hello again, to all my frens.
today was gerek uh.
they announced that we won the game juz now during assembly.
but, the prefect said it out so SOFT SIAL!
haiyo..hah. den as usual, "kiter2" scream ah!
hahaha. happy siak!
k. back to sch.
hmm. dnt was lame man. it was lyk, art class.
we had to draw posters of SAFETY. THE FERST CHAPTER.

man. i drew shit. haha. i colored shitty too.
wawawa.
i juz went to that bas.., ah, nvm, who cares anws.
ok. juz now after sch, had drama prac. fun ah.
but, we haf a new script. blueak. i dun like it.
its very, weird. hence, the efort and time on it.
so, after dat, fadz and hh went to sembawang to get riffles. or shotguns. i dunno.
so, we played soccer at padang fendi, the gateball coudrt. nina and sahira was dere.
haha. kecoh sial! espiclay atyra. haiyo.
*I APOLOGISE FOR MY SPELLING MISTAKES PPL!*
haha. make me and izyan wanan pee sial! kencing lah.
huahuahua.
den me n iz headed to np, swensen.
sedap sey! ish. i seee alred can cair
hhahah. i didnt went in and eat lah, juz checkin out the prices.
cuz, me n my mates got $100 voucher frm swensen. and yah,
we cant wait for that. going on nxt monday!
so, wad else, and to ridwan,
ko nak ajak fad ngn fadz apasal. bukan aku nk halau dorg ah.
but swensen is blardy expensive tau. and, we all haf a big appetite.
and as if, kiterog ader banyak duet gitu. ah, camner?
so, jgn ajak dorg. juz ask them to meet us after dat k. dah. dun wanna tok abt dis liao.

so, that shud be it. NOT!. tmr against ang mo kio. hmm. they gd? i dunno man.
well, hope we can score 2. hmm. muz call nanaJ, nt asS hor. hahaha. check up on her ah.
haha. today didnt see her at all sia..okalh. wanna eat. buhbye.
++cicak sucks

AAAAH! HELLOOO!!!
i am still in my jersey sia!
haha.
SHIDAH, 24.
woohoo! baek ah! happy sial.
we were lyk, left sch early to go and haf lunch cuz we haf to leave at ard 2/30 liddat.
so, jersey nvr come. all fed-up alred. so, we all played at the carpark and waited 4 de van lor.
denn dis van came. TRIUMPH BRA'S. dpictures of nude ladies wif g-strings on.
heh. and sulyana was lyk rushing to de man,
JERSEY? he was lyk, no lah..
hahahahaa. dunno wad he brought. playplay. UMBRO MAN CAME!
woohoo.everyone was lyk, running towards de van. and sul was lyk, haha. gler lah die.
so, we changed and got on the bus. heh. wif no boots sia.
in bas everyone was lyk, changing their boots.
the smeel was peng sial!
harharhar.
den reach fajar, all eyes were on us sey.
cuz, they're having speech day march past rehearsal too.
AND WE SEBOK2.hahaha. dun care lah.
den wget ready.
we score all de way siak!
6 to nil. happy lyk frog sia!
haha. VICTORY ON THE WAY.
but, their attitude sucks man. they keep using vulgarities.
"kpaler buto ah" "ko asek dpt bola.ape sial" "siak uh. belo sial"
waddahell. uncivilised ppl.
no cutie oever there! bleahs-
hahah..den when we wanna go home alred, this grp of boys ah,
k. gd job, shidah, malah, nicole and whoever name he can see.
den when ic ame back frm toilet, bye shidah, shidah lawar sey!
den someone say. alah, nanti tk lawar.
HECK CARE.
wadevarr..
hmmm.nxt match against amk.
hmm. kakak said she wanna come. hahah. coma lah.
oh yah, i became the last man at the end of the game. 2nd half ah.
hahahha. i juz stand there pose. UWEK.
bt, all thnkx to nana, miza, mr. hasrin!!
cheers to u guys. WOOGIEWOOGIEWOOOGIE.
klah. im tired. haha.am still in my jersey!
lurvee it! syg.
k.bye,
++wat lu beb!!!???

harluuu.
2nd day of sch. bored-om.
DULLDROM! haha. izyan lah.
boring.
damn. izyan, syairah, fad, drew/decorated my table wif glue.
yes, those watery type of glue. urgh. was pissed. haiz. wad to do.
hahah. had free period. alah, 1 only. humph.
slept the whole period, 30mins. NICE!
but, was disturbed lah. my class is nvr silent.
hmm. toyol jongang came to our class and started lecturing.
BLUEK!
hmm. talked abt geography and history, using the river nile and the pyramids as an example. heh. i find it rather intresting. ppl, do not swim if u cant swim. hahahahah.
hmm. wad else ah..malay. lucliky no hmewrk. i was so tired.
oh yah, speaking of which, im was mad today. damn mad. hah.
disturbed most of my frens. like this,
i disturbed my sis, (translated in eng lah)
ME: kak, where's the key?
KAKAK: behind de door ah.
ME:diam lah. (shut up!)
hahahhahahahahhaahha.
i was doing dat to everyone.;
i asked izyan, eh, ko nyer pencil jatoh(ur pencil dropped on de floor)
and izyan was lyk, looking where.
den she asked: where?
me: can u juz shut up???

hahahhahahahhahahaha. it was damn fun u noe!
haha. esp. fadilah. harharhar.
but, the best was SHAHID!
huahuahua.
he was like, freaking off! wahahaha.
chill ah bradurr.
fun. shud continue that tmr.
TMR?! man. tournament start sia. tmr.
*thump*thump* (my heart lah. den wad? my feet?)
first match, FAJAR SEC.
kuakuakua. dunno if they gd onot.
haiz..den, amk. hah. even if we lost, we r still top 8 in spore. harharhar.
oklah. wanna edit sum pics.
oh yah, we cam-whored wif mark's hp.
his hp is so, not frenly. i dun understand sia, how to use.
vodafone? i thot thats a sponsor for jersey in leagues?
k. wadevarr. bye all.

