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 hello people. lemme recall. =x Thursday after school, went to 'studio' and did some notes and crapped with jeyda and atrah. then jeyda followed me home, to transfer songs in her mp3. and i went out, to jelita and met my sis. had fish and co for breaking fast. i had 1 raw mussle. and it tasted bad. ew. i rather eat raw kurage or raw baby octopuses! walked ard and home. Friday eng paper was somehow a killer la. grr. whatever. then went home and headed for j8 with the family. got my audio technica headphones (!!!) and my bro's mp3. and went to banquet@cp to break fast and met my sis there. had my banmien, and all of us ate hearty meals. ahah. we took neos! how cool is that?!! ahhaha. i thought my dad would like, protest la. but, he was the one with the wackiest pose! hahahaah. i looked dumb as normal. i really really wish, everyday, my family is happy like this. insya'allah. =D Saturday was suppose to go out study la. doinks. but then atika, and gang invited me to break fast at geylang with mard, iz,mierah. but nah. don't feel like going. no cash and i wanted to study. =x i msged faiz, whether he wanna go study. but i got no replies. was feeling sad and pissed la. grr. slalu cam gini sehhh. grr. wanted to go study alone initially, then i was asking ppl. 'is studying alone wrong?' k, i know thats dumb. so i asked hajar and she like, 'I'LL BE UR STUDY BUDDY!' alahai. sweet. ahha. but she wanna go study tmr. so, yeah. it's okay faiz. = kakrin came over to scan our small small pix. i mean, when we were small. and i had a gr8 laugh after that. the way i look last time, how short and 'bob cut' my hair was. and my irritatingly ultra fat cheeks. HAHAHA. ohwells. ____________ tmr going study with hajar! yey! =) at last, we're going out hajar. hahaha. that's all. i wanna go continue my erm, 'walk down memory lane.' hahaha. goodnight _________(insert)  hi. i got nothing to do now. but i promise i update later at night or something. cause now, I NEED TO FIND A STUDY BUDDY! WHO WANNA ACCOMPANY ME GO STUDY AT SOME QUIET LIBARY? damnit. study buddy!!!
how? i want to study till its night. heyho, let's go! good day, one and all. today school was fne. class were alright. and we played volleyball-streetsoccer style. hahaa. intresting. =D and was feeling rather worn out, tired, sleepy after that. it was chem, for goodness sake. CHEM! -.-'' and all. mrloh gave out 11 maths worksheet. omg la. i dunno if i wanna do them. heh. right. i've been reading my archives. i don't like. went for fnn. it was alright. i like courswork evaluation/conclusion. ahah. when it's at the comp lab, that is. met wan, mal, zaida, tyra and hafiq at kama, and off to collect the annual porridge. during rahadhan jek la. and, then went huntin for air katira. YES! AIR KATIRA! hahaha. i <3 air katira, ad. ahahha! =p and shared stories with wan otw home. missed foster home. so watch hi-5. and fell asleep. sad story. and blablabla. ____ saw these thingy where ppl post on their blog. about 7 songs that you normally hear, and randomlly choose people to do it. well, here goes.=) 1) Amsterdam - Anberlin 2) Day Late Friend - Anberlin 3) Last Kiss - Pearl Jam 4) Knife Blood Nightmare Master - Aiden 5) Golden Circle - Ed Huckeby 6) You Tell A Tale - Just Surrender 7) Goodbye Waves And Driveways - The Rocket Summer i want nadia, shar, kakak, kakrin, has, atika and ziella to do this. haha. =x ____ im sad. im sad. im sad. why. grr. i guess this will never last. i wanna bid goodbye, for the last time. =/ goodnight, fond memories. The Reality You make me fall in love with you, You make me have a crush on you, You make me build a castle in the air, & You act as if you care... But now I've realise the reality, You've open up my love visibility, You've proven my love that I had for you was blind, And show that love can't always be kind... You've taken away the colors in my life, Just by making a decision without thinking twice, I've wanted to cry out again, But I've realise that it would have nothing to gain... Kiki Beaudelaire
through the fire - chaka khan heyho people. good day. today school was alright. as usual, classes were crap la. hahaha. school is crap. teachers are crap. eoy is the crappiest thing everrrrrrrrrrrrr! hmm. all these while, i used the word, 'crap.' but, what does it really mean? lets go to dictionary.com ! ahahah. (mcm citer2 gitu) crap–noun -Vulgar. excrement, an act of defecation. -Slang (sometimes vulgar). nonsense; drivel, falsehood, exaggeration, propaganda, or the like. refuse; rubbish; junk; litter: Will you clean up that crap! –verb (used without object) -Vulgar. to defecate. –verb (used with object) -Slang (sometimes vulgar). to talk nonsense to; attempt to deceive. —Verb phrases crap around, Slang (sometimes vulgar). to behave in a foolish or silly manner, to avoid work. -crap on, Slang (sometimes vulgar). to treat badly, esp. by humiliating, insulting, or slighting. to cause misery, misfortune, or discomfort. -crap up, Slang (sometimes vulgar). to botch, ruin, or cheapen; make a mess of. now, that's a whole load of infomation? hahaa. so yeah. had maths class after school. and sadly, despite the eoy dates are drawing nearer, only 12 people were present. oh my... got back maths results and it sucked. and and and was suppose to meet up with yours truly, faiz. hah. he buih sehhhhhhhhhh. we were suppose to study at woodlands. then he mcm2 laaaaa. grr. we could have got some knowledge! grr. faiz, you are so dead. well, the next time i see you. heh. and he never chat with me sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (okay, that was unnecessary la.) then went home and watch foster home. grr. i always sleep, when its 4.10pm. hah. ___ some guys have all the