ALL. ahahahhaa. okay tak sabar bsk. i wonder who over-dresses tmr. WHEEEEE.

gnite.

what if?

us. the 2e7 malay grls. :D at some water factory.

thats me and shitkin/arseikein plus khairi too during our first meet up at gerhana ska cinta gig. WHHAHAHA

okay this is my malay class, when we were sec2. im beside nicholas! the tall guy. haha. we were at taman warisan or something.

this is me and syairah. okay my hair was so long! gahh rindu. this was during national day in sec2.

this was in class..shud be in free period. fadilah, me, izyan and ridwan behind. lololol izyan had a new haircut that time.

taman warisan! hehe. kasot puma!

otw to taman warisan. we were suppose to look v. happy :DDD

neoprints at bishan junc, sec3! i think. ahah. with imran, sya's couzien.

HAHA the bluek pose was so in last time! oh look my hair. damn i want that hair back. :( and my face so thiiiin. now like o^_^o !!

haro.

woke up close to 7 today and still went to school. i was like panic at the disco habis sehh! and 812 was so fked up today! grr! the bus has 2 timings. one at 7:08 and the other at about 7:18. BUT! today, the 2nd bus came at 7:15, when i was at the overhead bridge. LIKE OMG KAN! and the next bus which i took, was at 7:30. ARGH?!

still late in the end. luckily no detention cause i skipped it last term and luckily my hair wasn't caught. whee. so had free period and yadayadaydyda today was kinda short and yay. geog was fine. i was paired with my partner, none other then hemalini. :D kecoh la she. she's a freakin grade5 viloinist. i so didn't know that. HAH!!

after school, had icekachang at chongpang and went home with bimbo while the rest went to get some art supplies. oral on friday. gees. im so scared. i hope the examiners' nice. skali2, kaknani ehk? she's my cousin-cum-malayteacher at RI? if im not wrong.

okay, show starting.
g'nite.

<3

hello.

am currently typing out my MYE essay. mrjames wants to print for the whole class? zzz i topped the class for the section one, the story-writing part. wheeeeetxzzz.

nothing much in class...blblabla maths achievers...did a short test and went for band. and thankfully, i could play despite the horrible ulcer. received the syf comments. totally gotta work on intonation. sighhhh.

went back straight after band. gahh nothing much to do. chatted with faiz and haqeel. woo long lost friends. well, haqeel only. haha faiz aku da jelak chat ngn die. AHAHHA okay bedek.

so the school's releasing everyone early at 1150hrs on friday, in conjunction with youthday and the cca achievements. woo. to top it of, its also BE YOURSELF DAY. and there won't be school on monday. whee. & we're allowed to dress in our home clothes. yay. and idk what to wear. maybe just a simple tee with my black shawl and bottoms.

but the shitty part is, my olvl malay oral is on friday too. faaaaaarklah. but wth. prolly gonna go home and chg to sch uniform and yeah..gahhh malay oral. i so cant speak well. damnit.

goodnight.
argh. i miss terrylumix and random people.

helluuuu.

welcome back to school students. -_- start of the day with chasing for the bus. GAHHHH. then spent like 30-45mins enduring the morning heat with welcome back messages from P and VP. then the best time of the year, hair check. zz and i wasnt caught! yipeedoo.

but i think i gotta dye it back to black? hah i don't wanna be called, 'wig head'. zzz maybe i'll dye a darker shade of brown. okay dah.

lessons were fine, i think. got sleepy during chemistry. new chapter. sighhhh. i dont like the new timetable. i think i'll take 2 months to remember it. yadaydaada hd chem achievers and did QA again. borrring. sick of copper II oxide? idk la.

yay, band tmr. but idk if i can play. this ulcer is taking over my life! had difficulty talking and laughing. tsk. everyone was like, "pakai bonjela la!" haha. funneh. but still..argh. idk when its gonna disseapear.

ridwan was like, "hi shidah...asal bibir kau tibe2 tebal?" i was like, "WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!! IT SWOLLEN!"

zzz madness.

gdnite.

