mood swings people. seriously.

i talked to min, so, rudely. and, i think i suck. booooo.

i updated alot just now. and bloody IE had to close down. like, wth.
mood swings sucks.



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, mampos.

hello hello! ahaha. today is a err, boring day la. it started of, quite badly. ok, maybe not badly lah. ahhaha.


went to school with lisah. she was sad la. suffering from depression? i pity her. and her ******? artpiece. it was horrible. i pitied her laaa. hais.

amazing how that one man, can change your entire life. JUST, ONE MAN.

ok, back. so, school was pretty fine. there were some misunderstandings, and some bitching around. i prefer not to know anything, so it'll be safe la. well, 3 period of math, is actually okay. it wasn't that bad afterall. we get to laugh at our dear teacher. i suppose, he got loads of dance moves. every sentence he speaks, we will tilt his head, and his hands in the air. i guess, he goes for line dancing practices at the CC. lol.


the rest of the day, was okay la. and again, i feel sleepy in chem class. AAAAAAAAAAAH. it's boring la. wth. so, didnt go to the CIP after school. going on a later date. so, defender trng, midfield, striker trng all postponed. all thanks to the primary school match. so we didnt use the field. how sad. but, we soccer ppl played volleyball. and yat peo and malik was there too. hahaha. orang swerve, kiter serp!. hahaha.

played 2-a-side after their match. sial ah, heart pain sia. i didnt feel like playing. my goal kick was like, low balls. and, even if it went up. just till your ankle. that length. like, wth sia. and, it would just go till the err, the opponent's striker. yeah. that far. SIAL AH. HEART PAIN SIA. knn. i told mrhasrin, "cher, i dun wanna take goalkick animore." he was like, no no. u all defenders, take turn. ah, damnit.
lepaking session at kama was just a lil bit of takraw and alot of headings. ahhahaha.


went home. and, tralalala. 4 tests tmr. like, wtf sia..BIO, FNN, GEOG and MATHS. knn sia. im soooooooooooooo gonna fail my maths. cheetut.

k la. wanna do my essay, and call that small boy. bye!

goodnight baby.


hello hello people. did i blog yday nite? i dunno, but, whatever. yesterday was a fun day la. but, a bit boring here and there. so, mardhia and izyan and me.


we went to the national library. at bugis there la. NAFA. we were lost along the way. hahahaha. i just told them, let's just follow the banners. lol. and at the other side of the road, there were banners, heading towards bugis vilage. haha. so, in the library. we went up to the 11floor, thinking to study there. but, bags werent allowed. so we went to the 9th floor, then same situation. then just went to the central libabry at B1. ahha. fukin silent. i could hear myself fart or like,anything la! fukin quiet. was quite annoying la. so, i did my hmwk while listening to my mp3.

after that, grabbed a bite at bugis, kfc. then took some neos. it was like fuk la. haha. very very weird. my face sucked. hahahaha. but, it was alright ah. then, from bugis, we walked to esplanade to chill there.

at the memorial, loads of skinhead sial. fukin scary. i was like, omfg. if i see my bro there, i won't apporach him. wakakkakakka. so, there was some err, Hip Hop Hurray. and, it was packed la. dunno why yday got lotsa punks. hahah. and, cuties. lol. and, GAYS! and rademo dudes. and some skaterboys. HEARTS.

went to the rooftop to chill, and saw the BBOYS (602). they just had their performance at woodlands la. yea, iz and mard went to look for #10 while i sat there alone ah. luckily, SHAR and ADAM came to the rescue! along with haiku and irfan. hahahahhahahaha.

home at 11.15. i forgot abt that dumb curfew. heh! talked to min, then confrenced with shar, adam, haiku and nadia. ahhahah. cute la. and, it was fun! wheeeeeeeeeeeee. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee/

ok, gtg. my mom's back with pizza. I NEED FOOD LA, WALAU. ok. bye

good evening stones.



godamnit. once she knows, the whole world knows.

