yeah. yesterday night, or today morning (1-2am) had the bestest conversation with maddy. we were talking about hotstuffs in schools. ahahaha.

then he told me abt this particular hot teacher who has rumours that he's engaged with this other english teacher. haha go figure. omg lah, i cant believe it still. kjsfhdkjshfdjhda. then mad said, maybe the good looking guys gets the average chick instead of a hot babe. haha.

was suppose to go geylang today with mad, nammy and idk who else. but last minute planning sucks, so we cancelled the whole plan. geylang with parents and oj tmr. gonna look for a white outfit. ^_^

well, yesterdays sleep, i had a weird dream. and again, dreams don't come true so that sucks. i was riding a rhinoceres. and this weird villager brought me to see him with his friends playing come card game so happily. the villager was like telling me abt how the ppl liked him or something. i just asked the rhino to bring me back to the villge.

then in school, he suddenly sat next to me and tried to talk things out? but sadly, i left earlier because i was late for geography. then he met me again outside class.

aahaha. weird. don't ask who. because its just weird. bizzare. and dan apa2 yg sewaktu samanya.

haro. hmm did i update yday? no right. okay whatever. will b cutting on internet usage. i'll probably just go online and status busy and just listen to songs.

night class alone just now. cleared doubts on industrialisation with mr.chia and did an SEQ. yey. blablabla then continued studying for awhile with zul and sera at kfc. kecoh sia. kechaa! -_- yeah.

the weekends are here. which means the days are decreasing. omg la. now, i wish time could slow down. i want to be sieg hart! which reminds me. i should start reading mangas aft Os! woohoo. finally. after Os, it would be about dramas, animes and idk what else. gees.

now, shall plan for the rest of month.

how? hope it works. okay,bye! oh yah, band going to thiland end of yr trip. chiang mai babey! imagine if its korea. WOAH. MADNESS. hmm but if we're going there to do non-related-band-stuffs, i think its a waste of time. idk..

i have like 2weeks to seriously mug. 2 weeks to see exbff in school. and idk what else.

haro. well about a month left till the big O. it rili is big eh? well, my biggest worries are chemistry and maths. no matter how i study or try, its impossible to get that C. argh. but i guess my worrying days are over cause i've found a maths tutor who's more then willing to help. :D tak lain,tak bukan die adalah KJM! kohjiemeng. my trb buddy. maybe fiiz = chemist tutor. amcm? sembawang drive soon?

well schools rather tiring these days. i guess i need coffee every sahur. keep dozing off in class at the wrong timing. pfft. tsk. tchu. tsuk. huaaeehh. random. had candy for the eye at the library. wootz.

watched LC22. otani's studyin for the entrance exams. risa taking up a part time job. even tho otani's busy studying, i cant believe he spared a thought for risa! argh risa no aho! grr and theres a new guy. watashi daisuki kohori-kun des! ahh he's so hot and short with black hair and red streaks. woah. where can i find this kinda guys. muaha. otani's gnna break up with risa because of that stupid kohori. arrrgggh. this is so sad. i almost cried.

thats all. goodnight.

ooooh its 2409! you know what this means, OTANJOBI OMETO SHID-CHAN! yosh. 16yrs old already. gotta start think like one! i mean it! hohoho.

hmm so entered the class in the wet morning, then syairah and some others were like ooh! birthday girl wet! birthday girl late! hppy birthday! then received wishes from people in class and outside class and also from mskhoo. ;D

got back some of the prelim papers. kinda bad i must say. espacially SS. sigggh. im gonna work full blast this 1 month. aigeee.

hmm so birthdays' fun. like people who you don't know, don't speak to, nvr see b4 wishes you. wah kinda cool ya noe. ^^ once again, thank you to all who wished me yesterday, today and tmr! was rili nice of some to bother to rmbr. hohoho. ^^

for the second time running, goodnight.

helloo. today watched hana kimi and prince of tennis. i loike tezuka and ryoma! oishi has funny hair. but wth. tezuka is rili hot. just like kyouka senpai in ouran high. hana kimi also has hot guys! like natsuka(i think) and kayamashi (argh i forgot).

mother, father and small sister came back from JB buying shoes, bag and food! and also cake. lol, kire kan my birthday ah. yummeh, choc cake, choc coffee cheese cake. madness. ikan bakar. otak2. epok2 sardin. air katira too. (maddy!!)

also, most of the family members were home. i've been like waiting for this day. otherwise, the dining table would seem very empty with me, oj and mother. hope one day my family (EVERYONE) gets to break fast together. ;)

so this is it, the last few hours of being 15. haha. being 15 rili is great..lotsa drama. hmm 16? being able to watch movies and drive a car. haha. thanks for the advance wishes.

g'nite.

thanks for being somewhere i can see you.