(*okay im like so tall.)

haro. [quickie]

so today, did nothing. vaccummed my room while listening to disco party and highlights from grease and american graffiti. HAH KECOH! me and oj was like dancing while cleaning up. zzz

then bored. nothing to do. brother and mother was sleeping. so watched animal channel. orang utans cute seh. haha. -_- then slept till 8pm. erpz. bathed, ate nasi lemak with sambal tumis and kangkong! mmmmmm yummeh!

watched ANTM few episodes back. okay nigel barker is not so hot after all. ahaha. okay random. zzzz i got a big ulcer. fug [lol shitkin]. it bleeds at times. argh. how to go for band on tuesday! aaaaahh.

wow. school resumes tmr. freakin fast and this june holiday is, nothing? i wonder why some peeps are so looking forward to school. gees. but yeah, glad to end the holiday by attending a free concert. and live version of concerto d'amore!

did i mentioned the the boys were watching porn in the train from kovan to dobi got, and dobi got till yishun? tsssssssssk. madness.

should be sleeping right now. i dont wanna be late like january! and yay! get to meet the bustop boyz. HAHA. goodnight everyone. enjoy school tmr, cause i know i won't.

haro!

so just got back from yuying sec concert. woohoo. it was alright for a free concert luhh. reached there and got a seat..blakang2 seh. waved to nysa as soon as i saw her. haha. timpist! then sat. abehhhh si uin and gang pulak datang. she also the femmeloneranger. LIKE ME. zz

oh yeah, went there with fiz fian shahid shawn but he met us later in the day. actully wanted to go PS cause fiz macam paham wanted to buy eupho mouthpice. zzz till shahid came up with an i dea to alight at orchard and walk to dobigot. WTFFFFFFFFFFF and everyone went out. ZZZZ ate at fareast. weetxz then walk around and walked to dobi. GRR LORHHH. haiz...went to yamaha and feeling2 the instruments. BUT im sick of yamaha instru alrd. ahah. zzz.

okay back to concert. yay so they suddenly started with Concerto D'Amore with this confetti blow. HAH KEWL. nice impact. lagi2 with the starting of that song, very gah gitu. then played some other chinese songs. then ader shrek dance party! woohoo. Y.M.C.A lol. okay dah. then yadayadyada after intermission, CEH. jumpe dgn uin and nysa. and i gave her (nysa) her double cheeseburger. HAHA uin kasi flower. CEHHHH. then i bought this trebleclef bookmark. zzz tkde bassclef. DIAO.

abeh we all sit infront with MSL geekzx. wah alot of ppl seh. so got one touching part gitu. ahha then last song. no one shouted encore. whats a concert without an encore?! and i was the only soul who shouted. zzzz so mrfaizal started and they played on their own. lol the mrfaizal was like grinning at me. HAH. funnyyyy.

okay good lah. then take pics with uin and nysa. SIOT JE MUKE KU MCM AJDSLKJFHDJF serious tak bedek. :D okay uin pendek. cute! nysa pon pendek! cute mcm kakak2 seh. LOLLLL uin mcm budak kecik. mcm pri 6 gitu. AHAHA AMEK KAU. and suprisingly, TAK SEGAN SEH. happy aku. okay satu hari kami keluar sesame. :D:D:D

YAY NEW FRENS ARE LOVED. wtf so cliched. GRR. OKAYY SAYANG SEMUAAAAAA ORANG SEPERTI NYSA KEJU DAN UIN AYAM TERLIPAT! dari shid roti tin!
k ah bye.
nak tido.
nitezzz.

haro!

went to causwaypoint just now. ate a banquet. and guess what!? i didnt order banmien! woo. great achivement. got horfun instead. but my dad got banmien, so rase2 la ehhk. zzz then paid the bills at court then went looking for my polo tunic. ZZZ NO SIZE AT JL. so went to metro and yay. got a size.

yes mother, you have a fussy daughter. :D went home. blablabla. yay aku tk sabar besok. hai nysa....asal lah skola kau jauh2...takpe..ku kan berkorban untuk mu, nysa. CEHHHHH APE JEK SHID.

okay so me and fiiz saw another recruiting band. spore malay youth orchestra. fiiz wants to join. okay, me too. BUT. im not intrested in orchestras! and malay music! grr and fiiz said, "join 3 months jek ar..then quit." LOL SENANG KAU CKP. haiz...nicola went for NIEYB already..she's joining back. gahhhh.