++that boy aint right. *nods*

hellloooo.
ferst day of sch.
one werd. BORING!
man. change of subject teachers, chg of timetable,
change of recess times. WADDAHELL!
haizz...sian ah.
lollipop, lovely. UWEK!
NO MORE AH-CHU!! uwekk!! i miss ah-chu!
haiz..today, class damn bored sia.
xiaoxin lagi best. go sch, slp, tok, slp, tok.
he power ah.
damn. i havent copy hmewrk. haiyo.
copy oso lazy.. haha. lots to copy u noe..
sci? bluek- i hate it!
eng? new teacher? she sucks and rocks. i guess.
geog? duh-same toyol jongang.
maths? TBK. uwek. she's nice.
malay? alah,bnyk colok ah lu.
eng class juz now, totally sucks. ng told us to make sum rules 4 de class.
man. how lame is dat?
i juz cant be bothered. hah.
hmm. wad else ah? nuthin much ah.
meeting, drama. interchg.home.
MACORONI AND CHEESE!
it was delish!haha. imagine all those americans ppl,
eat that everyday, for breakfast?!
omg. FAT,FAT, FAT!!
mampos sial.hmm.i eat it once in at least, 3 months?
hahaha. i prefer muesli bars.
k.lame.
hmm.tmr gotta bring lotsa things. hsish..
oh yah, had soccer today. FUN!
haha. man, i dunno if i wanan play in the match. even if they chose me,
haiz. I CANT DEFEND WELL! DAMMIT!
striker come wif de ball, i wanna tackle cannot. haiyo! hhow sia!
hmm. nvm, defender, zalynah haf, alicia n fonnis oso gd. wahahaha.
i no need lah. :'(
aahah.k.wadevar.k.bye lah.
muhsin, update me wif more songs. paper lagu lah.k.bye.
bye all. wish me luck,for wadevar?
k.lame.
++checking it out.

harluu.
its alred past midnight.
and im still awake.
doing my freaking maths hmewrk.
damn it. haha.
LAST MINUTE WORK RULES!!
kk..dats so bad. nasttyy!!
haha. my last specimen paper3.
i still need to copy ppls hmewrk. hah. lit hmewrk lah.
so fcking lazy to do.
and im so not free tmr. chikens.
and speaking of chickens, gonna eat some tmr!
so, basicully, went to syairah's place.
wawawa. a great place lah her hse.
chill dere.
find sum info 4 my geog projectt.
i cant depend on my grp members lah.
and blablabla. went back ard 8.00pm ah

waited 4 my mom to come hme. and we watch this malaymovie.
abt a disabled girl dwn syndrome ah, like my younger sister
she was sucha gd actor. shes gd.
and how her bro and sis treated her.
i can nvr treat aqlah liddat.
there were lyk, pulling her frm the sand. beating her wif sticks, cuz she didnt wanna walk.
hah. and when the family has to go home, they left her wif her grandma. and the family goes back to their hse. man.
i was almost brought to tears man.
ppl, do not, DO NOT ABUSE THE UNFORTUNATE.
ESP THE DEAF, BLIND, DISABELD, HANDICAPPED.
haiz....ppl nowadays dont noe so much lah.
well, wad to do.
haha. i love aqilah.
and lotsa ppl love her too. <333
hmm. i haf been spending my hols wif her. most fo the time.
haha. fun and annoying and GEREK.
haha. luv eu!
oklah. i juz wanna blog and wanan finish off my maths. its so diff man.
haiz..muz ask muhsin 4 help. wawawa.
huiyi/minghe. lemem see ur maths hor. hehe. thnks!
or whoever lah. k. bye. gdnite.
i love eu..
i hate eu.
i detest eu.
i need eu.
i want eu.
i reject eu.
i envy eu.
i miss eu.
i chose eu.
I HATE ME!

harhar., k. another lame emomemo thing.
haha. emomemo.emomimo?
k.wadeevarr.
new tagboard. TAG!
++darling, u complete me.

IM BACK FROM CAMP! miss me?
heh. no one tagged at my board. bluek-
okay. i was back yday to be exact. ard, 10.15pm. yah
hahahah. i really learn alot man. okay,
lemme tell u how it went.

DAY ONE.
reported to sch as usual. at 8.30 wif our luggage/bags.
haha. i brought my army bag. duh-
played,played till 12 and lunch. yummie! den playplay till 4/5 (i 4got)
went to our rooms and arranged the tables and stuffs and den go bath.
and den, dinner! den play play play till 9pm.
the game was best ah! night walk dokk!
haha. we were being blindfold, then have to walk around. and some of them,
scared us wif leaves, tickle our legs, make it sound or shud i say,
FEEL spooky. gahaha. den it was only me n jie meng. haha
juz the both f us. since he was infront. i ask ed him to walk here lah. cuz, no one was leading us; haha he knocked into the wall abt, 4 times. and hit the tree abr, 2 times.
hah. FUN i tell u. and, wash up,
LIGHTS OFF. didnt slp well ah, but, nice lah

DAY TWO
woke up ard, 6.30 and went to the bathroom. bath,bath.
then headed down for breakfast. yum yum! haha.
everyones face was, sleepy, slumber look. duh-
then play play play. lecture, lecture, blablabla.
till 12. and ate lunch.
play play, lecture,lecture, blablabla till abt, 4.
cuz, we need to carry the things up back to the music room.
from the hall. hahaha. me, sufian, hafiiz. UR MOTHER'S BAND!
wakakakakakakakah. we were playing the, RTM song,
who next ur mother, lalalala.
den eat dinner den play, den lecture, den pack up and slp.
NICE SLEEP! zzzzzz