NOT! cause i nvr get to see you anw.

neyongseyo.

todays paper was like that. minimainienimorr thang. headed to nina's crib to watch movies. well i just thought that most of them were romance films.

first was HSM2 on ninas smart tv (the digital top box whch can record one) since izyan nvr watched it b4. then a chinese drama. and 200lb beauty.

nina kept popping up saying, "shid! nak maggi? yoghurt? chox? nuggets? muruku?" ahah ada je! since me nina n iz were'nt fasting. sorry jeyda if we were rude.

reached home, watched goong s last epsde. man, tears formed.. soon yi left hoo silently. who would have known that from elemantry clssmates to same palace. such fate. hoo said it was tough to forget her during 3yrs when they finally met again. she became the secretary for King Julius. and the shin jung wan for jeonha, lee hoo. AWWWH and they ended the show by having sex. HAHA NOT! hoo just pushed soonyi down on the bed.

well, accordng to this show, first love really is true. argh. i wish i was an actress.

g'nite.

then got chips and candy and chocolate at CS. calories in a bag, stick, bar. -_- watched goong s ep19. sigh, pheyha and alex had to seperate. then soon na was forced to seperate and lee hoo and sae ryung are gnna get married? argh nvm one more episode to go tmr!

i guess love leads to seperation eh? tho i know some may bag to differ..

kuro..

hello. well, no school today cause its amath i think. so yadayada woke up at noon and bathed and let mother play the duck game on the ps3. dang i love te sensor thingy. something like the Wii controller ya noe?

watched goong s and. dang 2 more eps left. how come i havent cry for so long! muahaha maybe because the storys gnna end and everyones happy. :D

then watched LC 21. kinda boring cause it was abt nobu and nakao-chi. nakaochi was verrry sweet tho. looking forward to ep 22! everytime i see fireworks, i think of otani and risa. damn that magical moment they had...

okay malay paper tmr. bwaaaah i feel like i need cikgu liyana back. she makes me work so hard man. argh. okay im craving for kimchi/udon/pasta/macncheese/mcspicy/greentea/saltedpopcorn/banmien/friedfishnoodles withmilk.

yeah. oh since my bday is coming, i'd b glad if anyone gets me a toothbrush, toothpaste, facial wash, body scrub, panties, hand soap, alot of sanitary napkins(for stock) and maybe 1 or 2 towels.

kumawo!

hi. todays bio and fnn paper was okay. wasnt that tough la. manageable. hope could do well in fnn. argh.

and today, i had a pimple! well, thats what i think it is. urgh. how disguesting. reached home, immediately apply this pimple patch whichwould extract the oil and stuffs. but i asked my sister and she said it isnt a pimle. THANK GOD! i felt so embarassed going out to take aqilah from school just now. do not say anything if you see a spot on my face tmr. i've been neglecting my skin these days.

oky, geography. i so gotta do well. humantis are my only hope. okay, au revoir!

hello. no school today since twas amaths paper today. i had initial plan to study at YSHN library but was so lazy and up at 1. wah. when was the last time i woke up that late? aha.

so i planned to study at home since brother and mother would be sleeping. watched goong s and as usual, i cried. haha. then bathed and took sister back home. blabla so i didnt exactly study. once i reached home, looked for more Se7en's goong s ost.

broke fast and blaba. i keep eating alot these days. gees. mother said i've gain weight. but after watching the 'SO WHAT' campaign by tyrabanks on her show, SO WHAT IF IM A FAT GIRL? muahaha. im fat and you're not. -_- its okay, i'll burn all these 0983403287kcal of calories after the monsterous O lvls.

well, im still K-Krazy. so, good night!

hello. today, muslims all over the world welcomed ramadhan.

but today, it was my wost experience. i've never felt such strong menstrual-a-like-cramps before except when im having my menses. my hydrochloric adic was eating my stomach walls. i was groaning in pain.

i kept farting (non-smelling and silent ones haha) during maths paper. i thought it was nothing tho i felt like going to buang air besar/berak/pass motion. but i just endured till i reached home.

aft sch, dragged fiiz, shahid, fadil, ama, harina and hafiz to the library. it was kinda cold and my stomach was giving me problems so i left first without them. made my way slowly to the bustop. i broke out in cold sweat.

bus was too slow. i thought of just letting it all out [you get me?] at northpoints toilet but then my rectum gave me more time to reach home and do it peacefully.

reached home, ran to the toilet in my socks and was so relieved. berak cair sia! errgh. was so painful. slept till 5 and took sister.

the diarrhoea (spell?) acted up again. luckily there was a tap in sisters school toilet. gahh. what a day!