BILER FIIZ?! BILERRRRRRRRR!?
goodnight.

[aku tk sabar bsk]

*buruk eh hp aku...buy for me new one uhhh. asalkan gt camera. and can press all buttons and can speak clearly :D*

heylo (lonelyguy_90 style. -.-)

woke up with blood on my lips. omg la. idk why. suddenly my lips bled. weird. like either i knocked a wall in my sleep or someone came and bit my lips or i bit my own lips. weird. but wtf. idc. there's still blood on my lips! well, dried up stubborn blood. gees.

luckily there wasnt any band prac today. IF NOT. cant play trombone seh. issit because of excessive playing, till my lips bleed? idk la. zzz

so, did nothing. mom went to work. brother was ps3-ing and slept halfway. haaad to wake him up. attempted maths assignment, but failed. grr idk anything. wished i had a tutor. watched tv. then suddenly wanted to cook fried rice since there wasnt anything at home.

and yay! my fried rice were hot! lol as in hot, in 'that guy's hot!' yeah. i loovvve my cooking. the other day i made cookies. today fried rice! am so gonna try pasta next time. then who knows, bake a large cake? HAHA.

maybe should consider cooking school. or some food courses. lol. should really start planning my future. heh.

gahhh bored. tmr either go out with parents to idk where or go finish up homeworks or play badminton (last minute planning).

yay saturday dah nak sampai. beh lepas tu sunday dah kene gosok baju skola... beh nti monday hair check ntah rambot aku kene tangkap ke tak. tsk. abeh kalau kene, dah ah...the same old process. antar balek rumah...rilek2, dye hitam...minum chinchow..beh gi skola kol 1.45 haha siak je.

this yr's june hols fkin boring seh.i prefer last year's june holiday. more eventful. :D

good night.

haaaro!

so just now, met up with fiiz at macDs early at 1030hrs to get breakfast. wootxz second time drinking tea at macDs. hah. fiiz was a noob at drinking tea. maybe i need some lessons for 'The Art of Tea Drnkin'. zzz

went for junior band prac. but, wtf. didnt joined them lah. so took out the bass trombone, yang mouthpiece dah karat ntah asal like kfsjflkshfs sak feeling die. ew. fian and hafiz were playing some of their NIEY songs. zzz was so bored so i started hanging out with the percussion members and then we took out some songs from the library. HAWHAW. played under the sea. but they don't want. zzz.

then break, we got the room to ourselves. AHAHA we formed a percussion group. LORL. funny lah. like the japanese video mr nonami showed us. HAHAHA. zzz nvm you wont find it funny seh. then played inn of six happiness. WOOHOOO but for 1st, freakin high..maybe i'll suit a 2nd or 3rd better. hah.

then yadaydayada, fiiz, fiz and fian played heavenly flute player n dragon king? and les miserables. gees. didnt know we had both songs. zzz i just sat down, played scales and warm up drills and stuffs from that thick book.

kecoh lah. hah. okay aku tk sabar this saturday. woohoo. hmm will i be segan? lol UIN PENDEK NYSA PON PENDEK muahahhahahahahhaahha aku tinggi. LULZ. dah dah, siket2 je.

okay, WHOEVER WHO HAS TITANIC MEDLEY, PLEASEEE SEND ME! hah.

gnite

hello!!!