luck. some girls too. ___ goodnight, purple flying flys. hello one and all. today, 3 things happen. well, i guess. firstly, hady won the idol title. secondly, i received 2 gifts =D and lastly, me justin sya and wanyu made lemon meringue pie! it was great i tell you. =DD class was hectic la. kept laughing and disturbing izyan. ahhaha. she's my all time favourite disturbing/ber buddy. =) ahah. and the pie, was great! the 4 of us actually worked together la! hehe. and with justin summore. he did all the kneading and rubbing in of the flour. he'll be a great husband i tell you. ahahah. he's smart and all. got the brains and looks. but, it's all in the attitude, bebeh. and me and sya went home with justin too! haha. had a great time sharing short stories la, with that boy. and, it wasn't a great bus trip back to np. had to face something, which isn't nice to look at. or rather, somebody. idk... =/ walked around at northpoint. bumped into nic and some other band mates. ahha. me and nic was like, OMG! PPS! AHHAHAHA. and sya was like wanting to get me apresent badly. i wanted this diadora bag seh. but they don't have black! grr. but wth. got sya's tempeh and didnt get my air katira. =( I AM LIKE SO CRAVING FOR AIR KATIRA. GRR! so yeah. yesterday was the singing thingy for SI right. and when hady sang some song. i think it was 'thru the wire' and the '...wings' title thingy. you could see the look in his eyes la. the sparkle and all. the innocence. woah. isn't it great, to have someone to sing to you? whoever who marries taufik/q or hady is one lucky lady! and watch nxt top model.ginna has no model quality. all her pics are bad! and nnehna is flirting bebehhh! she got so ____________(insert) with the male model. but they looked good together. i wonder how john looked like....ahaha. ___ i suppose this is a long entry. aha. okay goodnight. *i edited fie's pic again. bwahhaahaa. okay, bye people. happy eating. =) goodnight, visibility.  dumb baby doll and an evil elmo.   the golden snip.  dear apek, sitting on the steps of esplanade. checkered cards? my all time favourite band peeps. always there for me and everyone else. tho, a few are not in!  shid, (*idk who)& ikah at the ever-so-romantic place, fountain of wealth.  first, second and thirds. nicola gave me the turtle.PS: shaun remembered my bday! aha. he said im his punkrock sister. ahaha. rock on, shaun. =) hello people. a good sunday to one and all. and it's my birthday! T_T. right, that's so last summmer. bedek- woke up kinda late, close to noon after sleeping before dawn. woke up due to the menstrual cramps. really, really pain. pms kills! ahha. like what arif said, "itu la, jadi pompuan susah kan? laki jugak senang..kan kan kan?" haahha. gotta agree to that coment at times la. oh wells. its great to be females too! you get to enjoy privileges! (?) hahah. enough abt the gender talk. so i practically did nothing the whole day except sleeping, lying down, msn-ing and things of that sort. felt a lil upset over idk what. but yeah. went to ntuc to get some groceries and 2 nescafe tin cans to brighten up my day. (*for break fast la dong) oh yeah. yesterday was real great, at some parts. i like it when faiz and his friends la. azrie sume, converse in thai/their own language. funny laaaa. with the yel and gay talk. hahhaa. i wanna go out with them agaaaaaaaaaain. haha. and had a gr8 time too, at 7-11! choosing what to drink and all. took 5 mins to choose just one drink, from 8 which were available. ahha. kept thinking abt yesterday. ahh. school tmr. i dunno what's gonna happen. and poa after school. what can be better than that right? and then, the following week, doomsday arrives. like wtf. curse you. i wanna go on a study marathon with faiz uh. hah. k, power. something isn't right. is this our last goodbye/night? goodnight, killer ostrich.  hello. wow. im 15. welcome to the club. so, it's like another level of maturity. but, everything's the same. hah. not much of a diffrence. just that you get your pink card and that's all. well, happy 15th to litong! and 16th to meifen! =) and i think, aini woodlands too. yeah. so today, i mean. yesterday la. 230906. had the soccer carival thingy held at bishan park. lotsa clubs/teams/school participated. and we managed to emerged as the winner. well, 3rd placing, to be exact. im really suprised we can get this far. well, it's an open league! haha. yeah. im glad. =) my cheeks turned red. all pink and rosy. thanks to dear sun up there. yeah. went to j8 and had lunch. well, i didnt had mine. they had theirs. so, yeah. went back, and contacted dan and ikah. so decided to meet them at town @ 7.30pm. hahaa. kecoh la. and their friend. -.-'' we walked quite a distance from idk where to esplanade. heh. wasn't feeling quite comfortable with them la. felt so left out. erps. then i left them, and met up its faiz, azrie and faizal. sk8ers. ahah. its much much much more better with them. hahaah. they make me laugh laaaa. they made my day too! ehhe. and then, the sep's arrived. but they looked harm-less la. wth. i wanted to go late. azrie and faiz too. but sep and faizal wanted to go home at 10. how sad. then idcare me azrie faiz wasted time and we left at 10.30pm. azrie was pissed la. haha. he wanted to go home late. ahha. he's a nice guy. but when with elfi and gang, he'll just be with them. taknak kawan org laen. kan kan kan az? hehe. so yeah. bounced back and terminated at amk, and back to khatib. iguess that's about it. so yeah its kinda short and simple. :x thnks to fian, nic, iz, mard, shamim, athirah amirah, adam, azhar, kakrin, faiz, fadiana for the advanced/birthday wishes. and anybody else. :) hope it'll be a great day tmr. despite we're fasting. hehe. goodnight, 15yearold polynesian. AND, SLAMAT