DAY THREE(LAST DAY)
ITS THE LAST DAY.man. 3 days aint enuf man! for me. haha
i wasnt feeling homesick.
the only sec1 overnight was, atikah. yeah, juz her. man.
all the sec1s had to go home. BORING.
i hate this 2 gerls frm the brass sec. alah, the sec1 lah.
espcially the attitude sucker. buat perngai sak.
so, we played and played. LUCKILY, no lectures.
everyone was happy. io guess. cuz,its the day!
our mini concert.we stopped at abt 4/ cuz we need to get ready by 6.
the ppl start coimg in at abt 7. haha.
dinner at 4, bath, washup, change into band uniform, and looking good!
hahha. lotsa ppl will be coming, parents. teahers. yah. it'll be grand! k, not ssso grand.
and yah, the ex-seniors came too. and, loads of them.
they're not nasty. they're nice. its lyka , renunioun(how do u spell it?)
re- nu-nion? reunion? yeahh. harhar. the conert was a success ah. thank god!
haha. clapping, shouting of, UNH! was gd. haha. sir, we know hot to clpa one lah. haha. thou, amehng is better. ppl. sorry if u dont understand what im typing. cuz, something wong wif my keyboard and my IE. kthat shud be all ah

hmm. i realli miss band. haha. its not even, 24hours since i left sch heh.i want to camp again! in sch, erm, BAND camp to be exact. hahaha. k. enuff abt band lah.
so, guess i shud be starting on my maths, DAMN. 2 PRACTICE PAPER SIA!
oh well, gotts finish paper2 by today. n do paper3 tmr. i haf no idrea abt my geog project. heh. lazeee lah. muz write 100 werd essay. furk. no, not 100, 1000 word essay. asshole.
juz copy/paste sua..
k lah. wanna go watch spongebob. and,
TANJONG KANGKONG military band ROCKS!
fyi: im not critising them lah. its juz a name i made up. okay?
their band is great, and i rrespect that. kk.
so, dont think im, critising them or wad, lah.kk.k. thnks peeps.
so long and gd aftermoon!
++i realli learnt alot, i reali learnt alot, loves burns lyk a flame, burns u when its hot.





hellooos.
ydaY NITE when night riding in my aunts car.
and, i kept laughing. hah. ari lah.
btw, ari is my cuzzin in my sch. harhar. sec1 ah.
he ah. haiyo. so, lame. haha. so is lili lor..
now, back to today.
didnt go soccer.
had the LAST and FINAL meeting.
haiz. it sounded so scary. and to my drama peeps.
FYI: THE STAGE IS DAMN SMALL OKAY!
ITS ONLY 2 BY 4METRES.
i was lyk, waddahell! haha. a siza of a choco bar. :P
den headed to town to meet rah,iz,az,riz.
hahaha. alighted at somersmet. lol.
den headed to UOB building. met them alred, headed to far east to take iz cuff.
haha. customized sia! and, to me lah.
its expensive. 8 bucks. mayb to u all, cheap.
k. wahteverrr. haha. im bad at sleeping.. i mean, spelling.
erm, then went to kfc to eat. and the guys went to werk.
az n riz didnt wan to gif free food. hmph. so, we juz ate a shroom. pathetic.
so, den, raqh went back. so, dah(me) n iz go hereeen.
haha. no, go paragon ferst. de quiksilver shop. heh.
EVERYTHING THERE COSTS EXPENSIVE. WADDAHELL.
then, go to hereen. listen to songs, for lyk, 15/25 mins?
haha. den go flash n spalsh. again, stuffs there coast a bomb. uwek.
and headed home. reeached at ard, 7.45pm ah.
hahaha.
oh yah. having my band camp tmr. cant wait!
but, lazy seh, wanan go
i havent even pack my bag.
and, man. i need de taxi tmr seh!
no $$$ to pay sia. cheese n whiskers.
oklah. i wanna go find my cllothes.
miss ya all! mwah! :):):)
smiles for the happy ppl!
:):):):):)(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
hahah.k. im mad. im gonna miss u, bloggie dear!
++kau slalu di hati ku.

hallluu.
today is ANOTHER BORING DAY!
duh- STAYING AT HOME SUCKS.well, sumtimes.
haiz. i realy, really wanan go out u know. haiz, tmr's week,
CANT GO OUT, AT ALL! WTH?!
haiz. i havent do my maths. wth.
haiz. im too laazy. way way too lazy.
im not enjoying my holiday, at all!
well, only for some GOOD AND FUN parts.oh well.
i wanna go out. this june sucks.
alot of tragedies. haha. yeah right.
u noe, ill tell u my whole june okay..

1ST JUNE.
best siak! gerek. it a dance thingy Oddessy Dance thingy.
but it was BORING. only fun was, can meet all my frens!

2ND JUNE.
erm, i 4got. i think i stayed at home. -.-"

3RD JUNE.
its was hasyrul's bday. oh yah, happy LATE bday.
and, we haf soccer on dat day!

4th JUNE.
erm, nuthin i guess.

5th JUNE.
erm, i dunno. but, i noe i skipped my religious class. NASTY!!

6th JUNE.
band prac. 0830-1600

7th JUNE.
band prac, again. 0830-1600.

8th JUNE
went to syairahs place wif OJ.
fun, and it was my FERST time, playing XBOX! halo game.

9th JUNE.
had band AND soccer. how fun is dat?

10th JUNE.
it was a friday. erm, stayed at home i guess.

11th JUNE.
its a sat. saturday nite sucks. duh.

12th JUNE.
a sunday. skipped religious class, AGAIN.

13th JUNE.
had double the fun at band and soccer. :P

14th JUNE.
had drama class at clarke quay. it was way, way intresting.
met llotsa ppl dere.
<3 y'all! damien, haziq, heidi! :))

15th JUNE.
library visit. me and OJ.
and, yah. i saw hasyrul in the bas.
sorry for that "muker kerek mintak sepak" face. >:
16th JUNE.
had soccer. fun. brought OJ. she was mimicking the helicopter. diao" (as amanda says it)

17th JUNE.
boredom killing me slowly.

18th JUNE.
had history drama meeting. and it sucked.
syairah lost her way. oh yah, read it, my 18th JUNE entry.

