hey.
im in sch right now bloggin,
ahaha.
juz came back from band prac
aha. i was late by lyk, 10mins.
hah.sir was alred dere. wif ms tan. and everyone all ready.
hmmmm. band was fun. but today a lil boring.
cuz of the attendance. hmph.
wani didnt come. boredom.
i had no one to laugh with..oh wells,
played sum diff songs.
i will folow him is diff man!
so, today is kinda boring.
hmmmm. in sch, nuthin.
at home, realli ddint felt lyk waking up.
i was snugling up in my towel(blanket) and my pillows.
haiz....and now im freezing in this cold room.
without your warmth.

crape.
now listenng to anthem of a dyin day. by story of the year..
haiz....im in a dillemma
geez. reali cant belief yesterday's story.
he!,
urgh- nvm. heck. fck his attitude.
he got this fckin atttitude which i so hate.
damn him. eff you!
haiz...im realli dissapointed in you.
realli.
all along, u werre a liar. and i actuali trusted you?
i was so dumb to believe all your sweet talks.
had i known, i would haf ignore you.
but now, u seem to fufill my life.
i cant get you outta my head.
but i want to.
how?!
its just sooooooo hard.
oh wells, cant life with the past.
good bye mr brightside.
:'(
++ endless lies....all thnks to you, dear.

ps:sorry, i noe. im lyk,. emoish yah. sorry.cant help it.
its de only place where i can express my feelings out.
sorry if i had hurt anyone..

today went to sentosa.
ahaha.
so eysterday and today was juz, the.
sun, sand and the beach?
or issit, surf, sand, sea?
ahaha. wadeva.
headed to sentosa kinda early today.
cuz my dad's company got tis family day thingy everyyr held.
last yr was at de discovery cntre.
dis yr was at sentosa.
fuh1 gerek siak!
ahahaa. we ignore the items an all.
de games, tele-matched adn stuffs.
we juz digged in when the food comes.
so b4 dat, we were like, in the sae.
or on the sand
hahah.i was burried nicely.
and decorated badly!
all thnks to my best cuzzie, wahidah.
urgh!
hmm, ill upload de pics at frenster and then you guys juz check it out frm there aite.
we took de cable car back and forth.
it was cheap man!
lyk, 39.60 for 8 ppl!
haha. yay-ness.
sentosa to habour-front to mnt faber to habour-frnt to sentosa.
hahaha. itwas cool.
saw the star virgo ship.
i wosh i cud ride it.h ow cool is dat?
then heade back home.
took 855.
b4 dat, ate masi ayam black pepper. and bandong. yummie!
then slept soundly in de bas.
but was distured by sum jerks and noises.
hmm. head home.
then left again to send wahidah back home.
and i guess thats all.
and today;s armagadon wa ncie.
but,i haf watched it ylk, twice?
so, heack.
k. bye ppl..

met izyan and fadiana at interchnge.
boarded 853 and alighted at AMK stn.
took 135 all de way to tis sch.
victoria sch.
we were like, eh. i dont see and sea's here.
all i see is a nyona and sum boys walikng.
den izyan wad like, pointing, hello?!
there's like, a underpass! haha
so we walked under it. long and erm, watever walk.
den reached east coast. saw sum scouts. perhaps they haf sum activity dere.
we dunno where de boys were.
so we walked on our own.
we played with sand.
drew our names on the sand. sat on the jetty.
ebjoy the salty fresh air.
walked around, fooling, joking.
walked on water. splashed the water.
oh. we were wet.
then it was like, 6pm.
thot of meeting them. cuz they wud be done by now, he hoped.
so, we gave them a call and ask them to come to pit 68, area F.
hah. they were at area C, pit 25
omg. how farrr is dat?!
so we were slowly walking. and walking.
and they called. they said that they;re at macD's/
we haf no idea where is dat.
so were walked. and wheeee!
we are at pit 49.
oh wells, 20 more pits to go.
then when walking. it was alred like, 7.15pm.
got these guys, skimmers in fact,
they were lyk, oooh-ing.
then they said, "peace! peace! then u want war?(shurnks the ppeace sign \/)
then i was lyk, "aah. erm, peace? with my stuupiddd face!"
wahahahahahhaha.
they;re funnie, lol.
then we decied to take a seat on the bench.
saw hasy, dd, zal.
ooh. how i hate dd n zal.
saw them heading toward sumwhere i dunno.'hello, i haf nvr cum here b4!
so called them. they;re still at macD's.
then walk walk walk. met de peace guys again.
they were like, "peac!"
i was liky, yah, peace! woah!
haha. im getting mad when its night time. everyone says that,
then hasy and rahman fetched us from macDs/ oh, how awfully sweet of them to do so.
where are all the gentlemans of yeseryear????
they brought us to this "kedai kopi"
they were eating.
me, izyan and fadiana. we were like,
eh, nk masok ker tannak?alaamak, paiseh seh..then, mali, jugal best,.
he was like, meh, sini ah korg.
i hate faizal and didee.
aaargh.
curse you lah.stare² only. hmph.
so we're wating 4 dem to finish eating.
them left for home with them.
they were like, soooo ungentlemanly.
they walked infroont and we walked behind.
omg. asses.
they were like, shok sendiri. n we were lyk, eh.
dorg nk bawak gi aner seh.
then reach this shop.
hasy went in to get a drink.
then izyan asked him sumthing. he ignored.
then he go run after the boys and walk with them.
at least walk with us uh. blardie..
hmph.
then traffic lite. they go walk sloly. so were lyk, sighing loudly.
chikens.
so we reach the buystop.
unfortunatly, there wasnt any gentlemans whu let us haf a seat.
we were lyk, standing at de tiang there. walau.
they are lyk, sooooo. urgh!
cannot tahan.
luckily in the bas they all behave.
but malik and din keep kacau-ing me n izyan.
pull my hair. argh-ness.
den in the 969 bus, [we took another bas after we alighted, fyi.]
me, izyan, nana was standing in the mddle.
on the right. muhsin and hasy on the left.
hasy was directly in froont of me.
damn. its was lyk,
disheartening u noe!!!
geez, cxant take it man..
he was lyk, pracytically ignoring me all the way.
k, fine!
sheesh...
then when me, zyan, alighted. and nana.
he was lyk, look outside. lyk, how stupid is dat?!
man...
reached home avbt 10++. tired and and he hurt my heart,
++Mr Brightside, you are so hurtful.

