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OHAY THAR!
SHIDDYDUDADEY or saiyidah. 19, science, korean boys pretty much in delusion. contact: 1 2 3 |
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i never wanted anything the way that i want you.but the words don't seem to matter. hoy
so got her a choc fudge cake at polar. reached home, father opened the gate and said, "shidah, kite sume da tkde mood nak celebrate bday aqila. ciksu baru meninggal." i was like, damn shocked? i nvr expect this. twas sooo shocking i just sat down and tried to think. :x just now in the morning, was the kebumikan/burial. i was having my menses so couldnt rili get soo close to the jenazah nor say few prayers. i cant belive ciksu is gome like that. his cause of death was some heart/lung thingy plus primary cancer. gosh. twas a verry sad day. well, duh. cried and cried. goodness. i just cant type about this. zaida's mother just passed away last monday. and, my uncle, yesterday. my uncle was verrry close to my mother. mother was very quiet the whole of today and yesterday night. i do hope for scientists to find a cure for cancer. R.I.P, Cik Su. hoy
so got her a choc fudge cake at polar. reached home, father opened the gate and said, "shidah, kite sume da tkde mood nak celebrate bday aqila. ciksu baru meninggal." i was like, damn shocked? i nvr expect this. twas sooo shocking i just sat down and tried to think. :x just now in the morning, was the kebumikan/burial. i was having my menses so couldnt rili get soo close to the jenazah nor say few prayers. i cant belive ciksu is gome like that. his cause of death was some heart/lung thingy plus primary cancer. gosh. twas a verry sad day. well, duh. cried and cried. goodness. i just cant type about this. zaida's mother just passed away last monday. and, my uncle, yesterday. my uncle was verrry close to my mother. mother was very quiet the whole of today and yesterday night. i do hope for scientists to find a cure for cancer. R.I.P, Cik Su. hoy
so got her a choc fudge cake at polar. reached home, father opened the gate and said, "shidah, kite sume da tkde mood nak celebrate bday aqila. ciksu baru meninggal." i was like, damn shocked? i nvr expect this. twas sooo shocking i just sat down and tried to think. :x just now in the morning, was the kebumikan/burial. i was having my menses so couldnt rili get soo close to the jenazah nor say few prayers. i cant belive ciksu is gome like that. his cause of death was some heart/lung thingy plus primary cancer. gosh. twas a verry sad day. well, duh. cried and cried. goodness. i just cant type about this. zaida's mother just passed away last monday. and, my uncle, yesterday. my uncle was verrry close to my mother. mother was very quiet the whole of today and yesterday night. i do hope for scientists to find a cure for cancer. R.I.P, Cik Su. hoy
so got her a choc fudge cake at polar. reached home, father opened the gate and said, "shidah, kite sume da tkde mood nak celebrate bday aqila. ciksu baru meninggal." i was like, damn shocked? i nvr expect this. twas sooo shocking i just sat down and tried to think. :x just now in the morning, was the kebumikan/burial. i was having my menses so couldnt rili get soo close to the jenazah nor say few prayers. i cant belive ciksu is gome like that. his cause of death was some heart/lung thingy plus primary cancer. gosh. twas a verry sad day. well, duh. cried and cried. goodness. i just cant type about this. zaida's mother just passed away last monday. and, my uncle, yesterday. my uncle was verrry close to my mother. mother was very quiet the whole of today and yesterday night. i do hope for scientists to find a cure for cancer. R.I.P, Cik Su. uh
-t sticked with man haha. then the guys took pics with girls and since i brought my cammie along, i was taking all the photos for them. gees. till hydhir come, more work for me. ahah. i was taking, taking, taking pics for them. but i took none with no one. =(blabla. proceeded to the outdoor courtyard at level2 and the guys said their goodbyes to their friends where i was still. like. diao. like so lost till hyd acknowledge me. ahah. kawaiiiii des! so yeah. left sch and proceeded to mrt back to yishun. lepaked at mac, which was again invested with AI kidds kat luar. so yeah. had caramel frappe and camwhored. ahaha. plus hydhir dropped chilli on the floor, and arip spilled milo. what a great night. aha. 17th April was suchhhh a great day. plus twas ahmaddy's birthday too! haha. times like this, i wanna fall back in love again. :D thats what i told ama. ahaha. she was all... omggg! u sure? yes ama, i am! so on 18th, aqilah's birthday. left early from work, rushed to jubilee and got a choc fudge cake fo last night