WE HAD BAND PRACTICE JUST NOW. haha okay no big deal. -_- reached the gate and went in with the other membas plus meifen. then walking, saw the other bandmates. ama and me was like, "EHHH ________(name)!! HEELLLOO!!!" ahahhahaha. wth. then the exexsenior came, and FOSTER TOO! LOL. miss him seh. my eupho senior. lorl.

then started with warm up drills, then play some of the performance songs...yadayadayada. THEN! (*the climax point where i turned red. WTF) hah. mrtan was like, "okay, maybe we'll play blue ridge and exaltation." i soo had to voice out my thoughts, "AHH! THE PEOPLE WONT UNDERSTAND THE SONG!" and then he came up with another remark which i wouldnt say out. HEH. damnit.

break, yadayadayda gossiped and all LOL then went back. tried sightreading six inch of happiness. LOL yes i know, inn of the sixth happiness. but wth. anddddd some parts are kinda high. zzz the 'Happy Ending' part, this-old-man tune easy luhhh but i need to practice. HAH.

so mrnonami came! lol miss him seh. the cute jshapanese guy. hah. went thru some songs..cracked few jokes here and there and watched some jap video on percussion military band. er, percussion display band competition kinda video...

really inspiring, tho im not a percussion. then blablabla crappedcrappedcrapped dined at foodcourt, sat at macDs and wnt home.

WOOOHOOO!!! band was fun. maybe going back again tmr for the sec1 practice. hah. oh, i just finished sightread alvamar...its okay...lotsa rhythm...no melody except for the ending part. wootxz. try tmr perhaps? hahaa.

DID I TELL YOU? HAFIZ STOLE MY MOUTHPIECE. GRRR. i was like happily setting up my trombone then the moutpiece, was frkin missing!!! i was like cursingswearingcursingswearing then hafiz placed it on my chair. WALAUUUUUUUUUUUUU. and i thought it was lost of the sec1s had brought it back home or what. sial ahh. totally panick sak.

oh, sightread persis too, trombone 1. HAH. kecohhh but boring lah. too high...i need to go down to 3rd man! tskk. okay dah.

ok tak sabar this saturday. OI MEMBAS, LETS GO YUYING OK. and gonna meet uin and nysa! WOOHOO

g'nite!

(*mcm happy gitu, abeh long post. sorry ah...)

haro!

had FNN class earlier at 11am just now. but rushed to macDs to buy breakfast. got my sausage mcmuffin and tea! lol and honestly, that was my first time buying tea at macDs and i had no idea on how to drink it. like, remove this triangular tab? or take out the whole lid? poke that hole? wish they got instructions. LOL. so had to hold the tea till school and then drink it. hah.

fnn was nothing much. went thru coursework B and did some of DM and crapped around. then kecoh2 cause of slam. grr. hah then went to the library, got some books and went home and went out to novena to meet my aunt.

ate, shopped, car-ride, pet-shop, best denki (DSLR! LUMIX-ES! HEADPHONES! MP3! LCD TV!) yeah. and when going back, there was sorta delay. idk how to say BUT WTH.

band tmr. omgsh i so cant wait. with so many seniors around back. WHEEHOOO!!! cant wait. hope to play more 'nicer' pieces for the performance. WHEEETZXX!!

g'nite!

hello!

today, was totally slack day siak. my mom and sis too. siot jer. woke up close to 12, and watched a movie on youtube. my mom was still sleeping LOL and aqilah was watching disney channel. i was watching "Lovely Complex". the show kakrin recommended. damn the show was sad. i cried lorr! anddddd the storyline was:

Lovely Complex is about two Hich School students Atsushi Otani (played by Koike) and Risa Koizumi (played by Fujisawa). Risa, a tall Japanese girl, gets rejected by a boy because she is taller than him. Otani, a short Japanese guy, gets rejected by a girl because he is shorter than her. And the two gradually become attracted to each other while coping with their respective height complexes. Together, they became the laughing stock of their whole school, always caught bickering back and forth. Although everyone claims that they're a "perfect couple", both deny it with rage. Fed up, Koizumi set out on a mission to find a fitting boyfriend, but who knows, maybe everyone was right.

yeah, that was the blurb? is that the word? idk. okay nothing else to update. i got my coursework to finish. and going back to school tmr! then maybe out with the aunt? idk. heh. so yeah.

i wish i could do this and that. sigh. i hate the word wish and imagine...like..Imagine eh, if we yadaydayda. or whatever. grr. i feel so......

oyasuminasai!!!

chotto matte! watashiwa jfkjjsfeu ga suki yaaa!!

lol.

hello. so, i'll just blog about yesterday. that is, if i rmbr everything clearly.