BERPUASA PEOPLE. TAKMO TAK PUASE K, FREN? SYG KORG. idk why, im sad. GRR!!! hello. its the last few minutes of being a 14 yr old. well, i wanna say thanks to my friends, family and people all around me. for being there for me, (i guess) and things of that sort. but im feeling kinda, ----. you know. like that? anws, thanks to ikah and company. and also azrie, faiz, faizal for spending their saturday night with me. well, i'll update later, on the 24th september, 2006, 12am. till then, have a great sunday people. <3 xoxo hello! today is friday aaaaaaaaaaand, TGIF! =p school was alright. eng test, wasn't like a test at all la. all were laughing and talking. weird~ but wth. hahahahaa. had fnn test too. suppose to have practical, BUT the sec1s got their practical exam. grr. fnn test wasnt a killer. was stucked at afew questions. i left blank. no hope seh. grr. went to canteen, and saw mr.magesh playing catching with irfan, jabbar and gang. .hahaa. funnnnny. chilled at canteen with dora, nic and kakya. i <3 these juniors la. they're the best juniors i ever had. =D ate nic's exam spagethii and yumyum. we ordered rice and ate it with nic's leftover prego sauce. her spagethii tasted quite well! and she gave me an early birthday present! thanks nicola tan xxxxxx. hehe. and she was like, nic: shid, what's kak ya in eng? shid: erm, sister ya? nicshiddorakakya: LOLOLOLOL. hahahaha. funny la. had band. but before that had lotsa practices la. i mean, pitching and all. and the pitching tune the tkwo guy taught us. then played standard of excelllence, and intend to finish the whole book. then played exaltation. wheeee. my lips hurt after playing the F, Eb, D, C at ff la. hah. and played high notes for the tempo part. haha. my lips were bright red and, wooh. and tortured my juniors la. had too. they're too weak. forced them to play the warm up tune. really, really gotta push them. they can hardly pitch Bb for 4 counts and like make the sounds stablized la. grr. how how how? i felt like i failed, as a senior. ='( so yeah. stayed around at the umbrella after band. supposingly to wait for shalomboy and khairi. shawny wasnt there, he went to the hosp. oh yeah, dora too. haha. so me fian nic n miah called jerome. hahahaha. did some confessing and all. and, tadaaaaaaaaaaa. shalom n khairi buih sehhhh. they left us. shid n shidah rushed home. idk why. so me fian and nic walked to np as usual, and sang shalom chaverim folk song and people we giving us cold stares. haha. had our de-stressing session but it was boring la. so few people. heh. went to mac, and met wani and her friend. and we waited for hafiz. and the crapping session began! i saw faris, azhim and that girl. i was like figuring out her name. atikah, shikin, ___na....hahahahaha. and azhim told me, her name was shafinaz. ahah yes yes. went home and talked a lil with hafiz. as usual, band talk. musician talks. wahhaa. and home. im bored. ___ 5-aside tmr. just play for fun la. i dun really want a competitive match. heh. lazy lazy lazy. got 5 reserves what. ahhaha. must rotate! hehe. __ and i want to go out tmr. BADLY. i want to lepak at town la damnit. saperrr la nak gi ngn aku. grr. i wanna enjoy badly before puasa starts. seriously. if puasa starts, i won't be in the mood to go out and all. grr. man said he's not going out. shit's going to the gig. faizah confirm blaja. tkde members seh. kwn2 ku sume confirm nk balek tido. aiyah. loner seh shid. wait, FAAAAAAAAAAAIZ! hahahaha. must contact him. wheeeeeeeeee~ okay. he might be going out with his friends. LONER SIAK SHID. SERIOUSLY LA SEH. hyd pon dah hilang kemane. aku tk tau. grr. SAPER MAU KLUAR JALAN2 WASTE TIME BESOK? AAHAH. this is dumb. kbye. __ i like alvamar. i want to play it. hah. yey. and i want to play la storia too. woo. __ goodnight, dottedcrotchets. btw, HAPPY 15TH TO SURIANA AND AQIDAH!!! AND SELAMAT BERPUASA! hello there. today, had a looooooooooong day in school. ended at 4pm. grr. thanks to, marrrrrryhew. aha. school was fine. i totally suck at poa laaaa. felt like giving up during class. grr. then, during training, WAH. felt sooooooo offended by adek lor. grr. she ah...make my heart pain. played 2-side. hahaha. was screaming the whole time. yey. ahha. i missed alot of balls. erps. haha. after that, usual lepak-ing session at kama. and the other lepaking grp were there too. the syarif's and fahmi's fren la. haha. me, zaida and adek played volleyball using the joga ball. aaha. intresting. i like volleyball. hehe. walked home, shared stories and yeah. today wasn't that bad afterall. went in @ msn, and guess what? HEEEEEEEEEEEEE was online. wow. kinda shocked. intresting la. its great anws. but................ idk ah.. ___ wani told me to bring extra clothing. oh man. this sucks. i thought it would be like a group outing where we just chill, gossip and enjoy the meal or some sort. but, gaaaaaaaaah. i wanna go esp on sat la. i gotta! haha. aaaaaaaaah. ___ i guess that's about it. hope i get 10 and above for maths today. *crosses fingers*. and 15 and above for bio. seriously seh. and tmr's chem, i already plan to fail. :x goodnight, amsterdam. I <3 ANBERLIN this is our last goodbye. hello people. im heymath-ing now. erm, more like maths online but nothing seems to get in my head. well, im preparing for a maths test tmr. grr. and a bio and eng test tmr. omg laaaaaaaaaa. i wanna pass maths! but how! i want to pass my bio too. i've been failing eng since god knows when la. grr. i hate languages already. daaamnit. school is getting so anoying. and exams are like 2 weeks away and its so fast la. i haven't prepare my notes and still in the mood to sleep and slack. GRR! downloaded more mp3s, since i got a loan from kakyammie. the apple earphones are on loan. gotta wait for my ear/headphones