19th JUNE.
today lah. NUTHIN! had religious class. suprisingly, i had
63% for my total and the 6th in class!but,
u will be suprised if u heard abt the total students.
ONLY 9 peeps in my class! how pathetic is dat?
but, who cares. and later, going to my aunts place.
send her food and get back someting in return.
well, what a boring say, i can say.

psssst: huda and humairah, ill be linking u too yeah!
cheers!*

oh yarh, tmr will be my last entry for the week, i guess.
cuz will be having band camp. GEREK!
and our concert. cant wait!
*winks*
++sitting duckie.

heloos. another post. haha.
im damn bored man!
so, decided to blog AGAIN.
so, what i did after blogging just now was juz,
SURFING THE NET, CHATTING.(no, i wasnt), MAKING SOME ICONS OF MY OWN, EDITING MY TEMPLATE, PLAYING WIF CODES. yah, how boreing is dat; :s
haiz. but, i chatted wif muhsyy, muhsin.
had a LONGLONGLONG chat wif him. haha.
i asked abt his sis. and close de convo. box. haha
den he ask to ivite ppl.
woohoo. nvr chat b4 liddat seh. wahhahha
it was nice chatting wif him lah.
izyan, chg ur mind. try chatitng wif him *winks*
oh yah, so, hows my new skin? izyan likes it so much man.
erm, i did chnged ur skin. hope ya lyk it.
went to WXYZA frenster pics/profile.
WXYZA is in a relationship alrd?!
oh well, the pics explains it all.
WXYZA wrote, "its him. SYG."
-if u teraser, sorri. its not u or whoever lah k-
-im referring to this bdk luar-
den, WXYZA wrote aagain, LUB HIM!
whahhahaha. c.

haiz. all these memories i cant replace.
all this wishes and dreams i chased.
take this broken heart and make it run!!!

haiz...sian-ness. everything is broken.
BROKEN hearts, BROKEN rainbows,
BROKEN dreams, BROKEN doll,
BROKEN wishes, BROKEN promises,
BROKEN thoughts, BROKEN flowers,
BROKEN face, BROKEN night,
BROKEN speech, and lastly,
IM BROKEN INTO TWO.
haiz. oklah. dun wanan talk abt this.
im broken enuf.
till then,
++enjoying the silence

listening to MY AND MY BOYFREN by MOCCA.

today is a sad day.
sad sad day.
its a sad day.
haiz.
everyone is depressed. all sad.
all bored. all bored. all bored.
we have no hopes. we're hopeless.
you guys very well know that the auditions is just, 10 days away.
and we havent write a new script.
how do you expect us to qualify into the top 5?
k, i dun even think that we'll be entering the qualification round.
or issit qualify? k. whataver.
we dun haf a script. and only a handfull is coming 4 de meeting.
cant u put ur stuffs aside 4 dis?!
we haf no props, costumes, lighting, sounds.
might as well we WITHDRAW from it!!!
or, on the day it self. we juz go up on stage and smile at the jugdes. and the audience.
"erm, HI! we're frm yishun sec and we are here to present u,
NUTHIN!! ok. thnkiu. the nxt grp can perform alred"
damn! its a spore thing 4 goodness sake.
and u guys havent even memorise ur script! *applies to me too :P
but, still. pity hanhui. he has faced enuf embarassment frm the instructor and
the students. all frm prestegious schs.
raffles, nanyang, CHIJ ST Nicholas, raffles gerls, lalala
all the gd schs. and only lyk, yishun, YISHUN!
is the only sch which is so PATHETIC! okay! pathetic!
humph. im realli fed-up.
everyone was depressed. i felt lyk breaking dwn man!
all sad. all heads down. all surrendirng to the japanases.
haiz. will u all just gif in ur time and ur effort?
and pls, we need ur RESPONSIBILITY!!!
okay. i wont blame those who didnt come. lets blame each of us.
cuz of our laziness.
10 more days ppl. and we dont haf a script.
anyone willing to write us a script? willing to pay $5 bucks!
hah. no one. no one!!
okay. dooms day is approaching. all the best.
-shidah(:

thats all for today then. gd luck.
and, i wanna go out!!!!!
++chasing rainbows.

haloo. juz got back.
k. abt, 15misn ago

when someone pass away, how do u feel?
happy? sad? angry? guiltY?
its up to u lah.
well, usually, the surrounding is very peaceful and calm.
all their sad, worried faces shows it all.
when the "jenazah" comes out, all their expression changes.
all start to weep.
espacialy when u're close to them.
espacially when they're always near you.
everyone starts to read their prayers.
all pray for those who left earth.
hopefully they go to heaven
i lyk attending funerals. discover more abt our cousins that u dont even noe.
but, i hate to cry.
cuz, we all hafta cry right. one day.
but, when someone leaves this werld,
we haf to pray for them.

okay. i noe im crapping. haha. but, its sumthing 4 me lah.
today attend a funeral at my aunts place. far away aunt lah.
haiz. .
k. nuthin to type. juz.
haha. a cute guy there! hhaha. crap lah.
okay. im mad. damn mad. im freaking out soon!
aishah! tell me abt it!
++u shud NOT let me lurve u

haluu!
today had soccer!
i missed botak!*
harharhar.
soccer was a lil boring ah. haiz..wad to do..
play match.
played defender. wif alicia.
haiyo. so boring. no ball come. haiz..sian
then half time. we slack. nvr continue.
so, juz sit arnd and talk cock. wahhaha.
den discussed abt jersey,
all fight. k. not all. we had arguements wif ABCDEFG.
haiz. ACBDEFG ah. haiyo. i dunno wad to say to lah.
u juz, rilek, dudok one corner okay.
haiz. im begining to hate H more n more by the day,
well, hatred. i haf a BIG grudge against H.
hahaha. i dunno why.
looks lyk, H gonna haf a new "WXYZ"
hmmm. all the best yah! and, congrats too.
and, i dun gif a furk olryte. get that in ur tiny brain.
k.end it here. cant wait for ban camp!
sleeping overnite is F.U.N.
++kanku serahkan segala kerpadamu....