hey ppl.
today sucks.
erm, after sch arh..
in during sch hours, kinda boring tho..
hmm, maths was as usual. boring.
english was a total bore!
and pe, was okayl. no pe. mr ng reliefed us.
recess was great.
science was fun. 2hrs of llab werk.
1 hour, all slide show. abt viruses and bacteria.
and the other hour, we made bacteria grow.
it was so totally cool!
we used the petri dish.
thre was this jelly r pudding like substance in the dish.
den we haf to put dis dirrrtttyy water.
like from the mud and stuffs.
we dropped abt 4-5 drops and waited.
during that time, we add fileter paper to achohol, dettol, iodine and chlorox.
den we were given back our dish.
oooh. weeeee. bacterias everywhere!
and yah, ferstly we had to like, sterilise the table with alchohol so its gonna be damn clean.
then use those operation gloves. cool siak...
so we had fun making the bacterias.
and it was time to go back to class. played uno.
uno uno uno.
bell rang and off we went..
played soccer fer a while.pass pass here, and there..
den decided to play at our usual place,
then de warrioirs, azhar, peo and hariz.
snatched the ball.
and ran away with it. i wanted to tak back the ball and they pull my hair band
blardie hell. im realli fcked up.
i can tell u guys the whole thing. cuz it sooo damn long.
hmm, find it ut yerslef.

tmr getting back report book. and having soccer!
woooohoo! so happy. at last.
eerm, im scared abt my results seh..hope its good!
well, i guess thats all fer today.
waiit!
me, izyan and fadiana we like, doing sumthing which u guys cant noe.
erm, haha. it was so fun.
kacau-ing ppl is great.
doncha thnk?
aah. i anti lotsa ppl nowadays.
ANTI-MALIK, MUHIN, HASY(10%), MR DADDY.{sorry syairah. cant help it. n ppl, duna sk me whu }
aah. u suck,
and not forgetting the warriors.
++Mr Brightside. oh, u dull asshloe...

hey hey ppl!
2E7 IS THE NE CHAMPION. FOR LOWER-SEC LERR.
WOOHOO! 2E7 DRAMA PEEPS RAWKS!
SAIYIDAH,IZYAN,MALAH,RIDWAN,HANHUI,NICKY,SYAIRAH AND ZUL!
u peeps rawk man!
woohoooo. i realli like it.
and we thot dat. damn. we're the last one to perform. surely screw up.
hah. n we did screw it up.
we added in more of our own ideas.
haha. and the narrator didnt haf a chance to speak a nother line
we were sorta repeating one scene.
hah.
k. enuf abt our mistakes...
wow. i cant believe.
and the emcee whu announced the results,
was like, not happi seh.
like hold some grudge against us.
he was like, "ridwan????!!!!"
alamak...i htink he's alex or sumthing..
but heck.
we wonn.
heck. hmm, maybe celebrating tmr...woohooo.
hopefully ms siti blanjer.
hah. tk tau malu sak.
hmm, kakak cut her hair.
or hi-light.
i wnna see how it looks!
im chatting wif hajar. sum gerk frm my sch.
shes frenly.
and oso wif muhsin.im testing his maths skills.
and oso abt english.
woohoooo. i like arguring with him. its fun u noe.
alot funner. haha. got such word?
dats all. im bored.
and hasyrul. ngarotzzz habes!
++Mr Brightside. u're not who u are...

people!
my pc sucks.
i wrote sooooo long juz now.
and then, ppppppppppppeeeeet.
the comp switched off by itself.
curses...aah!
blardie comp...

well,
went into *** accnt.
no, im no hacker lah...
*** is such an asshole.
*** deletes all the msgs ppl send to this ***.
wad a f****r.
stupid.
but im bad. i went to *** accnt and looked at *** msgs.
haha. u guys noe whu *** is?
tag ah, den i see whu correct.
today was juz rehearsing.
dats all.
wne tot padang fer as while.
met up wif zul-fesyal.
baaha...we cant lie to him. lol*
walkked the whole padang. stoopid us.
haha..tiring sak.
zul catch up wif us..haha..
k..im crapping.
so i haf no idea what to write.
i gotta get my maths hmewrk done.
byebye ppl!

when u said u loved me.
that was months ago.
i know it doesnt mean a thing now.
cause you didnt show...