17th April 08, i attended AI's performing arts grp concert at s.c.h. before that, met up with ziella and fiiz for lunch at kfc. ahah. thnks for the treat ziella! coming up next, swensen? lol. :Dso meet suqiman and his other friends. miss him soo much seh! long time nv see him. then met khairi and haqeel and other ai kids in the train. rindu siaa. trained to sch and saw sooo many ai kids at tanjong pagar. once we reached sch, it was invested with ai kikds! gosh. i felt soooo lost and lonely. tsk. hugged fie! twas been a longgg while since i last saw her. ahah. so the concert started, the hall was once again, invested! gosh. i was soo malu la. i like didnt knw anyone except the guys i were with. hah. so C.O and drama was like the main item for Parcels. AICB was suprisingly small in size but big sound yo. ahah. i like. :) the finale was superb. both CO and band on stage. cool or whaaart? haha. after the whole concert, the boys met up with their schoolmates while i just stand around them like, dumb. jus- 4658
bitch. i typed like 656+85+characters in this stupid post box. but then with the press of one fkin key, everythings lost. damnit! bitccch. ah. the wireless controller is so annoying. ah bye!i was venting all my anger on that darn post and this had to happen. bitch. dkjfgdihgf. bye. have fun in school losers. ahhhdfmdlkjgdl;hgadjh`11!!! h
CONTINUEDDD. and get my instant porridge. heh. but after coming back from ntuc, i got even restless. waited for lunch, then slept. i was kinda happy that i got off on saturday. i actually thot of attending the SYF display bands comp at National Stadium at 4pm/ but. too tired. tsk.well. work tmr. hope eveything would be fine. gah. well. i guess thats all. have a great sunday people. for those starting school tmr, make the best out of it! and have lotsa fun! bye. lol
hey.. well. im down with fever. yesterday at work, i was damn restless. but managed to do elephants alone! suddenly mahen came to help me. he was asking me, "eh saiyidah, why you so restless today? you drank too much ah last night? hangover issit?" "haha! no lah!!"funny. then aft 3.30 orang utan, i took a nap in the booth. i could feel my temp rising like, rise! twas sooo cold la in the booth tho i sat away from the aircon which barely blew out cold air. hah. mike.s and pmp told me to rest till 4.30 and they got ppl from entrance to help out cause there was only 3 ppl in the hut before 4.30. pmp told me to go home early. was sooo restless seh. zaida said my cheeks were all burning red. tsk. cabbed home and slept. was given off today to have ample rest. i guess im getting better tho my forehead was a lil warm. last night, i had to appetite to eat at all at dinner. ate a few strands of fried noodles and puked everythin out. tsk. no breakfast just now, went to NTUC alone to get my strawberry tea and brb hh
well. things has been fine lately. im doing okay. everyone's doing fine. work hasnt been a bitch. which is actually quite amazing isnt it? haha. so i attended syf brassband for prisch on tues. amkps got gold, played light at dawn(?) by Swearingen! then st. stephen played locomotive chase got gold too! cool sia. wonder how peixin played. ahah.. well. im still currently schooless whereas all my friends are busy preparing for orientations, laptop covers, making new friends and stuffs like that. and here i am. working in the zoo, taking pictures. i rili envy these ppl. damn. i so gotta catch up with them. dang. also. i wonder how my gfs are doing. i know izyan's down with chikenpox. but i guess she should b recovering soon. nina is...idk? malah should be schooling soon. athirah is schooling. zul is happy at RP. syairah too. me and jeyda are the only ones who are...unsuccessful? zz all avoid me like the plague. its okay. goodnight. hellooo. im now over at kakrins place. well.... well. aaron's last day, we all went to night safari aahha. tram ride commentary was a stand up comedy kinda thing. funnay! so yeah. bye aaron. actually. im kinda pissed. so i dont think im gonna blog ahhaa k bye. ddy
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