fro bestdenki! yey. poa class tmr, and the last soccer trng. i can't give trng a miss la. haha. must go! and poa, i'll just go la. i dun understand a thing abt balance day. grr. and on saturday, (i hope the outing with wani sume, on la.) i wanna enjoy enjoy enjoy. i don't wanna think about anything. no love. no boys. no study. no school. no soccer. no band. no nothing. haaaaaahaahha. if the outing is cancelled, i dun wanna go with man wan and gang. i'll be the only girl seh. and shit ajak gi gig. but i no cash la fren. hah. and faiz is really really hoping that we can go study together. sorry laaaaaaa, k? one day, before the exams. i promise. :) and, im glad to hear that he's changed. but idk how he changed la. according to an aqquaintance. smart boy la, katerkan. heh. i guess that's about it. good well, hello people. today is a tuesday! which means, a boring one! okay, that was unnecasry (oh damnit, how to spell eh?) so, school was alright. classes went smoothly.wlked to interchg with zaida and malah. and went home. kitty was sleeping. it did meow at times la. and while nyai was preparing the milk formula, kitty went outta box! ahhaha. me and oj were like omgomgomg! i wasn't really comfortable in handling them la. im better with hamsters. speaking of which, sometimes, i hear them squeak. i wonder how's life for them. i wonder how fifi and fatty are taking care of their 3 babies. damnit. so yeah. kitty had his meal and went to sleep. and i went out to woodlands and met kakrin. we watched monster house. haahah. and, zie/z was reaaaally cool la. haha. with her vans slip ons. hehehe. its a great show la. full of kiddy suspense. haha. had dinner at banquet, and went to 784 for earphones. ahahaha. =D and yeah. here i am. ____ life's pretty boring nowadays. nothing much to do la. grr. i suppose, it has been a month. almost a month i guess? everything is still stagnant. no improvement. no nothing. such dissapointment. giving up on you. not me. i guess i should heed (urgh) the guy friends advice. gahhhhhhh. i don't like it, at all. hha. like what i chatted with maddddy la. SHID BENCIIIIIIIIII! SHID BENCI DGN DIA!!!!!!!! MENGAPA!!!!! MENGAPA HARUS BEGINIIIIIIIII?! TIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!! grr. ___ oh yeah, before kitty leaves this place, i wanna say thanks for waking me up at 3am! aahha. ok, that sounded evil. so yeah, take care! and go get urslelf a girl k? and, don't pee anyhow. and, DRINK YOUR MILK LA BOY! hehe. take care now kitty, or should i say, skuu. once you open yer eyes, and you can run around alrd, do pay me a visit!! have fun growing up k? love, shid. this isn't goodnight, this is goodbye. 
My Herione(acoustic) - Silverstein. hello people. today is a sunday, and i went out. WAAAAAAAAH. T_T. woke up and did nothing. then, watched ngc and animal planet. lotsa adverstisements on global warming. speaking of which, im really worried abt this natural disaster. (?) the glaciers and icecaps are melting. and the world is flooding. people are polluting the earth. i suppose mother nature is dissapointed in the human society. i dunno why, but since in a bio/geog student, it like, has a great impact on me. idk why la. animal planet shows like growing up wild. always make me sad sey. haha. espacially when you've grown sooooooooo attached to the animal, and they leave you. either they die or go to another habitat. oh man. alrite, back to my day. then was very very hungry, went to sleep. (*raser mcm puaser seh..) woke up close to 3. awaiting my mom's call. blablabla, and met my mom at cthall at 5.30pm. walked ard, supposingly to meet my brother too.but he loss his mode of communication. ahha, so yeah. i bought this slip on shoes la. aha. standard. too lazy to walk ard and look for prettier shoes. but im in love with the doctor marten's mary janes. real thick plattform! haha. can use for raye. =p met my dad, and had our dinner at taco bell @funan. had my guesidellas. idk what it's called. and my bro appeared. ahaha. long story. and aqilah ran into a glass door. :x walked to esplanade, and took the bus home. chatted with dan and i went to sleep. hahaha. i guess that's all. say hello to kitties. =) goodnight, emulsifiers.    as requested, for my band mates to see, here are the following instruments i found on several websites. enjoy! =/ hello people. it's a STAY-HOME-SATURDAY day! omfg. its a saturday and im at home. how sad. i should be out studying, or just slacking around seh. grr. we'll leave the walking ard till next sat. im booked! ;) so, today i did my fnn notes while watching VMA 06. it was hosted by the all time comedian rockstar, jack black. wahahhaha. it was great la. with panic! who won the video of the year award. like woah. and afi too! they won the best rockstart video. coolios. paris hilton was there too. holy crap. the dress she wore was like, ew! it's a like a huge cotton ball siak. gross la, paris. well, other than that, the rest of the performers or nominees or those who hosted looked great. espacially pete! from fob. ahah. and the PCD looked somehow seducing la. wearing micromini dresses. ahaha. and you know, i can go on and on abt the VMA. hahaha. ok yeah. __ i so gotta mug siak. damnit. grr. __ oh yeah! i tried out the maths mock plse paper. and omfg. i can do every single question la! well, stuck at a handfull la. but, WOW. hahahaa. if only sec3 paper is like that standard. hohoho. mampos! __ i decided to keep a tail. i mean, hair la. a side tail! on the right side. hahaha. im gonna do some trimming tmr. ahaha. abg wawan hair is longer than mine! hahaha. __ i guess that's all today. about a week, till my 15th birthday. wow. I SERIOUSLY NEED NEW EARPHONES. or HEADPHONES. haah. =and hyd too... acoustic songs/sets make me sad. goodnight, 1000 umbrellas. and, HAPPY 16TH TO MARK BRIAN! THE EVER SO CRAPPY BAJU KURONG GUY! I MISS YOU MAAAAAAAAAAAARK!  