++Mr Brightside, promise me u'll nvr let me go

today was ouh-kae.
realli fun during the drama meeting.
took 3 vids. hmm, ill try to upload it to the pc yah?
it was raining den, headed to KFC at chompang wif my drama mates and slack.
it was coooool babe! cannot tahan,
took sum pics then ridwan, hanhui, nicholas, or shud i say the boys* went off.
so we, *malah, izyan, zulaiha and wanyu n me.
sat ard, joke ard and laughed and took some pix.
then each of us left.
wanyu left with some guy from our sch. i have no idea whu he is.
lol*
izyan, me. malah, zul.
me n izyan was like, walking towards MRT.
we were suppose to go watch rahman and geng skimming.
but then it was raining. and it takes a looong time to get to east coast,
i was lazy too. but i realli wanted to how they skim and stuffs. i find it cool.
so we changed plans. me and izyan decided to go to Plaza Singapura.
hah, i rmemberd my first visit there alone. F-U-N.
hah. alone okayy.
we walked ard lyk, every level. i lurve the toilets.
managed to get some shots of the toilet!
heh. walked ard then went in to FLASH AND SPLASH.
i like. i love. i want.
i like the things there. i love the things there. i want the things there.
get it!!!!
i want that Volcom shoulder bag,
ripcurl slippers, ripcurl pouch, voodoo doll cap.
quiksilver strap.
aah! i dunno why i lyk surf brand nowdays.
hmm, perhaps dubdle d introduced it to me. and so did nanaS.
hah. i like. hmm,i still like other brands.
k. whatever. brands shit.
walked ard then izyan left. so me and nanaS.
we bought tako yaki balls. yarmie!
ate till the mrt.
alighted at yishun and headed to Rottiboy.
bought one boy. HE sure is yummilicious! i lurve him!
hahah. i lurve the roti larh.
headded home. took 851 back.
that driver from 852 sucked. i ran for the bus and he just left, curse you!!
hmm, on the pc. it gave me somr probs.
hecked and switched off and read 3 issues of WITCH.
i love. i like. i dont want.
haha. and here i am.
i am slowly recovering from my disease which i found in my teeny weeny brain.
haha. lame, yah, i noe.
geez, ha cant go outta my head.
hmm, i'll decide if he stays or goes!!
well, i guess thats all for today.

roses are red,
violets are blue.
sometimes i cant think right.
im just thinking of you.

another lame one. geez,
till then, gd bye by fellow readers. haf a ncie dae or time or night.
skimming rules???
++Mr Brightside, u, erm, ...

hie my dearest blog.
im feeling realli down right at this moment.
dont wanna blog actualli, but just had to.
juz lyk, an hour ago.
sum news just sucked..
i hate it. i dont wanna hear it.
*e is a**a*h*ed.
:'(
ha bdae coming.
wrote it down in my organizer loadss of time.
get ha pressie, meet up and stuffs.
but i guess, is its all a lie.
hmm, like wad i drew in my aketch book,
LIE TO ME.
hah, ha did the right thing.
realli can't take it man,
seriously,
shahid keeps telling me the same things.
syiqin told me sum things too.
thnks both of you. :)
dont wanna feel lyk smiling.
i ahve no mood to go to east coast tomorow.
wad if i coincidently saw ha?
fck. ggggrrrr. hate it. so hate it.
kae, enuf abt that.

SCHOOL AND AFTER SCH.
itwas okay. after sch went down.
trouble. ppl arguing. humph.
i was fumming. blardie hell.
all abt de drama thingy. geez,
nicholas, izyan, hanhui, syairah.
satu-satu buat pe'el.[hal ah]
dis lah, dat lah. dunwan dis lah, dunwan dat lah.
seriously u noe, i was preety fcjed up.
was alred fcked up during maths.
eerrgh.
*ppl, sprry if i mentioned ur name n yah, sorrie hur.

after the drama waited fer izyan.
me n nana go walk walk till n izyan ah. we go de salon den walk till ah-tong bustop.
oh, the wonderful memories dere...
took 812 till interchng. went to NP.
im soo sick of dat place.
but hadta, no where else. juz went up den went down and home.
oh yah, went to food court after dat.
i soo miss de foodcourt.
but since its alred renovated, i quite dun lyk it.
its tooo bright.
i prefer the old foodcourt. dark, and lyk, eerie feeling. nice.
this is soo bright and cheerful. geez, sucks.
bought popiah. we are poor ppl.
3 ppl sharing one plate of popiah which is cut-ted into 5parts.
hmm, half half lah, and wad crappe.
bought rotiboy. thnks izyan n nana for introducing it to me.
its yummie. i dunno where all the gd food are. haha.
home. read WITCH #11 and 12.
i like. haha. sick of those expensive sayuki n love hina comics.
raher borrow all of the witch comic frm my fren. heh.
hmm, went dwn took aqilah.
took a 5min nap b4 dat. sempat seh.
went online then comp buat hal.
fcked up again.
n that was when i knew the news.
disheartening heh?
curses.
hmm, i guess thats all for today.
have nothning to type.

dreadful morning, dreadful night.
wonder what's, gonna make fight.
can't sleep soundly, just thinking of you.
and i was made the midnight fool.

haha. how was dat? nice ? tag ppl, tag!
k, thats all for today.
till then, tkae care. do not touch ppl, my leg.
++farewell mr brightside.

todae was fun. and ppl,
its gonna be a loooooong post aye.