hello hello helloooooooooo. i apologise for no blogging this few days, cause my comp lags like fuk. yeh. all thnx to that dumbfukbrainless dear brother of mine. ;)

yesterday school was alrite. i always fall asleep during Chemistry. i just can't help it! so, yadayadayada.


after school, went home with lisah and min. the bus was hell crowded. was annoying la. urgh. went home with lisah, then my mom saw us. she was like, "saper pompuan tuh? kawan baru pe?" "tk la, kawan class ah. bdk baru ah die...long story ah" and i walked away.

we had a match later on u see, so i went home changed, took a nap, and msn-ed with azhar, arip and mark. got my boots ready and met the girls.


YISHUN against GREENVIEW. i didn't know how greenview is, cause i didnt play in the match, last year. ALL BECAUSE OF BAND. AND IT WAS JUST A REHERSAL. that time, i was so pissed at mstan, i didnt play at all. fccccccccccck.

so, i was in the first11 yesterday, playing right back. my goalkick sucks. seriously. i hated it so much. i told mrhasrin i dun wanna take the goalkick nimore. and he laughed and walked away. wth laaaaaaaa.

so, it was a draw. actually, the game was ours. we drew to a weaker team. im kinda dissapointed in myself. i missed some balls. it was, sad laaaa. but, i managed to clear some balls. some kid i was marking, she went,"sadiyah, sayidah". then i looked at her, and gave her this hello-can-u-see-a-ball-is-coming?-go-after-it-and-i'll-catch-you look. heh. dumbgirl. but, she was cute la.

in the first half, i tried to catch up with the striker, she was good i must say. she grabbed my shirt, and i fell. and, still pulling me. i was like, WTH!!!. but, just chill la. nk marah buat ape kan. bukkannye darah bnyk kluar siol. aah.

after the game, mrhasrin briefed us. it was sad la. mard cried. veryery saddening, hope we win the nxt match. =)

heading to town with the sistars. -___-''
ok, crap.


sometimes i think, which group do i fit into? ok, ZUL is always with MALAH. ok. RIDWAN is always with LISAH and SYA. NINA is always with MARD and IZ. me? im just floating along with everyone. there's no one i can depend on. ok, so im ok with everyone in the class. that's a good sign. but, aaaaaaaaaah. ppl dun even think abt me. they just, SIGH. the purple grass situation is back. wtf la. i need someone.


"i cant sleep, i cant dream tonight. i need somebody and always"

good morning sleepy head.

hello people. today's poa test was okay. i forgot to study for it. hah hah hah.

i love justin and jonathan and jeremiah, during POA lesson. they rock the lesson la. hehe. cute summore. and, mak is soooo annoying, but cute. lol.


my comp got virus sial. knn. all thnx to my fukin bro. fukin pissed! like, wtf! aaaaaaaaah. fuk la. omfg. like, hw many fuks are in this paragraph. gawdamnit.


school was fine. oh! suppose to meet min at the same place, same time to go to sch together with iz n lisah. but but but, he buih-ed us. bloody hell. hah! he was late alrd. aaaaaaaaaaah. then, i called him, bublesaur. and, he was like, eh! tak la! bulbasaur. hahha. nenek kau bulbasaur.

errm, im bored. im bored. entertain me people. my previous bill, i msged too much. 1235 smses. i was like, omfg, wth?!?!?! damnit.

OH PEOPLE, IM USING MY PREPAID NUMBER WITH EFFECT FROM 1ST MARCH ONWARDS TILL I DUNNO WHEN. MSN ME IF U WANT THE NO. ALRITE? THNX.


watched the match after school. the guys match ah. they against sports school. and, jojo played in the 2nd half! and, he saved the godamn ball. hahaha. congrats jojo. but, we lost la. sad sad sad story. it was like, after they SS scored, we were like, talking abt how and, noooo, they cant score n stuffs, and they alrd scored another goal. hahah. magnificent. they were attacking most of the time. our defensive was not that great la just now. they did their best. ahahha. arip jugak, power. lol.


lepat as usual. lol. kama kama kamamamama. u rawk. i just sat there, enjoying the evening breeze, and listened to my mp3. watching ppl play ball and takraw and i just sat there, thinking.