hello people! today is a short day. woke up to a cold, rainy weather. a perfect weather to snuggle under the blankets. but, it was a friday. hahha. went straight to class for assembly and everyone was just standing, and still fidgeting. ahha. had the boring lessons. and for the first time, i was reading my own poa notes. haha. and actually studying hard for a test! yey! first step towards success. =) had malay. i like malay lessons, when cikgu doesn't wake up from the wrong side of bed la. ahaah. and for the last 5 mins, we played the obs game thingy. azmir and wan taught us ah. the 'this is a xxx' game. fun! like, more than half the class played! i started with, 'this is an OING' and everyone was like oing-ing. ahaha. i like. double =)!! and zul had to go home. her grandmother passed away...=( im sorry for your loss...cheer up, zul. she looked woried when she was packing her things. sigh...people leave you whenever and wherever seh... had poa test after school. ran out of time uhh. then went home straight since there's no band prac. how sad. gaaah. tried to sleep. but aza woke me up by asking me to call him. grr. a waste of time. ass la he. crapped, and watched sutun2. really sad and meaningful stories on hardgays i guess? wtf. haha. sad story. and few comedy scenes la. hehe. msged dan and used the comp. boring and shortday la. and tmr's a saturday, and im staying at home. how sad. i guess i'll go out nxt sat then! the last outing before exam starts. grr. 'i wanna see you and me, together this saturday' and of course, that will never happen. maybe in how many years time? = i guess i'll go town with the parents ah. haha. idk. erps. and the weird/cool/intresting/shocking thing for today was like, exBFF TEXTED ME! he gave me a miss call when poa was abt to start. i said, ''why the sudden miss call?" and he said he needs help. i was being straight with him, i told him, he's weird. i guess he can't accept it. gah. i miss the times we had....sigh... i miss you &&& you. damnit. WHY LA!!?? goodnight, vectored friends. *above is an ugly alto sax. ew  hello people. today is a boring day ah, but i had fun. i guess~ okay, brb. i wanna go search on poa slides. hang on! okay, i really gtg now i guess. after my poa slides notes. gonna do some maths and read my poa txtbook, for the first time. i hope. haahha. just wanna inform you people who are reading, that school was a bore and i teared during maths. i felt so useless. i felt so intimidated. it's like no one is helping. damnit. i guess that's all. band prac is cancelled. that means i can go home and revise and rest. but damnit, i want band! grr. imma band geek. =D well, off to my the poa website. goodnight, scrapers. imissyouandyou =\ editted: 2320hrs. SHAZWAN ADDED ME ON FRENSTER! haha. he's just this sec1 kid, whom i admire. BECAUSE OF HIS SKILLS. :D  hello. this is one quick one la. okay. im sleepy. im tired and dizzy from all that swinging and turning around.
i guess that's all. i miss hyd alot. damnit. why seh. well, you can't force love. i reaaaaally hope faris passes the msg la. damnit. well then, goodnight, waiters. **and above is a pic i editted just now. a new born local baby band! Announcing Revenge. hope they last long! =)  greetings! hello people. today is one hot and stuffy day! well, i spent 3 hrs in the field. watching the lower sec boys play their interhouse. school was alright. suffered from mental disorder during maths. and also had low self esteem. it's dissapointing when you ask help from a friend, and they ignore you. and, because of that, i didn't feel like paying attention nor bother to figure out the sum. seriously. i wrote an entire page on my drawing book aka organiser. grr. after school, felt a lil stupp. but yeah. the girls made me laugh la. and we laughed and crapped. as usual, after school gossips about the swiss rolls and all. ahahhaa. and all the crappy boys. haha. and, off to the court for the lower sec boys interhouse. and thee exbff was there la. glad to see him. =) watched them play. and woo, boys play diffrently from girls la walau. speaking of streetsoccer, i hope to play it during PE tmr. hehhe. and gotta say, few teams played like us girls! i guess we were better la. and of course, i was cheering for syazwan's team. ehhe. alaaaah, si anak said tuuuuh. he cute la he. hahahaha. and he's a great player too! wheeee. exbff played well too. scary la he. stood in the hot sun, with the towel in my face. i suddenly got a flashback. it's like, i kept thinking of the times i had with theee friend. it felt like, sad la. like from what we went thru...then we'd walk together and people often mistake us for a couple. -.-'' hai....but things are so diffrent now. i wanted to create eye contact, but i felt a lil intimidated. didn't have the guts to do it. i guess, i shall make a suprise call one day. ;) imissyou rushed home and managed to get the 812 bus. and took it with azheem and faris. ahahah. and azheem still was pissed about that day's gig. ehehhee. sorry laaa, sister! hehe. =p and i really hope faris pass the msg. =x had a chat with my new talking buddy. hahaha. mad la he. and yeh. always got sumtin la he. grr. and i miss hyd la damnit. goodnight, bulletproof soldiers.  like seriously, love taught me to lie. damnit. hello people. i just recalled, i confrenced with mohd shalom or a.k.a haizair la. and with fian too. hehe. kecoh, kecoh with the shalom chaverim. i <3 my band peeps la. so yeah.. so today is the 5th anniversary of the 911 attack. curse you, osama. 