haluu!
today had soccer!
i missed botak!*
harharhar.
soccer was a lil boring ah. haiz..wad to do..
play match.
played defender. wif alicia.
haiyo. so boring. no ball come. haiz..sian
then half time. we slack. nvr continue.
so, juz sit arnd and talk cock. wahhaha.
den discussed abt jersey,
all fight. k. not all. we had arguements wif ABCDEFG.
haiz. ACBDEFG ah. haiyo. i dunno wad to say to lah.
u juz, rilek, dudok one corner okay.
haiz. im begining to hate H more n more by the day,
well, hatred. i haf a BIG grudge against H.
hahaha. i dunno why.
looks lyk, H gonna haf a new "WXYZ"
hmmm. all the best yah! and, congrats too.
and, i dun gif a furk olryte. get that in ur tiny brain.
k.end it here. cant wait for ban camp!
sleeping overnite is F.U.N.
++kanku serahkan segala kerpadamu....

hello. gd afternoon fellow readers.
listening to ;TWIST ME ARND by MOCCA.
okie. todays gonna be F.U.N.
we haf soccer today! wooohoo!
3 cheers for soccer! k. lame.
hah. i hope there is. later gonna call mizah.
haiz. i i reali want soccer. i wanna kick balls! i wanan run arnd!
runing ard the hse is boring man.
phewwww~ im plain bored.
oh yeah, yday went to amk library. wif my sissy.
den when waiting 4 de bus. saw that blardy bastard.
in the bas. he was smling and laughing. i haf no idea why.
well. i stared for a while and looked away. haiz.
somehow, i feel all tingly inside.
"thats how u're suppose to fell!" spongebob-
"well, i LIKE IT!" plankton-
heh. got this werid and stupid dream.
note: 2 in 1.
so, aah. H took me back from sch! H caried my trombone.
and we walked towards 811 bastop . i dunno where.
then H said, k. till here. bye.
WTF?! send me till bastop onli. heh. tuupid.
but, twas nice.
"i LIKE it(all tingly inside)"
oukay. gtg and bath!
buhbye
++u're graceful?

haluu.
listening to: STAY TONIGHT by MBR.
nycceeee.
hmm. plans for today?
prolly gonna start doing my maths later.
in the library. haiz.
realli need to start on my maths. i got lots to do man. oh wells.
urrm. going to yishun lib. uurgh. borringgg!!
hmm. maybe i wanna ajak fad.ilah. but, aiyah. lazyy larh
hmm. im bored ppl.
and i havent hit the toilet. bluek!
wahhahahaha. later bah. (did i juz say bah??)
gonna delete off that pic at my 4th X. de bluey look.
so, yucky. wahahaha. gonna put archives.
i wanna read my sucking memories..well, a few gd ones.
cuz, i alred read my archive frm my taggy board.
wawawa.
oh yah, humairah n rahmats getting married!
wahhahahahahahahaa,. jokinng~
dey two ah. can nv stop sey. haiz...chiken lah. punk rawkers lah.
pure mad-ness and kecoh-ness.
U FREAKING PSYCHO!
dumb humans.
so long suckerrss!!
++stay tonight

heloos.
today was, F.U.N.
yaahhhhh! gerekkkz

ferstly, went to to the drama thingy,
yishun juz made frens wif yuan ching opeepos.
damien, heidi and the ther mly guy.
the drama was fun.
theere was alot of students dere.
mostly frm NANYANG, RAFFLES GRLS N BOYS.
all the gd sch ah. haiz. they all speak english. fuuuh! best ah!
then we had to act out our parts. haha. i was nervous. cuz, u'll nvr noe what they think in their mind.
hah. damien was so active man! jumping ard. haha. cute too!
but, me, rah,iz was closer to heidi. haha. she's sweet n nice.
so, after dat went to far east. ate kfc. haha. mat toyol was dere. werking lahh.
then we left for the mrt..to comonwealth.
then meet kakak n oj n kakak frens.
then walk to the sch./ queensway sec. bloody sch! no entrance~ so damn far siak. siao.
then watched how queensway played. they were gd. but, the keeper was short ah.
defender was fuuhyooo! best! the striker was gd oso. but, keep fallng dwn.
so, im scared too ah. their players were gd. well, hope we're gd too :P
GOING HOME TIME.
kecoh habes.
met new faces. abg din. he ah. walao. mengatal siak.
wif aqilah. haiz. alah, matair baru. haha.
then grace oso. wth. she is super lame.
k. in the mrt wif iz,kak,oj, grace, titi.
titi was lyk. eh sempot, nk tak inhaler.
cuz, u noe lah. how i laugh. lyk, got asthma attack ryt
then, grace n oj played hide n seek in mrt. wth.
and grace was hiding on me! haha. sat on my lap lah .
pure lame-liness and pure mad-ness.
WTH?!
hahha.
then ate foodcourt at np. woooah. yummi.
but, didnt buy roit boy.
bluek!
grace as normal. was mad. haiz. but, fun hanging out wif her ah.
hahah. titi was cute, lols.
k. thats all. wanna knock off ah.
tired siak. haha. grace, shut up!
++semphot ker?

hey. gotta make a verry quick one.
haha. this comp is driving me to my bed. or the tv. haha
IM CRAZYY!! urgh. this comp uh. wtf man. *bluek*
LISTENING TO: SECRET ADMIRER by MOCCA.
wheee~ i like mocca! no. i lyke mocHa.
haha. coffee is nice, u shud try it izyan. :P
k. band was fun. b4 lunch ar.
after lunch, sir was loody. oh well, moos swings.
woops. mood swings. haha. mooooos..
left sch at ard 5pm sia. finish at 3.30. but, left at 5pm. haiz..
hmm. cuz of sum peepos. haiz. ms tan was angry.
well, she always is. harharhar. dun tell her. >.<
erm, everyone hadta bring home their instruments.
so, my baby boy is at home wif me! haha. its a boy olryt!
always hug it in music room. haha. just now, cleaned its butt(bell)
wahahhaha. im gonna gif him aname. k. CRAP!
haha. hmmm. home. comp. sickn comp. urgh. SICK!