CRAP.

ok, wanna eat and do my fnn coursework.

goodnight emofuks.

hello people. today, i went to school at 7.15am. i reached school at that time. hahaha. well, because i went to the mrt at 6.55 and met iz and min ah. hhahahahaha. yey, it was fun walking to school. the breeze, the sight, the scenary. beautfiul la.


school was fine. and, to think that POA test was today. most of them thought it was today. but, that bloody mary postponed it to tmr. geees! well, what else? oh, cooked mushroom omelette for FNN. was pissed at my partner la. she changed without teacher knowing, then she cooked the wrong thing. damnit. i just felt like taking the knife and chop her up. man!! gawddddddd.

maths remedial after school was sucky. he went thru the math test. and, holy cow. i failed, again. like i expected. ahahha. me and amirahIS, ahahha. paham2 ah eh. x) went for band after remedial.

before that, was standing at the window, watching the sec1 soccer girls playing their soccer. impressing guys, i shud say? ahha. and they were doing drop kick. like, wth. haha. passing blom pass, nk dropkick. pe dahhh! urgh. little annoying kids. BWAHBWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHbwah.

band was, sucky. i just wanted to sleep man! grr. people were soooooo cold towards me. like, wth siak. wth did i dooo? ah. sometimes, i feel like giving up 840853. but, it's gonna be a fukin waste la. aaaaaaaaaaaah. dumbdumbdumb.

min buih-ed me after band, thought of going home with him, but he got some family stuffs. so, i just watched the girls trained. ahha. and, min asked me to go NP. see see stuffs. so, i went. hahaha. met him at GV. saw band peeps. haha. jangan salah anggap sudah. heh!! then, send him to bustop. i dunno why i did that. i was too bored la, i didn't wanna go home. then, went back to the interchg and went home.


ok, goodnight roses.

hello people. today, i was annoying in the morning. i was too happy lar. haha. well, i came to school at like, 7am! ahhaa. like, whooooa!

if usually, i would like, be wearing my socks at that time. but! haha. thnx to min la. he was my alarm call. haha. he called me at 6am just now. and, i delayed my bath timing, and went back to sleep, and went to bath at 6.20. hahahaa. im a happy chiken. i told everyone, i got to school early. i went to the 2/7 table just now. then nicholas was like, OMGOMGOMGOMG. is that saiyidah? like, what is she doing here? at this time!?!?!?! ahahhaha. cute la my friends. =)


err, nothing much today la. suppose to go for POA remedial, but i was toooo lazy. hehe. just went to northpoint with lisah. saw syarfa and her friendly frens. then, saw arseykin. hahahha. mrs puff kebadom. haha. sengau la she. lol. then went to meet the sistar. boredom. haha.

then, home.and confrenced with min iz me. hahaa. tmr, i dunno how. min shall call me! yey yey yey.
i got my personal call alarm system. hahaha. yey. tmr, i shall go to sch, VERY EARLY, like mad. hahahaha.

dah la, i wanna dwnld songs for tt budak. gtg! byebyeeeeeeeeeeee. and, i got poa and and and i haven do my essay. knn la.


goodnight f.

hello people. today is a boring day.

oh, min counted, i slept for 14hrs ydae. and he calls me a living corpse. like, wadaaaaa.


i just found out that, one of my guy friends, wears eyeliner, at home! ahahahah. cute la, katerkan, bluek.
today is pure boredom. haha, boredomnation. SHEEEEESH. shoot me.

im like, practically using the comp the whole day, and i feel like, changing my skin. but, some seem to like it. oh well, shall wait for another week.

hmwk, hmwk. last week's, last year homework all pilling up. oh wells, that bloody loh hasn't asked for the maths assignment, so, who fkin cares? bwahhahahahhaha. oh btw, shaun says, i laugh like a kambing. hha.

baabaaabaaahaha.