5 yrs, and still hiding. you must be ashamed of your self! tsktsk. and today marks the first day of term 4. WOOHOOO. yey. NOT. grr. had spot check and mrloh was like, 'saiyidah, go tie your hair ahhh.' and i was like, 'wth la cherrrrrr. u tie urs la.' wakkak. had geog luckily it was that boring cause lisah skipped school i guess. heh. i like topics on tourism ah. then had all the boring lessons and 3 free periods for fnn. mdm roz's children got asthma attack..kesian die..so wanyu, litong and syairah become my best friends for that 3 period. messaged with my friend. he had a problem, and wanyu,litong and sya helped me by giving me solutions! hahaha. gteat job girls. i'll tell you wat happen okay? hehe. <3 and after school, as usual. left alone. had to catch up with the other girls and act like one fool la. like duh, lupe kawan. but wth. dah biaserrrrrr. i miss my ai peeps la damnit. that day i saw someone whose hair reminded me of iman's. hahahaha. we shall go out before the exams one day! i doubt 's'an went out with them last saturday. he was online at 9! haha. o_0 maths class tmr, and probably moster hse in the evening. it's been quite a while since my last visit to the cinema. ahhaha. alright, i shall be going. nxt top model is starting like, soon! goodnight, insaneclowns. hello. i'll make this a quick one. i'll try. (: today, woke up at noon. hahaha. and used the comp. bathed late, and then siap2 for the jemputan at bukit gombak. fuuh jauh si. and yeah. wore my new heels. felt weird. but, wth. ahah. was looking ard for familiar faces and, *poof* kakrin was walking towards me. hahaha. got our food. the menu was great la. they got large prawns! yummy. ate and ate. i nagged alot, at ain. she didnt finish her food. had dessert and mouth washers. (*i was about to type dishwashers. haha!) talked and crapped with kakrin and ari. haha. but, yeah. it was kinda kecoh with the dumb irritating songs la. and the ever-so-presentable strawberry cupcake with the white icing. hhaha. i didn't like the cupcake la. so typical. you get that everytime. haha. -.-'' walked quite a distant to the nearest mrt and dropped at khatib. got an oreo crush and proceeded home with oj. ari and fam. were at my place la. haha. so as usual, ari and lili will piss me off while im doing my own things. grr please!! hahha. had to scream and beat them up while having a chat with dan. haha. and great. there's school tmr. holy crap la. this isnt a holiday at all! its more like a break. a very short crappy dumb break. i'd rather go to school seh. this is the worsesest holiday every la. okay. lets sum it all up. Last Saturday, the weekend b4 the dumb hols. - went for the gig. - the only happening thing that happened. Last Sunday, the week..... - went to 2 jemputans..alright la. - went to city sq, (at least happening jugak..) Monday, 1st day of the holiday. - i dun think i did anything that great -diao. Tuesday, 2nd day..... - i think i rotted at home. - yeaaaaa.. Wednesday, 3rd day...... - went for poa class which is more or like torturing class. - had band, at least that made me happy. Thursday, 4th day.... - had chem class. ookay la. at least gotta see my friends. - had band. ever so glad la. wheee. gotta bring home my baby. Friday, 5th and last day.... - had the TKWO workshop - im glad the band peeps made me happy - lotsa crappy things happened - so far the best day in the week. Saturday, 6th day..... - wanted to go to esplanade and study, too bad faiz cant go - so went to wdlnds and studies with watita. Sunday, final day. - boleh la. gitu. and thats it. the week's over. like wtf? omg la. eeeyer. tak gerek seyyy. heh. i hate this holidays la. and once school reopens, a few more weeks, and dah. exams are here. omg. i feel like extending school sak. and postpone the exams a week later. grr please! and things are going so wrong. school la, friends la, love la. grr. damnit damnit. life's a bitch. wheeeee. i guess i'll stop here. wanna continue having a chat with dan. he's a pretty nice guy after all. haha. goodnight, masked bassist. the memory lingers....  Singapura Medley Part I - Raffles Ins. Military Band hello people. today is such an unorganised day la. woke up close to noon. nyai woke me up. and i cant sleep nimore. watched tv and msn-ed. and watched croc diaries. how sad. the irwin family lost their pet dog, sui irwin because she was diagnosed with cancer. it was really saddening to see all the diffrent kind of surgery, the dog went. in the end, after much tlc, sui passed away peacefully in her sleep, next to steve. and now, steve's gone. just like that. i pity terri. as she gotta raise her 2 kids single hand-edly. (?) slacked, slept, crapped, screamed, and it was almost 4. and i should be out. i was desperately finding someone to go out with. sadly, no one wanted to go out and study. how sad. i was very sad la. its like, i've never go out with my school mates. the last time we really went out together shud be the 'soccer' outing la. other than that, we don't go esp and camwhore. we don't go play/watch soccer together alrd. we're just like, -that-. life's being a bitch, seriously. e up, and sms-ed watita, and met her at civic cnter and attempted to do my maths p1, poa and read books. really fascinating. i want to be a farie la, like this. even if i fall in love with a human, it wun't be true love, exactly. xD and had my dinner at banquet. and as usual, a bowl of ban mien. but nothing can be compared to the ban mien at toapayoh damnit! grr. ______ i hate everything right now. everything's all messed up. ______ gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i hate it. i want to erase the history. damnit la. why did it end up like this? said it'll be forever each time i try, i just break down and cry. maybe i'll forgive you.... _______ i don't even think he'll read this page! so much for nagging(?) goodnight, gettogots.  toys r us geeks.