15 June 07

met up with the girls minus ziella, ama, tyra and izyan. wasted la you all except iz lah. she came late. so headed to town, since nina wanted to get a pair of faded jeans. so walked around till she was satisfied. she just got the jeans, which me zad and mal thought was instant robbery. fancy robbing a teen's money? but nina was cool with it despite the ugly-faced sales attendant. EEEEBIL.

waited for izyan and they went shopping. and FINALLY, we got to eat at cahaya. lol. and yes, when it comes to food, im silent. =x then walked a bit till its 7, and left for city hall. wow and esplanade was kinda o_O with the constructions and all..but wth. its gonna be a better esp. wootxz! then went to marina and nina did more shopping. btw, i dint get anything. even zad and mal got themselves a pair of socks! gah!

till i saw this banner saying, "$2 onwards!" and i literally ran to the shop leaving them behind. lol. was quite a scene if you asked me. well, go ask the girls. LOL. damnit. nothing fancy caught my eye.

did i mentioned, i baked cookies for everyone? well, the cookies were a gift to malah and jeyda and i brought some cookies for us to share. it was choc chip and nuts! hope they're nice and still ranggup. hah!

and went home. could have been more eventful if we didnt walk ard too much. you know, just sitting down, gossiping or what. ahh! do not fear, there'll be a next time yah!

we didnt camwhored much, as time forbids/forbade? yeaaah. oh terry, im sorry. promise to bring you out one day okay?

okay, i'll let the pictures talk now. (haha i bet you saw the pics first before reading this! okay pics not in sequence!)

g'nite!

Diana - Paul Anka (1957)

damn! the oldies are the sexxxxxxxxx man!! aaargh. is there some club playing old songs? ahahhaa. ahh i wanna listen to evey 'dancy' oldies! recommendations?

so yeah. today was badminton day!! but only 4 of us turned up. as expected, me ama fian and fiiz. hahaha. played at yishun park. wootzx. and bumped into faisal with his gf, jogging. kewl. so we started to play. and seriously man. MAIN ASAL BOLEH SAK.

and it started to rain. so seek shelter at near-by blocks and had waffle. thanks fian! bitched about the times and everything else. ahahaahaahahah. i love them lah! so long nvr meet up and all.

after much talking, played another round of badminton till 7. wooh! and i was getting better at it, after using wilson. LORL. kecoh sak. played till almost wanna pee. we did gimmicks! while listening to some band song errr some 70s medley. HAH.

today was the best lah. i love you all laaaaah. so tmr, going out with the gang. wootxz. then i remembered, i was suppose to go out with faiz and matin. AAAAH IM SO SORRY FAIZ!!!! another day pls? :( damn how can i forget...

hope tmr's great. hah. i love suprises.
g'nite!

Neil Sedaka - Calender Girl
January
You start the year all fine
February
You're my little Valentine
March
I wanna march you down the aisle
April
You're the Easter bunny when you smile
May
Maybe if I ask your dad and mom
June
They'll let me take you to the junior prom
July
Like a firecracker, I'm a glow
August
When you're on the beach you steal the show
September
I light the candles at your sweet sixteen
October
Romeo and Juliet on Halloween
November
I'll give thanks that you belong to me
December
You're the present 'neath my Christmas tree

Night Birds - TKWO

argh. im so fkin addicted to this song. hahahhaaahhaa. night birds played on piano is hot man. not the pianist but the song. kewl. damnn kewl lah. GRR. so addicted to it.

hmm did nothing today. but wth. tried doing my bio homework. and i did a few questions. yeah. 10% done. wtf.

yay cant wait. tmr badminton. at last. grrr. yay. adkgkldfjdsjdlfd cant wait sia. ok ok. now confrencing with the band geeks. RINDU BEB. so jakun lah they all. (ok dah letak) we all chat like at alamak chat. wtf. lonelyguy_90, BJ, chox, pink elephant. LORL. crap. okay besok boeh sambung cerita gembira kami.

RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SERIBU RINDU -_- anws haizad imran is so hot lah. and the 2kali5dol show is so great! but i hate the female acteress. so ngade2. zz.

i can list down the people i miss:
people in 4E8, my 4E malay class, BAND GEEKS, soccer friends (girls and boys), kawan2 di skola AI[shitkin!! kheirey!! azhim!!!], budak2 gig aku kenal kat gashaus, faiz and matin.

yeah that should be it. IMY'ALL.
nitez

haro.

walau today do nothing. actually wanted to start on my never-ending homeworks, but. idk lah. sighhh. call me lazy. "hi lazy." AGGGHGHSLFJK. its sooo boring lah. grr.

i wanna chg my blogskin. its so blue and yellow. yadayadayayda. if only there's band practice. lawl. read abit today. agggh.

i wish i was more serious, more sense of urgency, more smart and all. GSKJNFSKFNDSGI;HEFKSD. maybe should stop living the "biarlah rahsia" way. LORL. IS THAT EVEN A RTHTSFLFD WAY?!

i wish i had someone to talk to. i want a pet cat. (=^_^=) miao miao miao.

i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lah. wishhh. WISHH.

ziella said the math camp was benifitable. GRR WHY WASNT THERE ANY MATH CAMP FOR MY CLASS DAMNIT. ARGJHFKJLDSHADFHDSG.

badminton cancelled tmr. grr. ama cant make it. the other 2 gayboys wanna go somewhere alone and have a meal together. wth. wed lah nampaknye. and ive yet to go out with faiz. and the school gang and.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah so little time. LITTLE! FEW! SIKIT!

im such an angry person right now. heh. what do you know. gees. JGFELKHWFWEUF SOMEONE FEED ME SUSHIS.

nights.

helllooo.

bored lah today. got some books in the library. grr. no seventeen mag! the issue where it was about caridee! 6 page!! damnit. borrowed this malay romance novel. MALAY. i just started reading the 1st paragraph. and sadly, i had to put it down. i don't understand what its about. aaaaaaaaaaahhhh. how to get addicted to reading malay books!!! maybe i'll just read all the malay short stories. gees.

took a nap after reading "24 girls in 7 days" and woke up at 8. lol. yadayadayadyda my mom made this ultra funny lame joke! hahahaahha and i hadta spray water outta my mouth. anddd i had to clean it. tsk!

argh i miss terrylumix. its been a while since i brought him out. egads! i need to do some camwhoring and some photographing of scenaries. cehhh macam pa gitu eh. haha but serius man. hehhh.

band band band i cant wait for next practice lah. grr. mstan said mrnonami coming again! eh sial ahhh. malu seh. we havent got our pieces prepared. all sight-read like $%#^%)&*. ishkkkk. and and and i miss the bandgeeks. sigh. long time no hang around with them. anddd my instrument is spoilt. stupid trigger. issit the trigger? or the bell? arrrrgh. sad case. probably using bass trombone for perfomance. gahhhh.

why alot of people cannot log in to myspace seh. ahah I CAN I CAN! YOUR MYSPACE CELLS ARE DYING. DYING!!!! IN YOUR LITTLE FACES!! mauahahaha. ok bored. wanna go shopping lah. shop for toys. -_- shop for plain tees. i want yellow, blue, red, green, orange, white, black, pink, purple, brown EVERY COLOR THEY HAVE MUAHAAH

sial ah. this entry tak perlu siaakx.

nites ah

hello.

hmm. it's been a stay-home weekend week. gees. damn bored. i miss the sights and scene of outskirts of spore. BEDEK!! i miss going to town and central part of spore. ohwells.

stayed up till 1am+ to finish "This Lullaby". man! and my sis wanted to sleep so badly, and i had to put the book down. damnit. i wish i knew a guy like dexter. man... luckily there wasn't any sex part in this bok. sheesh cause im sick of reading all these teen-romance novels with sex in it. hahahahahahaaaha. ok explicit content. erps. and sadly, I'VE FINISH READING THE BOOK! its a good thing remy and dexter got back together! thank god. idk. in some parts, i was on the verge of breaking down seh. IDK WHY. sheesh. i get so upset at the littlest things. HAWWWWWWW.

so yeah. watched shrek2 and it was indeed a nice story. but now i wanna watch shrek the first. yeah. and see how it is actually. then borrow some pirated disc of shrek3 perhaps. LAWL. then suddenly my mom broke the silence. she was like asking me to accompany her to this shop at the interchange. apparently, our old neighbour. gees.