how facsinating it is, a diary can bring you all your gd n bad memories.
hah. my diary im reading now, brings back, all the SICK memories..
haiz. how ppl lied to me. FOR A MONTH. and i cud be so stuuppiiddd to
trust hat fella. wth..
how foolish i was, waited for someone. lyk, for days. but seems lyk ages.
how intresting it is, when someone makes you angry, sad, happy, excited.IN ONE GO.
wow. damn intresting.
how wondefrul it is, is someone treats you ncely. but, forgot all abt the person, in juz
a WEEK?! wtf.

okie. thats all for today. over and in.
oh yah, hariz bday today.
cheh. abg sey. haha.
take care of ur gerl yah. haha.
"abg kaper" u're shorter den me!
(cuzzie)
++ burned thoughts

helos.
since the comp has been gd.
i thot of updating wif no worries. heh*
listening to CINTA by MELLY GOESLAW ft KRIS DAYANTI.
haha. that song again. hmm. i seem to lyk dat song.
haha. melly COESLAW.heh. im bad.
hmm. today went to madrasah.
erm, religious class lahh.
luckily i went. haha. missed alot of my exams. hmm. abt 3 weeks alre nvr go.
bad seeh.
then go home, watch kids choice at nick.
then go room./ slck abt. havent eat sey. till now.
IM HUNGRY! AND MY MOM IS STILL PREPARING THE DISH.
hahaa.im demanding. wawawa(malah at uno games)
hmm. oh yah. curled my sissy hair wif the temporary curker.
haha. and the curls lasts for only abt, 10mins.
PATHETIC.
haha. she looks weird. haha. i lyk to make ppl look weird..
haha. right now,
im wearing my Lotto Boots. haha. AT HOME!
mampos...cannot wait to wear tmr ah gurl?
sia0. hmm. i haf nuthin else to say.
okie. dats all. wanan mamam! hopefully.
hafiiz giler!
++tieing up my memories

the comp has been gd today.
hmm. dunno abt later.
compy sayang, pls be gd okie?
mwah! mwah! i wont curse u nemore okae?
heres a song.
im dedicationg it to that bastard. lols*
PROMISE by MATCHBOOK ROMANCE.

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

heloooooos.
gotta make a quick one.
haha. a quick one everyday?
looks like, im not going to ecp today.
CHEESE AND WHISKERS.(the way Mr Rat says it, in banana in pajamas)
hahahah.
hmm. maybe going swimming. hmm. yishun? nah.
sick of tht place. perhaps, yiochukang?
if, no where else. yishun then. haha.
pathetic place. pathetic water.
ooh. waters are pathetic? not realii..
hm. woke up at 10am.
no matter how late i slp. i will always wake up at 10am.
or earlier, or later. by only, 8/7 minutes uh.
hahah.
kakak sorta woke me up. she was shouting,
"anyoen saw my sling bag"
so, yah. had to wake up. and replied, "NO"
haiz. slept. but cant. the tv was on. it was yugi-oh.
then my younger sis played pokemon on the pc.
so, helpd wif her in the games. oh wells.
another boring day.
and i havent hit the showers. haha. heck.
its to hot to bath.
even if i bath early, in the morning, ill perspire.
and hafta bath agin.
whats de point? u're juz wasting water. haha
lame entry. damn lame.
hmm. i wanted to go to a beach. play wif water,sand.
sambawang beach sucks. ecp & sentosa rules!
haha.i still remember the "no rulz" brand.
all those mat mat ciner wearing the shirts wif a wristband
and 3/4 pants. haha. and slippers!
haha. how lame.
hmm. i haf nuthin to say abt today even if im not going out. or anywhere,
ill start doing my hmewrk. hopefully.
erm, only 2 weeks left ryte? haha.
im to lazy to touch it.
hmm. till then.
merry xmas u filthy animals.
*bang*
and a happy new year. (home alone)
++why does, tonite hafta end

man, this computer sucks.
listening to CINTA by MELLY ft KRIS DAYANTI.
haha. me,sufian and kak qas were talking abt it ydae.
hahah. i juts update just now. and *pooof* *blank*
urgh.. this bloody comp restarted on its own. haiz..
today, THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!!!
panas dok!! haiyooo/ today slp, muz on air con ah. tklbeh tahon orrh.
hmm. no plans today. oooh. ginger is gonna start soon.
maybe gonna do my lit hmewrk. hah. hopefully. ill do maths at the last wk uh..
im way to lazy. hmmmm. what else.
not going out. i wanan go out tmr lahh
go ecp. haiz. miss the waters, sand, shells.
THE BEACH IS A NICE PLACE TO RELIEVE STRESS. duhh.
haha. todays ginger is boring uh. abt the mocco loto frothinator.
haha. hmm. nuthin much today. im gonna be a potato today/nite. haha
wanna go out, oso wanna go where sey. so, its just, socer, band. dah
thats all. hmm. no going out.
haha. 2 ppl, relli wanna go out wif me sey. wheee~
but, sorri gurls. cant. no can do bebeh! haiz..sian arhz
++why does tonite have to end

man, this computer sucks.
listening to CINTA by MELLY ft KRIS DAYANTI.
haha. me,sufian and kak qas were talking abt it ydae.
hahah. i juts update just now. and *pooof* *blank*
urgh.. this bloody comp restarted on its own. haiz..
today, THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!!!
panas dok!! haiyooo/ today slp, muz on air con ah. tklbeh tahon orrh.
hmm. no plans today. oooh. ginger is gonna start soon.
maybe gonna do my lit hmewrk. hah. hopefully. ill do maths at the last wk uh..
im way to lazy. hmmmm. what else.
not going out. i wanan go out tmr lahh
go ecp. haiz. miss the waters, sand, shells.
THE BEACH IS A NICE PLACE TO RELIEVE STRESS. duhh.
haha. todays ginger is boring uh. abt the mocco loto frothinator.
haha. hmm. nuthin much today. im gonna be a potato today/nite. haha
wanna go out, oso wanna go where sey. so, its just, socer, band. dah
thats all. hmm. no going out.
haha. 2 ppl, relli wanna go out wif me sey. wheee~
but, sorri gurls. cant. no can do bebeh! haiz..sian arhz
++why does have to end