DURING SCH HOURS..
verrrry boring. we practically did nothing.
erm. we practiced the history drama script.
i was de narrotor.
hmmm. kinda tough too.
then went 4 recess. cantteeen packed.
so waited at detention corner fer awhile n go makan.
ate mee hong kong. yarmie!
-geography-
go thru answer for exam. damn boring seh.
den mr chan talk wad lah...blahblahblah
-science-
slacking time!
hahaha. mr chu open sum
"who wants to be a thousand-nairre" thngy
but all science quest ah. but lyk real seh dey wanna gif de money.
i n syairah n izyan n zul, we all lyk slack gilerr!
haha...take pic here dere...took ah-chu pic den show him ah.
-malay-
cegu juz go thru de cerpen thngy.
den one whole free period.
read 2 W.I.T.C.H books. no. 9 & 10
haha/ im lyk, 5 books late?
hahaha..hmm, end of sch.
waited at cantten tiil 2.50 den boarded bus too newwater factory.
COOL!
sat wif zulaiha ind e bus. haha. kecoh sak
izyan lah. n syairah. haiyo.
haha. me too lerr.
reach dere. take pic liao.
cool u noe..haha...got fountain here n drer.
de tour guide weas ronnie. he's funnie.
Newnewnew Waterwaterwater....Iiiii [all echo lah]
haaha...cute sak.
den learned abt de how dey make NW.
den we got free samples!
i mean, we got bottle of new water.
cool.
den when go home. it was raining.
nicee weather.
reach sch abt 6pm ah.
den go YJC see if dey play soccer dere.
cuz im suppose to go 4 training. haiyo..missed it again.
nxt tues oso haf, but cant go. BAND.
woohoo. but i dunno. im beginning to lyk soccer then band.
hmm, wonder why.
i think i missed band for sooo long n playing soccer for the week.
but i gotta lyk both. haha.
lets see how it goes.
abt him ah. hmm, lyk forgetting bit by bit.
i dunno. its realli, reali hard ppl.
i find guys who can write meaningful lyrics and can sing well, romantic.
i duunno why. lyk dose kinda songs which describe abt deir luv life.
haha..seriously u nie. when dey lost their gal or suthimg ah.
its hard to find guys like dat. im listening to a malay song rye now.
haha..meraung. my all time fav.
its lyk, theyre soooo sad u noe de lyrics are damn meaningful. nyceee.
well, guess dats all ah.
till i find my mr brightside.
++miss u loadss.

hie pppl out there.
now listening to ghhost of you by my chemical romance.
hmmm, most PR band haf romance at the back.
hmm, i shud create a name lyk,
fankick romancE?
hahah...k. crap gurl.
took 2 diff. pics todae.
class pic and soccer pic. haha.
i was to sit ind e class pic! ahhh!
well, im de monitress mah...suay man.
den funni shot me sit wif izyan n zul.
malah, fadilah n rah sat ond e floor.
den after sch, took soccer pic.
haha. i tot girl2, boy2.
budden take pic together. haha. suay sial.
hmm, but was cool ah.
den 4 de fun shot, dat guy, sec4 ah.
when de man clikc de button, he jumpeed out.
hmm, hopes it not juz his face on de phpto. if now ah, walau wae...lol*
hmm, den im gonna be che aminah.
my schedule on ues, 24th is kinda tight man.
i got to attedn dum leader ship course. wad shit lah.
i dun wanna go. cuz i got hair appoinmtent.
haiyo. den after sch wanyu told me dat its chnged to wednesdae. heng ah.
den another prob. tues auditiion for my drama thingy. haiyoo!
im kinda important lah. im de narrotor!
erm, is dat how u speel it? wadevaerr.
haiz..dunno how lah. see how it goes. i need to call de sch seh.
hmm, wonder if nurisah going. hmmm. gonna gif sum lame xcuses den!
or, cabot! but if cabot, muz pay 48bread seh...wad shit lah.
mniter go lah. why monitrress must go...holy shit lah!!
hmmm. im preety sucked up right now...
suckerrrs.
bleahs*
hate prefects thingy. haiyo. or leader ah.
wad crap.
to all those preferects, dun get offended. im juz plain irritated by de date, dats all.
sowee guys!
so, i guess dats all.
and yah, malik, peo, anaffi sucks! stupid seh malik.
go take my spray, and spray everywhere. on de floor oso seh. dunno why.
blardie lah him.
and yah. SIVA,SEBESTIAN AND SIRAJ ARE THE BLOODY FCKERS WHY
TOOK R** CAM. CURSE YOU LAH!!!
the blardei S'ses..{asses too.]
++tak pernah aku benci, dirimu syg.....

listening to Promise by Matchbook Romance.