ITS A FREAKIN SMALL WORLD. OMG LAAAH. WHY IS EARTH/SPORE/YISHUN/KHATIB SO SMALL?!?!!??!! fian, stfu ok. ahahahaahaa.

maybe goin to the library tmr. more more more books! wheeepedoo. and yeah, im using the old samsung flip phone again. the siemen phone has vanished and appeared in another's hands. gahhhhhhh anyone with spare phone? -_-

goodnight.

boo. its saturday! and i didt go out!

well, just went to Jurong Point and walked around aimlessly. and got myself a PoohBear necklace. issit poohbear in the firstplace? oh whatever. its that yellow fat bear who eats hunny lah.

had ban mien baby! sial ah. i need to get a life seh. 've been eating banmien since idk when. ahahahha. biarlah rahsia. we ate cookies! famous amos! i call them mr. amos since theres mrs fields. ahha wtf. but we didnt had the cookies for lunch lah, if ure wondering.

bumped into the nieyb friends. haha fian and fiz! and some other grls. rindu la sehhhhh. then walk2, went back home. yadayadayda. kecoh la today. zzzz. arghhh i so wanna go play badminton with the membas lah. grr. BILER LAH HOI!!!

sighhhhhhhh. stupid stupid stupd SPUTID!!!
nights ah.

AHHH I SO WANNA GET INTO A COMMUNITY BAND BADLY! HAFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIZ_FLUTE WHERETHEHELL ARE YOU!!! SSW RECRUITING RIGHT NOW! NIEYB TOO!!! AAAAAAAAAAAARRGH! SYMPHONICWINDS TOO! ARRRGHHH!

source taken from sgbandfusionforum: "SSW has no requirements..so dat means even if u're not well skilled with ur instrument but would like to make the effort to improve. we'll welcome you!!Our band is small..with a aim to train young players to be more passionate for music. So, don't be afraid to look us up =]"

AHHHHHHHH. SERIOUS ARRR. DAMNIT LAH. i scared i cant commit. BUT I WILLL. AHHH DAMNIT. I SO WANNA JOIN ONE DAMNIT. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. nieyb ader fren! got the membas. aiyerrrr. damnit. i hate making decisions. period.

hi.

geography and maths today. geog was fine. nothing much could be covered in 90mins. man time kills. maths class was okay. im starting to get the hang of stretch! but i spell stretch, "strech" in my excercises. aha lazy.

then went to kfc with the girls. and ama was there too. hah. so talked crapped, gossiped. i didnt eat cause my me and my mom were going out worxzzzzz.

went back home, slaccked and went out again to northpoint to get me a new pair of slippers. and my mom got oj this bluestripedpumps and i got myself an adidas slipper. blue. blue blue. but nothing can be compared to my black-massaging-cheap-diadora slippers. =( [yes, the one that pecah/broke]

then went to shengshiong. EW got frogs. yucks. shop2, then ate at the coffeeshop and went home. still reading "This Lullaby". intresting storyline so far. this guitarboy came up to this girl and suddenly said, "i think we have this natural chemistry between us." and started chatting as if they knew each other their whole life. hahaa. another 100 more pages and im done with the book!

tmr. feel like going town seh. but promised the friends to accompany them to idk where. = miss towning and i miss esplanaderrr. -_- so longgg nvr go! last time was, the mus'art concert. gees. ntah lah.

hadi just pmed me. he asked me to accompany me to suqi's gig on sunday. DTA perform seh. I MISS GIGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. butttt, i vowed to not attend gigs till after Os. i thot suqi too? after Ns. oh wth. idcare. aiyer. not going lah. sorry.

walau eh bila rindu seh! rindu forevermore siak!!

grr nites ah.