 and the moster.
 the bear.  the doll.
     fun with toys    demonstration.
 fian on the hulas.
    camwhoring in the cubicle. :D
 the view from dover plattform.
 my baby.
hello people! today is a guhhhh-reaaaaaate day! ahhaah. yes ahh. i <3 tkwo workshop. thanks to wasbe people for organising this kinda thing. alrite, so the day started off with a wake up call from my dear junior, kakya. she called me while i was having a gr8 dream! dang! so couldnt sleep, went online and saw THEEE one there. grr. blablabla. and left house at 1.20pm. obviously i was late la. haha. met them at the platform and off to dover. rongping was with her tuba la. hahahah. woah. all eyes were on us, yssb members. haha. me, fiz, kakya alighted at dover to take a bus. while the 2 clarinetist and rongping took a cab there. we were kinda lost la. didn't know where to enter and where exactly to go. we just followed this grp of kranji-ians. ahaha. so checked against our name. and proceeded to the lecture theathre. it was like, twice the size of our AVA room? omg la. and it's so sound proof. damnit. set up instrument, and saw quite a number there. we were seated according to our positions. 1st, 2nds and the bass/3rd. there were more 1st and 3rds, than the 2nds. which is the grp im in la. and the instructor/conductor came. he was toshiaki ogama. haha. tkwo's trombonists. cool la! he got us to play individually our 1st positions tone. so, its Bb, F, Bb, D, F. wooah. my top F like sial seh. grr. must go and pitch pitch pitch! and practice my buzzing. what have i learnt? 01 long tones 02 buzzing 03 lip slur 04 good posture 05 tounging Du/Di 06 sound projection 07 proper way of breathing 08 warming ups 09 diffrent major scales 10 there are so many diff types of trombones and beautiful solo parts. =) hahaha. yey. after that, went to dover and met sufian. and off to jurong point's banquet. met shidahLam there. ahah. amos eh. couldnt find a seat till this makcik approached us and let us sit nxt to her and her daughter. apparently, her daughter was the one who was like rubbing her virgina while looking at hafiz. idk why. she must be nuts. and when she settled down, she gave such a seducing smile. GROSS! and as usual, makcik started their kaypohing la. asked which school, why come here bring trombones and all. heh. and then, she was like, mk: eh! u macam familiar laa.(pointing to sufian, while thinking hard..) fian: huh? asal? mk: dulu2 kecik2 act kat mat yoyo eh? fian: *wtf* shidkakya: serious?!!? fiz: *lol-ing* fian: oh, ah'ah laa. aha. mk: aah, patot la, familiar..haha! jangan marah eh, cik bergurau jer... fian: oh, tkper...*looks away and roll eyes* makcik: *jalan, belik makan.* WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. crap u know, this makcik. eee. geli i! ahha. alrite, shall not elaborate about it. went to toys r us after dinner. we were fooling ard with the toys. haha. i'll show you some of the pix. ahaha. it was gr8 la. i like. <3 and went home towards marina. so, we were rushing for 'cold' seats. i hate hot seats. if you get what i mean. there were these maids i think. either filipino or indonesian. hahaha. they were talking with lotsa facial expression. like woah hahahah. madness. and, alighted at khatib. and again, i get all sorts of stares because of my baby. =) im proud to carry my trombone in public. =) and im proud, to be a trombonist. LONG LIVE TROMBONES! pousane. haahha. goodnight, tenuto. OMFG LA! WHAT'S UP WITH THE EYELINER ISSUE IN SCHOOL? GRR. YOU PEOPLE AH, DUNNO WHEN AND WHERE TO WEAR IT CORRECTLY. PLEASE LAAAA. YOU'RE SCHOOLING FOR GOODNESS SAKE. GRR. SO, STOP IT LA KAY, WITH THE EYELINER THINGY IN SCHOOL. grr. dumbfucks. okay, im off for the TKWO workshop. hope the trombonists there are cute! ahha. kawaii nehhx! -.-'' i bet you people are green with envy. wakakka.so long...SHALOM! ~mohd shalom bin chaverim.