hie. today is so fun. after sch arh.
during sch hours, so sucks. espacially the ferst period.
MATHS. n lyk obviously, i failed my maths.
hahahhaha. just as i expected.
so far, among all the results i got back,
math is the worst one. and its de only one failed. hehe
and suprisingly, i juz passed my compo. eng ah.
wow. was suprised. thot i cud haf done batter. oh well,
hmm, getting back my science and eng tomorow.
hopefully i pas my sci. but i got this feeling that i'll fail.
oh well, wad can i do. i hate sci.
and my class sucks. i mean yk, weak in eng.
only 14 ppl passed eng. i was lyk, "wad da?!"
haiz...sian-ness ppl/
after sch. went to DePeachSalon.
brought dilah, izyan, irah and zul dere.
so all getting sumthing except fer dilah.
she wanted to rebond, but her hair to long..pity her. sobsob.
hmmm, den went back to sch, grabed a bite and went to music room.
we are having band practice baby!**
hehe. i was realli happie when i get to see my trombone.
aaww, how i miss it soooo much.
gonna take a pic wif *him nxt prac. huahuahua.
840853. my luck number ay? hahaha. its a serial no. dummy. shheeesh-ness
took our band photo. sum asses werent dere.
for example, francis and mark..hmm, dunno where they went.
mabe mark went to china heh? n francis to boon lay?
haha. crrap.
took de pic wif sir. wooohoo! ms tan, tay were dere. lyk duhh! wakakkakah
den for the fun shot, me, minah, ama, lyk erm, i dunno how to say it lah.
we sorta lyk hold arms. oh yah, join our arms. haha. cool. but lame. but cool ah!
hehe. and did i tell u dat
GRACE CHUA AND CARRIE CHONG FROM P.10 CAME TO YSS.
haha. on this very dae, thses 2 fellow dj's went to our sch to tell their lyk abt a dj.
supper cool! haha. and as usual, hafisa is maddd. kecoh-ness.
fadiana got to take that pic wif sham. i dunno whu's he. but they sae he's frm
eye for a guy...hmmm. gotta check him out!
but den syairah accidently deleted de pic. nana was lyk, sad, crying.
haha..but heck lah. he's not dat hemsem anws.
haha. hmm, i guess thats all for todae.
and im looking foward to more band prac!
and yah, gonna cut my hair too.. yeah!
GOD BLESS ALL THOSE WHO ARE LYK ME. HEHE.
*curses*
++promise me and nvr let goo...

hey peeps.
got home lyk, 10mins ago?
hah. went to DePeachHairSalon.
i lurrrrve it.
hehe. im gonna cut my hair on wednesdae.
hmm, staright cut.haha. lyk pants liddat seh.
dden maybe i wnana dye. but haiz, sch dokk!
i scred to short sak. cuz im scared to try new thibgs dat is gonna be on me
for e rest of me hair life..
hahaha. but still, cant wait. kakak oso same cut wif me.
but later seh want to hi-lite...
i maybe want treatment ah...dun wan rebond or stuffs,
hmmm. still got to find ppl lyk, by tmr.
so my fellow frens whu is reading.
those whu haf hair lyk mine,
{SOFT TEXTURE, WAVY, LONG FRINGE TILL MOUTH liddat}
can tag me at my board.dey wanna cut short. lyk dose fashiontype uh. later can style one..
den those whu wanna perm, dey cut 4 u ferst, den dey perm uh.
and if u dun lyk, they can rebond back for u...
so my close frens. tell me tmr in sch aite!
kae dats all uh.
and today in class was fun. mostly were lyk our free period.
and yah, i was late. i think ard 20 ppl were late todaty
haha. curse de damn bus. but luckily no offence slips seh..
i alred got 2! hehehe...dun wanna keep an album.
hmmm, n dis lil boy in my class aint coming to sch animore..im gonna miss him.
oh well, wad to do...he oso, stubborn.
and yah ppl, im gonna fail my maths.
just as i expected. haiz. and i passed malay!
woohooo! hapi siak. but juz pass by a feeww marks..haha, dun care lah
n i got A@ for my history siak!
sooooo happy. juz 3 more marks get A1..nvm, try harder 4 final yr den
dats all. haha. maybe calling my mr. brightside.
hhaha..lyk real onli. i havent find my mr. brightside ppl!
hmmm, dats all. byebye!
++are you my mr. brightside?

heluuuuu ppl!
haha. attention.
I AM ADDICTED TO LEGO!
so, wait. is dat good or bad?
haha..both i guess.
imagination babeee!
hehe. im so freaky today.
haha. no lah. im juz plain mad.
i did 2 gardens. cuz i was digging my huge, giagntic
[hah. im exgagaerting!*yah. i haf bad speeling.]
hmmm. foung alot of flowers. well all grreen. so decided to make a grden.
i'll take a picture of it when de cam is back at hme.
darn, my sis didnt get me dat slippers. ugh-
gotta search for it myself den!
hmm, today played wif lego for lyk, 2hrs.
haha..fun siak.
topped-iup my hp....den dat hairdresser call me.
haiyo. i remmbr lah. where got 4get liddat one.
den tmr hair appointmet.
im not lyk de rich one lah. got appnmt all dat.
juz dey wanna meet me n my hair.haha
nvm, u dun get it. well, i guess dats all.
i wanna check m class blog.
tallyho!
anything tag at de board.
hmm, hows de pic?
sorry lah. big. i lazy wanna edit..leceh u noe
take care y'all. cya tmr... XD [dinah lyk dis] :s[shirin lyks dis.]
and i lyk dis--> L haha..loser, lame..get it? huahuahua
++jiwangee mood. melihat kau bersamnye...alaala