just another quick one.
hmm. went back.
left syairah's place at abt 6.30pm
didnt wan to, cuz i was enjoying my game.
HALO at XBOX.
ahaha. my ferst time playing it.
haha. fun seh. but pekik here, pekik there.
haha. the aliens just keep coming in...
haha. wad scared at ferst. my ferst time pplay wad..
but, i still prefer, racing,fighting games.
haha.
then go go laundry.
at last. my nightmare are over.
no more laundry shoppe.
just do it at home...
hhahaha. erm. wad else eh..
nuthi else ah.
so, socer tmr. dun forget to come, yah.
S H I D A H and S H I D -A H
no. 24!!!
++rock them two by two

heloos.
now at syairah hse.
suppose to do maths. but. hah. im way too lazy.
erm. i haf o idea wad to say.
later after dis need to go to wak mah;s place.
laundry again. hahaha
erm. tmr supplier 4 de jersey coming.
yahooooo!
no. 24!
name: S A I Y I D A H
name: S H I D A H
name: S H I D- A H
yeah! happi sey.
hmmm. still havent touch my hmewrks. maybe gonna start doing it
tomorow.or, maybe not.
going for band and soccer. RUSHING AGAIN!
haiz...sian...hafta bring aqilah again yah.
so, she can be the BALLPICKER again. haha.
hmm. i guess tat's all ah.
i haf nuthin else to say alred.
till then ppl, c ya.
yeah! soccer rawkz!
++rock them one by one..

heyloos.
today was F-U-N.
yeah,lemme say it again. F-U-N.
when a day is filled with activities, its amazing.
abdn and soccer. how fun is dat?
well, ill tell u noe fun.
had sectional practice, till like, 3?
cuz, since that philip han was here. we had sectionals. i like it when we have sectionals.
den after the break, jemeng go of. so, sir sat bside me. he guided me thru de songs.
mostly.
kak qas helped wif waney.
sir was like, k, play your bar E.
i like, sorta mastered that part. but, my pitching always the problem.
haiz..oh well,
and yah. sir praised me! just me! 3rd trombone! not Trombone!
i was, so happy. haha. so,playplay. laughlaugh.
SOCCER.
brought aqilah to soccer. well, everyone loved her.
cuz, she's cute, and active.
she was, like. runing at the trackk at YJC.
haiz. not tired sia.
then since she did nuthing, we played a match.
and ytah, she was the ball picker.
goody goody.
then finished, snapped sum pics.
off tohome.
went to Np fer a while. bought some chips and rotiboy.
den home. 853. rainrain.
HOME,TOILET,COMP.
yah. dats my day.
and yah. thnks aishah, for telling me all those things abt him.
i realli lyk it. haha. tk tau malu nyer bastard. hmph.
++as she walked thru the door.

heylooos.
hmm. latest testi.
HUAMIRAH.
woops.lemme do it again.
hmm. latest testi.
HUMAIRAH.
yah! hah. looks lyk, ill be having testi's everyday.
today's band, was FUN.
lotsa DRAMA at the sectional.
luckily SIR took us. not the Han Brothers.
so yadayadayadayadayada.
den home. ooh. RAIN.
ran in the rain, til the shelter.
so, yadayadayadayadayada...

HOME.
WAK MAH'S PLACE. THE LAUNDRY SHOP/HSE.
HOME, COMP. CHAT. BLOG.
chtting wif seha.
ooh. dat bloody asshole has a pit.
hah. at dat bloody place where me, nana, iz were sorta, LOST.
urgh. EAST COAST PARK.
aaaaaah-ness.
hmph. i dont freaking care, cuz u didnt invite me.
hah. and i wont freaking come!
cuz i noe u freaking hate me!
and i gues u noe, i freaking hate you.
right? right? RRIIIGGHHTT???!!!
argh. im so freaking pissed wif u.
well, i always am.
why must i always get all the bad luck. hmph. someone must be cursing me way too much.
i noe i do curse. but i always curse this bloody comp kan.
hurh. bloody bastard.
dah lah. dun wanna tok abt dat asshole. eff eu!
++just another day. when u popped up, and killed me.

heloos.
LISTENING TO: TAMALE BY MR.VEGAS FEAT FATMAN SCOOP.

hm.this song is actauli nice.
but, i hate it thou. cuz, i dun understand a freaking word!
well, i noe a lil bit.
"As soon as she walks thru the door, orororor"
lalalala..
haiz. but dance beats are nice.
but still, i prefer reggae when it comeds to this kinda songs.
but nowadays i dun reggae. izyan n syairah does
i still prefer underground music.
hmmm. punky rocky nicey!
harharhar...
hmmm. i lyk, matchbook romance. my chemical romance is nice.
i remember listening to it, the ferst time.
it was last year. IM NOT OKAY(I PROMISE)
i kept listening to it again and again cuz the solo guitar part was
kinda familiar.so i listened to it again n again...
woops. speak of the devil, IM NOT OKAY!
haha. the music vid. was nice. watched it on MTV.
i thot yahoomusic.com was cool.
but, hell no!
i wanted to watch im not okay, the vids. but then.
after loading. they played some stupid, P.Diddy song.
how freaking is dat?1
so, aah. might as well, wait at MTV to watch it gain..
hmm. speaking of music, i like instrumental.
eversince i was in de band, i was lyk, aaah! dis is nice!
sometimes, i sacrifice my good tv shows at night to tune in to Arts Central.
u can see the conductor shaking his head, waviing his hand.yarh..
speaking of which. this concerns al BAND MEMBERS.
im pissed wif the juniors.i mean, the sec 1's.
urgh-ness!!! im lucky dat trombone dont have any juniors now. wel, we want one.but no one wants us.