hope im all fine by tmr morning. luckily there isnt any exams tmr. prolly studying at the airport or library.

till then, happy fasting! ANTM soon yaw.

hello.

i swear that todays SS paper was so screwed. it couldn't be any better. i like mixed up some of the points for both industrialisation and restrcuring. and my SBQ was so fkin rushing. ohmygotch lah! this was the worst paper ever.

i've let mrchia down time and again. QWERTY!!!!!

i didnt bother to check whether my points were correct aft the exam. had sausage mcmuffin and tea at macDs for comfort. sunk deep in the cushiony seat, sipping tea...

slacked and made noise at home. watched goong s. jasdhjsd its getting serious and sad-der. i love korean dramas.

and im not trying to sound bad or what but i had enough with the chinese people burning their paper thingy. i know its their beliefs and its alrd part of their ritual. but, cant they burn their paper thingy in those bins set up for them specially? why must they litter the neighborhood with ashes? then, i don't see a point for the square red box meant for burning to be built. convert it to some resting area or something. JFHDK!!

again, you made my heart skip a beat.

goodnight.

okay so yesterday, 9th september was the high school musical world premier! okay in singapore. ahha. screw you people who watched it earlier! you spoiled the fun! wahaha.

well the show was okay. better i guess? but way too many songs they played. gees. and sharpay was being such a skjfhdksfh!! then the part where gabriella and troy had to seperate.. kinda sad ya noe. but it was so wrong to see her acting, being a happy lovey teen star. and she poses naked and unfortunately it was being passed around. its all so wrong! i cant wait for HSM3. i rili hope all the stars remain the same. then for that show, i wouldnt mind paying >10bucks for it. :D

then mugged for math yesterday. well i didnt had any mood to do math. gees. jus flipped through the pages and yeah. absorbed a teeny weeny bit. and today, gnna study SS till i go berserk.

maths and malay paper was okay. maths was managable tho i had alot of dificulty. twas very tricky. malay...IDK! i like forgot how to write such beautiful sentences. languages arent my thing. dang. what is my thing?!

one day, i just want to hang out alone with the sunrise then lie down and watch the clouds change into another shape. have a mini picnic and just enjoy nature. yeah, one day.

have a nice day people.

us at dinner!

hello! well, i'll be updating about yesterday ya.
Friday, September 7

watched goong s at 1 till 5. HAHA. its like so damn addictive lo. so got ready to go out cause we were going to eat with the cousins at seoul garden!! yay.

so waited at cityhall with kakrin, nattosan, watita, ari and lili. blablbla we decided to just meet the rest at marina sq. then when we all fnally gatered, seoul garden at marina sq was so packed. we the decided to go to taka.

rushed to taka since the last serving for the buffet will be at 9.45. it was 8.45 at tt time so we were short of time. yeaaaa.

FINALLY. after payment and everything else, the feast began! i sat with brother and sister and ari&lili. the other tables were watita, kakyam, zwan and nattosan. and the last one was reyhan, kakrin and amar.

so ari and lili took two plates full of beef and chicken. blablabla ate fish, rice, spagethii, icekacang, sushi, vegges. oh, i had kimchi too! it was okay. kinda spicy. but i couldnt get along with the sour taste. kimchis fine...my first experience at seoul garden. wooh!

we were the last grp to leave seol garden cause it was 15mins past their closing time. we were all so full! everybodys tummy were bulging. i cudnt walk properly man. then camwhored in taka. cool.

walked to summerset and bounced back and camwhored. oh, we all dropped off at khatib and took a proper cousin photo + the non cousins which includes zwan, amar, spongebob and dannyphantom/inuyasha.

it was a great and successful outing. gahhh. rili enjoyed myself with the unnecessary laughter sia. hohoho.

went to study at sembawang drive macdonals. fiiz taught me organic chem. thank alot ya! ill get you yr hamburger i owe you since syf season. and jiemeng taught me math! thanks alot too! i riliii understand it man. JM, you can be my math tutor sia. ;)

goodnight!

okay, shall take a break before starting maths. am just gonna try doing paper1 from other schools. tsk.

so i have found a chem tutor alrd. YAY FOR MICROSCOPIC FIIZ! my new chemistry teacher. zzz.

well since i got nothing much to update, lets talk about my sweet sixteen party coming in 2 weeks time.

hmm. so the theme would be GREEN SLEEVES by alfred reed tho ive nvr listened to tt song cause it bores me. so everyone has to be dressed in any color with green. it would be at yishun community centre [near NP] okay? kinda convenient.

i want local bands to perform. not the YSSB kind la. maybe AVA? The Sallys? or ASF or idk what the name is suqis band? yeah..