hey!
haha. woke up kinda early today.
den on the pc for my younger sis.
she wanna plae barbie.com uh.
so she plae..while i clean up my room.
had to...wow. i cant believe i did dat!
haha.claps hand*
haha...so thot of going out..
desperate to go out u noe!
it sucks at home...wahahahhha. i aint home-kid. duhh
well, after dat bath ah..den go online
find sum skins for my class...den chg ah..walau..
so leceh u noe...wakakakakah.
its nice ah. well, to me dat is..so do checl it out yah.
http://twoeseven.blogspot.com
yeap. hmm, today is soooo boring.
haiz, tomorw exam. yeeeeeeeesh.
and btw, i didnt sae yes!+h. i saed yiiiiiiiiiiiish.
yah. i hate my exams tmr.
bacer doa lah..ni lah..tu lah..haiz...mafan giler!!
sian arh!
hopefully nxt yr can graduate. im sick of it alred.
6yrs. haiz...wahahahah.
hmmm, so tmr my sis might be coming back. i guess ah
watched kim possible juz now..haha..farnie seh.
den now watching my fariryly odd parents.
dunno later got wad..i wanna watch boiling points. oh well__
i haf nuthin else to sae. n yah ppl.
MR TEDDY IS STILL HANGING IN MY ROOM. GEEZ,
++wats de meaning of this?! juz tell me da truth!

hiehie.
hahaah.
im maakrre.
it means im mad, freaky and bizarre.
wakakakkakakah. i made ddat up.
kae. so far the days been boring
but ydae was fun.
went to soccer training.
soooooo boring ah.
i think its bcoz of de weather.
its killing me soflty......
den went back. chagned and wash up and all.
went out to meet seha.
waked to yishun stadium..
when we wanted to sit. ashrin scored a goal.
and look at de score board.
it was alred 40:20s...
lyk wad da?!
juz a few mins half time...walau...
so lyk, we missed de other half of de game.
aaha...saw de regulars dere...after sch go watch macht sia.
huahuahua.
den go home abt 10pm liddat.
use pc till 11.40 ah..
haha..my sisi not at home per.
shes at KL...haha...bz shopping away lyk mad.
n hope she gets me wad i wanted!
yahoo..sis rawks my telephone.
wahahhahahaha.
well den. now i wanna chg class blogskin.
hopes everyone likes it. cuz i find it quite nicce and intresting.
if dun lyk, u slowly chg urself. i lazy wanan chg again ah.
k..dats all fer tdae. later mayb going out.
haha..im no home=person yah.
dats all..bebye..tuddles!++u lied, u made me cry...

hiehie.
im gonna show u my creation.
PRESENTING,: MR TEDDY!
Image hosted by Photobucket.com
wakakkaakah.

lastest report for de day/
mr teddy bear, was shopping at toys r us for some human-sized clothes.
[barbieS and kenS] haha.
while shoppping. he sawdis chio, jembuu, preety, beautiful barbie.
she was wearing this nice shawl, nice tight pants and a revealing top..
mr teddy as usual, was curios.
he liked de top and wanted to get one for mr bean's gf.
he touched top.
n duh. he touched barbie's toot.[sorry abt dat]
its so soft. de material ler.
dont think dirty ppl.
and wif dat, babrie screamd.
by luck, ken, was wearing his police unifrm.
he caught teddy red-handed
and was brought to de police stn.
there were no questioning.
he is going to be hanged by 11.59pm today.
juz before de clock strikes 12, friday de 13th.
wakakakakkaakah.
and his spirit will wonder.
all those whu are sad. pls kindly gif ur best wishes to teddy
by tagin at my tagboard.
scream all u want. but teddy is gone,
tonite.
-so in other words ppl, teddy is a rapist. so get tid of him.
or join my grp, de anti-teddy army S.
call 1300-451-antiteddyS

now, he is practicing how to die. at a fence.
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*my mom and sis thinks im freaky, im sick.
hahahaha. i lyk being sick and freaky! and there;s more to cum.
next victim, BARNEY!!!!*

woitz. dats all fer today. tune in again for de latest updates.
thnkiu for tuning in to teddy's last.
gd bye and haf a ncie dae.

++misunderstood, pessimist, saddist):


she's de mastermind. she planned it all!! find her!
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hie.
erm, gonna make dis a quick one.
actualli im lazy to update ah, but aiyah, juz update loh.
well, todays exam was okay lah.
finish early too.
finished at 9.30am.
hahaha. went back at ard 12 plus uh.
haha, eary seh..
tmr geog.
haiz, hate dat subj.
haha, im gd at it thou.
maybe later at nite den i study uh.lazy. duhh.
well, today ah?
erm, kinda boring.
actuali wanted to play catching.
den alot ppl dun want.
den go home lah.
reach interchg, thot of going home but den go rounding at 859.
im sick of rounding.
plans 4 tmr failed,
actuali wannteed to go to far east.
den today iz n rah cant make it of sum personal reasons uh.
haiz, wad sia.
but wad to do?
gotta wait till lyk, ntahlah biler..
org dah smangat niee..
oh well.
haha. i made 2 new frens latey.
humairah and karen.
haha. saw dem lah. coincedence mah..
hhhe...k lah u all.
anything juz tag at my board aite.
take care n done take drugs! :x
++bad dream. "da and gegerl" geez.