hmm. the sec1, only lyk, a handfull are coming for holiday prac.
get this into that teeny,weeny, brain of yours puh-lese!
doesnt mean that SYF is over, u can stop coming for pracs.
i noe, we lost the competition, but, we can always try the other year ryte?
u guys make it seem dat. we're sum hopeless buncha freakos trying so hard in de band but in the end achieve nuthin.
hmph. is dat so? i duno how ur brains werk?
all u ppl noe is dat. aah. holidays.. it means, going out. enjoy. sleep. at home.or lepak.
aaah. i dunno.
up to u guys okie.
u make ur decision.
ill be glad if some of you wif dose fckin attitude to get outta band anyws.
im not pointing out to anybody.im just stating the facts i noe..
so, yah. think okie!
and sorri if i was harsh. well, hadta!

today was nuthin.
juz ate epok2. yummie. and maggi. at nite, mom;s cooking spagethi!
woops. i juz killed a mosquito.aah.but,yeah!
and the carcas is on my screen! pc screen lahh!
okie.wiped it off alred. hah. i li,ke killing mosquitoes and flies.
hahah. its fun u noe! for a change.
cuz i slap ppl. lets slap flies!
++a new life, without eu.

hie,
im starving.
listening to crisis identity- oxymoron.
i like the name. hha. oxymoron.
nuthin to do today. im sooo bored.
woke up and logged in.
hah. cant sleep anmore. my sis go open the window so wide.
fuhh...de sun ah...
so, juz logged in.
as usual. no one online.
no one to chat too.
i was too lzy to update de blog so early in da morning.
so, played neopets.
my classmates, the BOYS played in sch. so, ah. ill join them.
i cant believe i got 10000 NP seh..hah. so rich..
den watch tv. ate some fries my sis bought.
lalalalalalalal.
WHY AM I TELLING YOU ALL THIS??
man. crappiness.
hmm. dwnloaded a new song.
its a fashion statement, MCR.
wheeeee.
at this state, i dun need to buy de CD.
yikes. dats bad..noti2.
um..later going to wak mah's place to do some laundry.
hahaha..dunno lah.
ooh. muhsin juz asked me 4 izyan's blog. dunno what he gonna do. read lar..
ah..gasak dier lah..
oky. wanna write testi 4 my "best" fren. hahaha. natasha lah.
++wheee. im new!

hie bloggie dear.
listening to punk rock girls by the queers.
haha. they oh, so sweet voices.
and, now. im waiting 4 humairah to add me in msn.
i want finch, letters to you!
i miss dat song. sheesh...

today had soccer.
or, perhaps.
discussed about soccer.
i didnt even played at the field.
waiting 4 my 'cher to come.
haiz..so late.
he was looking 4 dealers 4 de jerseys.
woohoo~
gonna get a blue and whitr jersey.
kewl!
im gonna get no. 2!!
i wanted 3. i wanted to chg wif eqa.
but she dont want uh,
haiz..eqa, do chg wif me eh!
i need 2 names to put on my jersey. within 7 letters.
S A I Y I D A H is alred 8 letters.
S H I D A H is 6 letters. ok. ill go 4 dat
S H I D is 4 letters. its nice. but nanaS said, no. not nice.
so ppl, u want shid or juz plain ol shidah?
mmm. tag yah!
took aqilah back home.
waited 4 my mom n dad.
and ate ice kacang!
yummie!
hmm. i haf no plans 4 tmr.
izyan still not here. haish...
so bored..no one to call. haha. seriously.
and yah, today's THAT BASTARD bday.
woohoo! happi sweet 16 yah!
erm. sorri 4 calling u bastard. but, i juz cant help it! huahuahua.
well, i guess that's all ah.
nuthin else to say or write alred.
and, izyan. pls come back faster leh. im bored!!!
haha. im no despo aite. i still haf my other frens.
hahaha..
++bloody birthday

hey hye
today was fun.
band!
played songs.
erm. had sectional prac after lunch.
i mena, individual prac 4 me, rong ping and peiying.
trombone , euphonium, tuba.
dats all.
aaah.
so lyk, nuthin.
cuz they;re juz sec 1
den sir ask to play we will rock eu.
haiz. another pathetic song.
haiz. den ibu call ed me den she sae.
bola cancelled. seha n nana ask her to pass msg to me.
haiz. sad seh.
was lyk, so look foward to soccer.
hmm. i haf nuthin else to say
i lyk hanging out with my band mates
they always i mean, always make me laugh!
hahaha. **** goreng!
haha. only hafiiz knows what im talking abt.
ah! diam ah lu, nasi tambah!
and khairi knows what im tlking abt.
ahaha.skalik gi saner,tk cukop duet.
arif knows what im talking abt.
eh,nk mean catching?
ama knows what im talking abt.
yalah. den wad.
bobo knows what im talkign abt. i guess.
can finish onot?
yiyin knows what im talking abt.
hahaha

WHO KNOWS WHat IM TALKING ABT???
no one!!
okie. i gues tt's all ah.
looking foward to socer practice!
yahoo!
yjc ppl. 3pm.
this goes out to all the socer gerls.
alright?
++lalalala. blardie bastard!

today's dance was juz, boring.
sorry.
but i seriously cant understand the dance at all.
i think i sould go and watch more dances.
and also more live band, i mean, concert bands performing too.
but dance shows are always expensive.
the ticket yesterday was $18.00.
wow. i could buy, erm. 9 boxes of tako yaki.
haha. im greedy.
for food lerr
well, i guess dats all for now.
wanna knock off. juz came back u noe..
haha.
me, izyan, fadiana was at 701* eating magiiieee.
haha. sempat seh makan. tk tau balek perr!
wheee!
okie. gotta sleep now. tmr muz wake up early. buhbye.
and btw, the dance was tittled, synthesia. i think. im not dat sure ah. hehe
heck lar!
dats all. bye
++starting a life, afresh