tmr, sucks. i hate monday. bluek. i hate pms. it's so annoying, and so troublesome siak. hai hai haiiii.
monday got 3 periods of maths. like, wth! damnit.


im bored. just now, in the afternoon, i chatted with apekgay and champion. and, always i need to give someone a kiss. wahhahahahaha. they were like, "eh shidah, aku nk kiz. cpt! aku nk blar ni!"

then champion would, "eh pek, kau tkmo mcm2 eh. shidah aku nye ah siak."
and pek will go, "eh, shidah. kau ckp, kau saper nye?"
and i went, " aku tkder orang nye. aku heart href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6098/373/1600/060219_212329.jpg">



































lol. just one pathetic blue triangle on my ear. oh wells,

goodday beans.


hello people. today is one boring day la. i just slept for 5hrs after i bathed. hahahaha.


woke up at like, 12. actually thought of meeting up with min to pass the charger. but, i was lazy and he was already out la. so, after surfing the net, bathed and continued my net stuffs. then went to sleep. woke up to call someone, and continued sleeping. and, woke up at 7.30 and didn't realise that i was still online. hahaha. abt 5 ppl chatted with me, and they went offline already. SORRY PEOPLE.


woke up, bathed and all, and went out for syarahan at northland primary there la,657 i think. been soooo long since i walked that way. yeah. i just sat there, not understand what the uztaz said. i don't uderstand laa! why can't they have it in english. hahaha. oh wells, some jokes were lame too la.

like:

kalau bawak payung? kene hujan tak?
ans: kene hujan la.

i didn't get it in the first place, till i made that L sign. hahaha.
haha. hahahahahaaaaa

i feel like changing my skin. this one is like, too much. too much of the girl's scribbly face. haha.

i don't wanna help you two already. i don't want to be the middle person. i don't want to be the cause of anything. i'll help, but it depends on the situation. and, it was nice helping you two.

goodnight syg.























promise me.

hello people. today is a painful day. i got 2 ulcars. and, it's damn painful and irritating. one on the lips. eh, no. behind the lips on the right and on the left. oh! and a new baby ulcar at the back there. blakang skali. that's why i didn't go to band. i guess it'll hurt even more. SHEEEEEEEEEEESH!

so, school was alright. was almost late to school. i woke up damn late. almost going to 7 sial. then, rushed to school. then, gave min my mp3 la. he wanted to borrow. yeah, during ss, got back the test. just passed. then had eng essay test. i wrote abt Curiosity. wrote abt this heart broken, and he cut his wrists. hahaha. dumb assholes. i named him eric. haha. ERIC DILL! haha.

after recess, chem. got back my test paper, and got a B4!! haha. boleh la. i passed both my sciences. yey yey yey. then, something happened la. sya was mad and pissed off. and, im godamn fucked up. heh.


went to the guys match after school. took 800 with the guys. yeah. they versus northland just now. and, it was one tough match. two goals scored by mr.champion and another by mr.hitam. ahahha. that pooh/mickey lover. it rained during the match. and, puddles of water everywhere. and, it was hard to predict where the ball would drop from the sky. i mean like, kalau ader goal/free/drop kick la. hehe. and, and, and. a guy asked for my number. ahha! if cute tkper. muker square. hehe, :P just because i disturb him la. cause he was so annoying. heh! at least, sul got no.5. he wasn't that cute, but he got the charms la. hehehe. and,he looks like a geek with glasses. :X


then, back to school. didnt lepak at the usual place. oh wells, what to do. i miss kama laaa. haha. baru satu hari sial. hhe. went to the newly renovated place near padang fandi. yeah. and and and, it was goddamn boring. i just set there on the bench, and faizal joined me. heh. i just sat there with the stucked up face and listened to nana's mp3. and, and, and. i hate hasyrul la. he wabnted to throw his cigarette butt at zal, but kene my shirt. knn! now, got holes siak. fuk u la hasy. urgh. and he just gave that sorry, sorry look. ntah ikhlas ker tak. KAU BELIKAKN BAJU BARU AH SIAK. bluek.