now reading my hmecon txtbook.
haiz, sian ah ppl!
well, today thought of going home early,
but of course, we, i mean, I went back late!
ahaha..go np seh
ugh- im soooo sick of dat place.
its lyk, i can walk ard np wif my eyes close seh!
ugh-
played catching.
sum find it lame, and childish, and embarassing.
and dey disnt plae. haha. loser!
i played@ weeeee!!!
shoik seh. but a bit scary thou.
scared kena caught sehh.
hmm, guess dats all lah.
i dunno wad to say.
maybe going to update my class blog.
visit it yah?
kae lah. darts arll ferr nowr.
brye! haha. r-ness.
++ dont talk to me, go to her!!

hye
liatening to helena, mcr.
i am in lurvee wif that song.
aha. now on de phone wif izyan.
today is so kecoh man!
haiz. so many things happening.
ferst in da 856 bus.
saw malik, his gf's haha.[duno how many he haf lah], sameon, faizal,
double d, hasyrul.[ i guess dats all]
geez, suay seh,
ugh-
den go home, i chat wif muhsin, ask if his adek at home,
den he go sae hasyrul ader.
lyk heck ah! i nvr ask 4 him per.
bt it was fun chatting wif him.
nvr chat wif b4 ya...
it was cool
kae, den syairah and zul.
zulhilmi!!! my god. wats going on man??
why de heckk are u doing this to her??
gif her a break.
call her? lyk wad her god-bro always does??!!
im realli pissed off man.
if hasyrul didnt chat wif me, i wud continue my blaberring u noe!
hmm, maths paper 2 tmr.
domsday.
i dunt wanna die young!
geez. i sooo dread maths.
i wonder which suckos lurvee maths?
haha..im eeevil.
k lah. end it here.
byebye all, take care.
and tell me whether u guys made it 4 de maths exam tmr. thnks!
lurve, shidah/sedah/saiyidah/ddah/psyduck.
hahah...u touch my tralalala..weewee!
++thnks for replying me :)

hie!!
so, how's my new skin??
kiut huh?
and yah.
IM NOT UR PUPPET.
haha..
well. i lurve de pics i uploaded.
lazy uh wanna edit.
later maybe.
well, i gotta study 4 my lit exam tmr.
shucks. i hate lit.
i dun litsen to old major in class.
i dont regret. but he is simply too boring!
haiz. self study again.
i had loadss or fun.
n i lurve batman.
see my shirt!
hahaa. my sis says batman brings peace to litle gerls.
no wonder nurul wanted to take pic wif me!
hah.or issit me, whu wanted to take de pics wif her?
k. wadeva lah.
well, gtg now.
take care peeps.
n yah. do well in ur lit on mondae aye!
or watever paper u haf on mondae lah.
byebye...take care
++ugh-why didnt u repli???

hehey.
now im editing my pictures.
hah.
i lurvve it.
here's a few of them i edited.

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v518/shidah24/peace.jpg[/IMG]
peace in da air peeps. spread it!

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v518/shidah24/tirednes.jpg[/IMG]
i dunno.u figure it out. n btw, de wrd is tiredness aye.

k. dats all. later i wanna put more pics.
so another post will be all pictures aite.
or u guys juz go to my albulm or sumthing
well, today eh?
enjoyable. fun. annoying. camera-fooling.
haha.
we went to causeway point after de exam.
erm, ard 1pm liddat reach.
me, izyan, fadiana and syairah.
rah bought 4 her mom sum frame at happy house.
i didnt buy anything. so did nanaS n yan.
we were cashless or cash-less[not enuff cash]
yah. den took neoprints.
ahah. kewl. erm, ill try to get it scan,
but heck.
wee took free neoprints.
well, free neoprint pix.
we went into de machine thingy,
chose our backgrnd, use digicam n take pics.
hah. save money dok!
haha..cool. den we were lyk taking photo's all the time.
den dat dae, in de bus, i wad holding de cam ah.
den dis guy, my long lost fren, was riding bicycle
i meediately snapped his pic.
hahaha..kiut!
nxt time i put his pic aye.
den go home.
bought epok-epok.
aahh..de sardines so sardineey.
haha. sweet u noe.
not dose kinda tomatoee taste..
but tak kick ah.
not so pedas/spicy.
hah.
k, dats all.
take care all
ooh, skiming tmr eh?
hmph. i wanna see.
cant. mothers dae gathering
holy crap.
bye
++i smiled and laughed too much today. i shud start crying .

hey.
gotta make dis a quick one.
im still not done wif my art exam.
ugh-
i soooooo hate art,
i only lyk doodling.
i can only draw stick figures. ((:
wif circles and lines.
dats it.
damn-
i hate coloring.
damn again.
geez, i haf no idea wad to study 4 tmr's paper.
MALAY PAPER 1 AND 2.
shit. my worserst suject.
damn agin and again.
i hate karangan.
i hate peribahasa.
i hate my mother tongue.
i do like it.
but its tough.
i prefer a verbal exam.
wow. how cool is dat?
i hate kefahaman.
i dun wanna do it.
but i haf to.
i haf to do well.
shit. i cant do it man. -ugh
im not done wif my art.
im lazy.
my laziness is taking over my soul.
hah. crap dah.
hmmm.
going to Cp tmr. 4 sum shopping thingy.
i duno.
n yah. shoppiing, pigs.
i juz wonder, why ppl call themselves pigs.
lyk huh? of all animals? cuz they're cute?
well, suit urself. i dun gif a shit.
byebye ppl.
gd luck 4 tmr's paper yah.
take care.
++what if i c u wif her?
-my ferst post wif color!