*hotstuff! mmmmm!*

hi.

eng lesson today. was late like, 45mins. hahaha sengajer. -_- EH SEGAJER. diaoz. eng was okay. i like expository essays! ahha! then we were talking abt the pros and cons for building a casino in small spore. IR la katerkan. ahaha kecoh seh. i was for it by the way. aha.

then after thaaat, watched the girls play ball. hell yeah, i miss soccer. :x then went home. read a book. and reached home, watched spongebob marathon. but i fell asleep while watching. my mom said she wanted to go NP. buttt she changed her mind. i was like so craving for junk food. aiyer.

maths and geography tmr. sigh. and its the last day. idk if there will be a maths camp. hope there really is a math camp. i miss camping lah. and rushing to bath. AHHH WHY ISNT THERE A BAND CAMP THIS YEAR?! GRR. screw the school.

so yeah. to that someone. i adore your bravery to confess your feelings to me but, im sorry. i have nvr liked you and never will. you're simply not my type of tea. sorry. i know rejection is hard but yeah. lets just be friends okay. ahh wth.

gees. wonder where's my tommy hazard. damn. life's hard!

goodnight.

hi!

geography for 5hours. but we had a total of 45mins break lah. i guess. andddd im sad to say, i didnt really pay much attention. because, the class was lame. well most of the chinese people lah. then the noise level was highhhh. tried to read my notes, but in vain. but had fun sitting with hema, ahmad, din, azhar, shidm, paaven, vinod and adnan. ahah kecoh! the bangladashlah, mumbai joke. ahha

zzz then after class went to NP with the guys. mainly shidm, mad, adnan and din. zzz met hyd then walked ard and bumped into the girls and went to LJS with them. psp-ed and gossips and went home.

supposed to go out with shitkin and khairi and syq and rafi and hafiz and their gang to celebrate shasha's bday. but, i cant go out. sorrrry gang. IMYALL SEH. happy bday shashaaaa. [:

hmm. plans!

- out with the gang? + ziella/jojo/ama? haha.

- out with faiz and matin!! <33

- badminton with band membas!!!!!!!!! omg i so cant wait. ahhaaha thanks fiiz for the idea! muahahahaa. cant wait!! eh, then we play frisbee skali ok? <3198743

- attend a band concert.

- attend nysa's band presentation idk what ahaha

- attend uin's band thingy at botanic

- go sentosa

- join a community band with fiiz?

dah itu jer. besok skola. wootxz. english lesson at last. yay. then go idk where with friends for awhile. then fridayyyy idk do what. oh yeah. i got a free movie ticket. from the SP visit. oh yeah, rafi was there. -_- deng, tk tau nak tegur. ahah

hmm. my hair color fading sehhh. becoming brown already. i don't want to get caught when sch reopens. aiyer.lazy to dye back again lah. grr.

goodnight ah.

hi.

todays lesson was fine. got real sleepy when mstan started on stretching. aiyer. and i dont' really understand. seriously sehhhhh, maths makes me sleepy/mad/sad/happy. MATHS = MOOD SWINGS.

yeah.

then rushed to chompang, collected the pics and rushed home. and slept till 1pm. then left for fnn class at 2 till 4. ahah listened to oldies on imeem.com whilst doing the coursework. ahah gayrek.

met up with adam harina and ama and went to KFC for late lunch. waited till 5.45 -_- for hydhir to come and pass the money and take the tix and off i went home. yadayadaydada slept till 7.30.

geography for 4hours tmr. MERCYYYYYYYYY. sigh. new topic. some environmental thang. i think its gonna be intresting cause we learned abit in bio, under the enviroment topic.

hmm tmr is the shasha's syq cousin birthday celebration. idk to go or not. 1) idk who she is! ahaha 2) i doubt my mom allows me to go out. 3) im broke! 4) i got nothing to wear 5) i need to be back by 8pm cause im schooling the following day!

sigh. life is all about making choices. agree?

goodnight.

please mr postman...

boo! not gnna blog abt today. nothing great tho some incidents took place, so will blog the pics i took from idk when. but all recent lah. AND YESSSSS I WENT SURFING AT PS3 LAH. k bye. tag k tagggggggggggggggggg.

my heart skipped a beat.

it'll skip 240932854 times more in 43439802hours.