left there early and went home. ate some potatoes and carots and cabbage and dory fish and chiken. with thousand island dressing.

hahahaha, yeah. that's all lar.
goodnight, u.

im tired.

band photo was alright. i was kinda freaked out, by the sec1 malay girls. they saw fadil walking towards their direction and they went, "omg! he's so cute! ish!!" then, took their cam hp and took fadil's pic. haha.i bet their jealous he did my tie for me. haha. no la, he just helped me. hahha. hai budak....

i had band phototaking, and had to rush home for soccer training. im a busy busy busy woman. GAWDAMNIT.

i think im tired, but i don't think i am. im talking to a person over the phone. and, it's so annoying as the person on the other line is DUMB. ahah.. keep quiet only. and says, "ish, asal siak" over and over again.


im sleepy la. oh, arif. im waiting for my bandong alright. and min, 100 plus ah sial!


ok, i got no mood to blog la. GIGI SUCKS. kau terasa, tu kau peh pasal ah siak.

*forever love forever dream.

goodnight liars and cheaters.























*PIC OF THE DAY*. my boyfriend cute right? but, he shy ah, take picture. he go cover his face. alah, wasted.

hello people. i don't fit in the group larh. people leave me alone. they don't hink about me. they don't care. and, like, why should i care? omfg. this is soooooooo annoying la. argh.


total defence was was just an ordinary day in school, where we were given rations and, skipped POA lesson. thnx to water wallay! haahah. no, water wally. hahaha. some talk on water thingy. aseembly programme was intresting. haha. and, that guy (the actor with the specs) has nice hair! ahaha. so, flat down. all the way downnnn. haha, yeah. then, had soccer photo taking after school. and, to think that we were gonna take pictures all together. the c, b and girls division. haha. but, we took seperately. haha. bole laaaa. cute!

then, went to the guy's match with sengkang. during the first half, sengkang was like, leading la. not more than 10 mins gitu, they scored. from the centre siak. then, blablablaaaaa. but, we scored in the end. ahha. 4-2. a hat trick from malik, and another from rahim.haha. nice one siakkkkkk.

me, sul, nana was sitting at the field la. then, when the senkang guy wanted to take the freekick near our place, we disturbed him. he was jersey, no. 21. then, when he wanted to kick, we were like, eh! 21! ahahahaa. then, he even got time, to turn back and smiled. hahahahaha.

sul managed to get somthing.miza was against it. me and nana just asked her to go for it. hahahaha. cutela. i wonder how it issss.....8-)


then, played our *soliball. soccer and volleyball combined. haha. SHAKALAKAS AND DENGZ. yey. haha. kecoh siak.

yeah. then, playplay, go home ah. tmr got band phototaking. wtf. leceh siol. then, got trng. haiyaaaaaaaaaa. just feel like, wearing my puma for band photo and trng. lazy siak. dah ah, gtg.

i think, *_n is a nice boy. and, whoever gets him, is one lucky lady. may the best girl, gets him. hahahaha.

goodnight princess.


replies to tags. sorry it was late. :))

arsey: ahaah. paham2 la ehk.
mabel: ahhaha. we shall miss big-eyed! :) hearts!!
shar: ader jek tau, si shar ni. haha
kakak: wow, u rmbred u watched tt. hha
kakrin: no la, i went last sat, then on thurs i upload the pic. haha.
kiki: ahahha. thnx kiki!!!!!!!!
ikyn: u rock tooooo! tc!
nadia: haha. madia!! aah. i was sick of tt old one la.
shahid: i know, i know it's nice. :):)
sya: haha. they're not as se-crazy as u! eheh. err, which drema? yg FNN test eh? haha. AKU NAKKK
arisa: hahahahah. i dun even noe tt guy, oh wells! ahah. congrats anws.
shar: eh, sial ahhhh. u anyhow seh! hah. where got manly. but, i know u were shocked! ahaha. thnx anws. +)






hello! so, today is valentines day. it wasnt that bad la. it was just an ordinary day, where my friends and ppl wish each other a happy v'day. haha. yeah. we had out class photo taken! ahah. and, it was like, kinda fast. hehe. the fun shot was cute. the first shot i think it was fisheyed. cause, we were squeezing la. hha. and the 2nd one, kiut lar. hahaha.