 Alvamar Overture - James Barnes hello people. today is a long yet fun filled day la. and whatssup with these great composers seh. so far, i've heard of 3 james! james barnes, james swearingen, james l. hoslay... hahaa. yey. today had chem. about the soluble and insoluble salts. then went for band. they played exaltation. wheeee~ im glad im playing 2nd trombone for most pieces. for certain pieces, i'll try to play 1st la. gotta work lotsa on my high notes! haha. and 1st trombone means more solo parts! wheee. i loike. so, if this goes on. there'll be two 1st, solo 2nd and 3rd soloist. haha. or either i go to 2nd. im upgrading! haha. yey. i <3 la storia la. okay so after band, loaned dear trombone back home and headed for mac with fian and fiz. and fian will never stop disturbing me la. haha. waited for fadil and wani. while waiting, we were gossiping about the cleopatra in our school...about shalom chaverim. oh btw, i love today's band practice. ahaha. very fun. we played lotsa piece tau! endless love, latin gold, and blabla, and DAWN OF A NEW DAY! haha nice gilerrrrr. i used jiemao's tbn. and the soli part. woo. just like that you know! haha. and pitching the top E and F. hahaha. gerek gilerrrrr. yey. i want to pitch pitch pitch. ___ i hate msn-ing. grr. i always go online, and see whether that dork if he's online. and either he wouldn't reply. or playing his games. -.-'' DAMNIT LA. macam nak give up u know. grr. GRR! haiyoh. life's a bitch. grr. ___ acs independant tmr. hope it won't be so boring as expected. haha. eeevil. and i want more band bonding thingy! haha. band geek~ hai. i don't like the look of it.... goodnight, influxes.  (top to bottom)wani's, jiemao's, my baby. =) good evening people. today was rather an intresting day i guess. went for the pit atika organised. haha. it was rather an unorganised one, no offence though. not much manpower i guess. ahhaha. the number of people that were present were only a handfull. well, it's expected la. but wth. i guess i had fun. =/ zad came over my house. she was watching mtv while i bathed. hahaha. as usual la. met the couple under my block, and headed for pasir ris. haha. pasir rispark, is kinda eerie. but kinda boring and quiet in the day. very serenity. hahahaha. -.-'' i don't quite like the location. i prefer places which are more happening i guess. hahaha. idk what vocab la. more recreational activities. except for those fishermen. ahha. i prefer parks like east coast or sembawang. well, compared to this venue la. ohwells, pasir ris park will do. cause of the unavailable pits at the other parks. grr. curses. i think i saw the rafeefeee laaa just now! ahha. and he wore red thick framed specs. oooooh sizzling. OKAY BEDEK SIAL SHID. -.-'' intresting la he. ahah. with his black uni. double -___-'' __ poa tmr. band tmr. aicb band xchg tmr. penin trip with faiz tmr. grrr. so many things, so little time. i guess i'll be going for poa and band. duh. i feel like going for the band xchg sehhh. they playing golden circle kaaan hyd? haha. steeeeip! __ band on thurs. chem on thurs. cekgu2 ni sume, mcm paham la siaaak. haha dengs man. haiya. and workshop on fri. gonna go trombone bonding on fri! i hope. :x alright. i think that's all for today. im sleepy. goodnight, wheatloaves. And it's hard to know, If I had caught this months ago. I could have faced myself, Saved myself from this disease. It's killing me faster, With every single second you are gone. You needed an answer but when I said, "yes" I meant "forevermore!" i  lu
hello people. its a boring day. and i decided to blog about my bithday gifts! (kiwak, tk tau malu siol1!! grr.) it's on 2409 btw. haha i guess you people are itching to know, what i rilirilirilir want la kan? here goes! - headphones - a pillow - handphone - mp3 - digicam - proper purse - socks - shoes - slippers - trombones - new lotto boots - street soccer shoes haha. i guess tts it la. hahahha. bbq tmr. damnit. pokk la walauuu. hahahaha. WEDNESDAY got poa in the morning. maths also. got band till 4. hyd ajak gi tngk band xchg thingy. faiz ajak gi penin ngn member kidoba die. hahaha. tt az also have laa! hahaha. -.-'' haiyo. all i want to go. but can only go one. grr. gotta go for that mary's class la. and mrnonami gonna come! wheeee. umahek. ahahhaha. and his bara2. hahaha. some jap guy who doesn't have a name. grr. hmmm. i want a match with the fc chox la. haha. mim's grp. hahaha. one day la yer. we'll play till my boots tear. haha. and, wheeee. the shortman smiled after reading my blog. but idk abt what. -.-'' and, guess what? someone on soft called me a minah. hahahaha. what an insult. grr. okay good night, ramones. hello. i had mood swings here and there,but im glad cause i got auntie anne's. well, if you know what i mean. haha. so, had 2 jemputans and across the causeway, i went. before that, msged an aquaintance. heh. walked over to jalan wong ah fook. my mom said golden circle is a nice song. ahhha. wheee. so, started shoe hunting. so i got my hari raya shoes. mom got hers. dad got his polo and my irritating small sister didnt get anything. bwahhahaha. i fell inlove with this puma slip on. omg. nice la siak. but no size laaaa. curses! grrr. walked ard. got my slippers. i want the skate shoe la. and etnies slippers. but it's 60ringgit seh. ahaha. and boohoo. the mega sale has ended. i mean, today last day la. they were selling the motorola L6 at Rm399 la siak! and also that rokrE2. omg la. grrrr. beh, ader mat2 johor kat ct sq swit2 kat aku? hahaha. per jek. and i saw the qiddo! haha. aqidah la. the kastam at johor is irritating laaaa. haiyo. luckily mrfan was with me. hohoho. senang siket. ahah. kat spore pon gitu. hahahaha. kecoh, kecoh. and, home at last. wooh. and, had a hard time on msn with a theeeeeee one. grrr. theeee one can really make my mood change la sekkkk. happy. mad. sad. angry. excited. worried. stupid and shits like that. OMFG. like he said, THIS CAN'T GO ON. goodnight, wriggleys. that's it. i hate goodbyes. they make my eyes watery. damnit.  mosh-ers. sephia mode.
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