then everyone would be enjoying and i would make a grand entrance with smoke. then there would be a fanfare on the snaredrum as i make my way to the stage. i'd then spray mist and yeah. my entrance. (HAHAHA)

so the food would be junk. i want 2 large bowls to fill in only green mnms and hershey kisses. then i want a fruit punch bowl. with red coloured popcorns. and green and white cupcakes with my name on it.

i want green and white decorations. and a huge banner spelling my name in bold. then maybe do some waltz-ing? cool. and lastly a huge screen and projector cause i want to play dance2 revolution on the xbox or ps.

my invitation card would be a leaf. and i'll handwrite it. ill only invite people i know and ure allowed to bring less then 3 friends along with you.

and the bill, please charge it to daddys card ya. see you all soon! oh, please bring along the leaf on the day. cause my bodyguards would be checking you.

goodnight!

hi.

today, went to school for awhile to meet hafiiz for, well. band practice to be exact. we thought of visiting the band since we were in school. and sad to say, no one acknowledge our presence! they just either, "you got a pen or pencil?" or "shidd!!" and walk away.

whaaat. both of us were utterly dissapointed. so we just went to the library and then studied abit. yeahh abiiit. went back home hanging our heads. argh. i miss band. mr nonami was there too! oh, and saw the letter SWS sent to advertise their concert. gees. should i go? fdgd

then met harina, wani and brother and ama and studied at kuber bing and ben was there with his friend. tried to study chemistry chapter 2 only.HAHA. ohwells.

and here i am. nothing on for the rest of the week. friday, gonna go and be a glutton at seoul garden. gees. why do they use that part in korea man? omo omo omo. and on sunday morning gonna see brother at work i think and watch HSM2 at 7. wooh! cant wait!

yeah. and prelims on monday. tsssk. time really flies!

goodnight.

imyimyimimyimyimyimy

hellooo.

well todays plan was to go out with the grls after their lunch. so i just rotted while waiting till its time. so got dressed and left home with mother. but she dropped off at douby gawt. oh, was reading Readers Digest otw to cityhall. an article on machu pichu. totally attracted me. i didnt know that macchu picchu was a place! was like some magical ruin. haww.

so met the grls. all of them dressed up so nicely! man. i nvr had a chance to wear pretty dresses or formal tops. damn.

so we just walked around at marina sq and i got myself 2 bangles at topshop for 6bux. yay. what a steal. and twas my first time shopping at topshop. yeah, call me a fag because i cant afford their stuffs. zz.

then bidded nina gdbye as she went to mee her boyf. and we finally settled at starbucks and had a great laugh abt everything. :D zul and fad were like so late alrd. twas way past their curfew.

walked by the memo and some stupid kental boys who think theyre hot tryna follow us from behind, calling names and such. gees. kalau handsome tkpe! tk sedar diri.

yeah that was my tuesday. well, fikri aka mrleo91 (haha) added me on msn and asked if i wanted to join ssw. man, i'd love to. but i need comments and i so need to improve on my playing skills. argh. bands avlb are: NIEY, SSW, SWSY. guess i'll be asking peoples opinions soon.

idk. goodnight.

today, september third marks the start of the stupid one week holiday which is so meaningless cause its a one week holiday. gees. 1 week!

so went to school for the math workshop conducted by some CHIJ TPY senior teacher, ms amirtham. when i first heard her name, it sounded like arithmetics. wth. mattths.

so yeah. the workshop was really great. benifittable. woohoo. so was the refreshments. lulz. so yeah. after that, the grlz dined at LJS. and it was my first time entering ljs after it was beautifully renovated. it looked like, a diner! ahha. totally cool sia. but was abit cramped. nonetheless. had a great time talking about everything.

yay. i love times like this. and my face just had to turn pink/red at times. dang. so yeah. tmr the friends are having some high tea buffet at some hotel. really cool. and they get to dress up formally! wowww. really cool. prolly meeting them aft tt.

goodnight.

helloooo.

well my face is kinda red from yesterdays soccer match thingy. ohwells. so yah. today parents went to JB to collect baju kurungs and brother came home late from work.

jeyda mal and iz went out to many places and i decided not to follow. so just went out with oj to vivo to waste time and walked around since the last time i went to vivo was like, march? yeaaah. the bus ride to vivo was sooo long. my butt was like sore! tsk.

so yeah. i got nothing to blog about. so august ended just like that. i remembered attending baybeats in the first week of august and just now, i heard the church bells ring signifying september first. happy september everyone. its gonna be a lonely september. [CEHHH PLAIN WHITE Ts SIA!]

the kind that only happens once. go figure.

good night.