lessons today was okay. wasn't that bad la. hehe. after school had remedial. haha. didn't even do the worksheet. like, half of the class escaped remedial ah. ahha. im a gd girl! eheh. me and my girls just camwhored in class with our camera phones. hahahah. then, i was stressed up ah. deciding whether to go for band prac or soccer. went to soccer trng instead because, tournament in a week's time. band? i don't know lar. sigh sigh sigh.

oh, *i_ asked me to give his gift to *_a. *i_ was stressed. and, was segan ah. damnit. haha. and, i gave it to *_a lor. haha. but, she was a lil, i dunno. mad? shocked? paisey? aaaaaaaaaaiyo.

ader mak die gi bebual ngn aku, die suro aku tido atau blaja. sebab aku bebual ngn anak lelaki die, malam2. skg baru kol 11. belom kol 2,3 pagi! haiyo. cik, cik. anak cik pon nak hidop tau! saya tkleh tido, sebab tu saya bebual ngn anak cik sekejap. cik ni, tk paham anak2 sekarang la. ape salahnye sey, bebual at this time. beh cik slalu bebual ngn member cik, dah mengumpat dan mem-brag pasal orang pasar ke ape ker, bole ehk? haiyooo. ni la, orang2 tua.

trng just now was alrite. nicole broke the needle for the pump. and, i played soccer using my puma streetsoccer. ahaha. played 8aside. haha.i cleared most balls. and, i kicked diana in the stomach. but, thank goodness it wasn't bad. hehe. maaf yer! ehehe. other than that, it was ok la. then, lepaked and played with nana's chapteh. me and izyan was mad, we were the re=prek! hahaa. (re-free ah). then, played crap-volleyball. ahhaha. the SHAKALAKAAS vs DENGS. sha grp= nina, iz, mard, nana. deng grp= me, zaida, malah, nicole. sul betrayed us. hahaha.

dah la,
goodnight nadya.

























ish. cute nye!


NOW, WHICH ONE???
KK, I HAVE THE ONE WITH GLASSES AT NIGHT, AND THE ONE WITH BLACK NAILS THE WHOLE DAY. YEY!

hello good citizens. today, is a great day. because i came to school when the first bell rang. AMAZING! wanyu was like, "omg. you're soooo early sia" ahahah. first time i went to school, watching people stil; chit chatting, playinh basketball and shits. haha. HOW COOL IS THAT?? right..


alrite, today's lesson was kinda boring. PE! haha. mardhia was my motivator. she ran the last round with me. ahahah. and, i didn't even stop! oooooh ooooooooh. my timing was 17.50 ahahaha. (*i can't run laaaaaa). then followed by eng in the comp lab. haha. me and mard didn't do anything siaaaaa. mampos! haha. then, recess then maths. OMFG. like!! 3 goddamn period sia. and, we have a test on friday. like, wth!?!?!?! he's mad la. and he stinks. and he smells. :) haha.

chem was goddamn boring. i fell asleep and amirah had to wake me up every 10mins cause teacher was looking at me. oh wells. stupid la. after school, i tell you. IT WAS PLAIN CRAP AND CRAP LAAAAAAAA. dumb vice principal. he asked the whole dumb school to stay back, just because we pronounced his name wrongly, and made a joke out of it. heh! die tu, mcm tk biaser gitu sey. then, if teacher's pronounce our names wrongly. like, wth siak!!! urgh. i guess he's hated by many ah. hehe!


tmr valentine's day. and, and, and. it sucks la. got band, got trng. fuhhhhhhhhh. wat sia. ashraf asked me to be his valentine. ahahhahahahhaha. he was like, "u, u nk jadi my valentine tk?" then i was like, OMFG. I DUN EVEN NOE U SIA. U'RE JUST A MSN FREN. AHAHHA. then i just blocked him. wahhahah. crap la he. i think i need to sms him. yeah.