hey hey
now on the phone wif izyan and hariz.
confrencing ah.
haha..stupid seh.
walau..i came back at ard 2.30pm liddat.
finish exam at ard 10 liddat,
haha..came home at 2 siaa!
haha...lepak at sch for abt...
2hrs?
haha..a ctualli weanna study.
but we all no mood.
history paper juz now was okay ah.
forget abt de impregnable forest.
damn! i cud haf done dat ques.
i forgot wad dat was??!!
stupid seh. haiz...
den tmr maths and science...
damn!
my weekesst subjects!
i hate sciencxe.ah-chu gave us notes n quests.
haiz. damn it lah..
den maths...aarrggh!
i duno dose intrest stuffs..
im not intrested lah.
i only wanna concentrte on algebra.
haiz...chiken lah;
k ah ppl.
juz found out dat in sec3, total marks 4 maths is 180!!
damn it lah!!
i cant do it mann..
geez.
k ah, bye ppl.
take czare.
all de best 4 u guy's exam.
buhbye.
++180?!

hey dere..
back early today..ard 4pm.
went to north pont
haha..gler. tmr exam can still go jln2 ah..
very gud..
haha..no lah, im damn bored. no one at canteen per?..
so me, izyan, nanaj, nanas and pak tam go ah.
actualli, pak tam has been going to alot of places wf us.
i kinda dun lyk it.
yalah, i noe ur "gerl" always wif us. but sumtimes we gerls need our own time u noe,
lyk, hey? dont u feel left out or anything? lyk, i do pity u leh..
but haiz..wad to do..gotta avoid u someway, somehow den..hehe.
so bad seh me..
HISTORY MID YEAR 205
oops, i mean 2o05 yah..hehe:P
kk...i juz need to memorise de source base techniques and im off, ready 4 de exams..
and i guess i'll be staying up late tonite..
realli gotta catch wif school work and stuffs..haiz..
leceh lah..why got all dis exam thingy...ugh-
im scared, den thursday maths.
MAMPOS! i'll die a tragic death man!
darn,
well, now i wanna eat, den watch teevee..
den go online fer a while den go take my sis
den onkine again, den eat bread, den go bath den
den den den den...
STUDDYY!!!
haiz, sian ppl..
sian!
geez...k'ah
dats all fer today..
haf a gd day or wadeva yah,
n yah. saw rachel twice at NP..hehe...she NP gerl uh? (:
k...bye peeps! ake carw!
++dont wanna think abt u

boy, it sure feels good back here in spore!
2days 2 nights at jhor, kg bahru, sungei telor, no.27
haiz...back at yishun!
staying dere was fun...sleepy all the time ah.
haiz...
actuali thot of revising dere..
but in de end, i was either sleeping or watching teevi.
hah..no mood seh.
so hot summore..
den see angse,..haha..noisy as ever..
go kolam,[big pond], de air turon giler nyer!
haiz..cian fishes² tu..
den today go home.
cik noh took us home..
go carrefour shoping
RM 300+++ n a few cents..
fuu yoo! shoik sia!
lyk juz putting all de items into de cart...haha..
den bought tako yaki balls.
haha..got offer on labour day..
RM 2.50 for one box...buy one get one free..best ah..
den i forgot to buy chewing gam..haiz..sorry ppl.(:
den go home...
wah..de ride was so long man..
oh yeah, did i tell u when i was at de custon, chop pasport one?
after dat we took de undergrnd route to get to city sq ah..
den while walkying, de tongue, my shoe sole lah,
came off.haha...so paiseh..den i walk lyk one idoit liiddat
den reach city sq buy shoe, slipper i mean, or sandal?
go bata, no size..my size all finshh..
den go bonia..sembonia ah..see shoe..wah...so cool..
find size, no sixe..kk..take another pair, got sieze,
but dun match wif me...take another pair.
got size n i lurve it!
al thou it might be obit..hehe..
den i go surf shop...dose roxy, quik, ripcurl shoplah..
cool siak! i was lyk, eh, if convert. he cheper seh!
den i was aming 4 de volcom case.
RM 39.90
maybe de roxy watch..RM 349.80++
hmm...or de quik bag..RM 229...++
ahaha...
and dat micey mouse shoe[slip-ons] lyk dose Vans shoe lah.
but dis is mickey nse
dunno if wanna get mickye mse or backgrnd..see ferst de $$ lah.
hmm..den dere was dis cute, ultra cute guy in de shop, trying out jackets..
omg...cair dokk! aahhh...cute seh...i think spore. well, shud be spre..
maybe he's in sec2 or 3
ehehe...can a
haha...gler.

i cried. i laughed. i smiled. i groaned. i sighed.
why? why? why?
why me? why me?
++earth angel, the one i adore..