so, i just wanna wish those couple or loners or groupies celebrating tommorow, A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. <3333333333333>

alrite then. i think, i wanna end it here. s__ is such a lucky girl. she got _i_. _i_ is a nice guy la. his story touched my heard yesterday. it was about his, err. nvm.

goodnight couples.
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hello people. so, how is my new skin? hahaha. something darker than the previous MYINSECURITY. ahha. alrite. i think the font suck. must search for more simple fonts. haha. over with that.

yesterday, YSSB performed at some lunarnewyear concert. and, we got 4bucks each! like, how cool is that?? you get 4dollars for performing! ahaha. now, i love auntygwen for inviting us. haha. but, she sucks on other days. :P


just now, i had a blast. i love my adek, lydiana. I LOVE HERRRRR!! it was her birthday ah. so, we went uh. soccer gals. i mean, the kiter2 la. hehe. met up with mard, miza, sul, mal, nina and iz. the guys were too late. so, just went ahead. it was very shoik la! hehe. ahha. the food was marvellous. pizza, fries, meegoreng, fried chiken, potato salad and stuffs like that. then, slowly nana's aunt left. then we girls had our soccer discussion. and, talked abt people. hehe! yeah, it was like, team bonding la. and, making our friendship more, errm. closer? haha. yeah. fun la, then the guys came at abt, maghrib gitu. then, lepaked at kama for awhile, and left home.

it was great la.



VALENTINES DAY. on tuesday.

godamnit. im sad, im sad, im sad. i was looking forward to it. but! but! but! this had to happen. who's fault was it? was it mine? or was it yours? what do you want me to do? i feel bad somehow.. do you feel the same? my inbox is sooooooo empty. i need them to be full with your msgs. now, *sigh*....

fuk valentines.
goodnight cupid.














I don't want to talk about it,
how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart,
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.

hello people. well. actually, err. school was alright. ended at 12pm cause of the teachers whatever yusheng dinner. or lunch. chem test wasnt that bad either. except that chromatography qns. and, i was late to school. AGAIN. omg. the 2nd time alredy. heh.

right. so, we're having our first soccer match. THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T ATTEND BAND PRAC TODAY. ok, we were against woodlands. well, actually. their school wasn't that good you see. they just have 2 FAS players. one striker, and the other one stopper. and, they can run. and kick too. just like my team. nina was made the keeper, cause sul was injured. nina wasn't prepared to be the keeper and all. she was just, shocked! but, no choice. she was the keeper. i gotta admit. the girl, no.5 that i was marking all the time, was a good runner. i couldn't catch up with her la. and, she scored the first goal. i don't know who's fault it was. i guess it was mine. damnit. i just felt like screaming my lungs out and knock that girls head on the goalpost. and, the second scored, just like that. man.....it was an ole la. the ball went thru nina's leg when she like, err. gitu la. f*ck sak. i don't know who's in the wrong this time. and, then. nana fell in the penalty box or sumthink. then, she took the penalty and she scored. yey-ness. haha. at last. you rock babe. the woodlands people suck. well, aini was cool all the time. no. 10 and no. 18 if im nt wrong. yeah. i just felt like pulling their head off and, let the wild dogs eat it. and their bodies are gonna jump in the field and trying to shoot the goddamn ball. ah.

in the bus otw back. it was very very very hectic. thanks to min for like, sorta cheer me up. hah. *(names shall not be revealed). no.7 was veryveryveryveryvery upset. like, very! i guess she's dissapointed in our team. no.21 was also madsad la. she talked abt it in the bus. damnit. i just feel so useless at that point of time. we then went to sembawang sec. to see the guys match. they weren't leading in the second half ah. then, after their halftime, mrhasrin talked to us. i was kinda sad too la. didn't wanna cry. what he said was true. i told him i wasn't playing 100%. yeah. i guess i was too tired and kept panting. and, my goalkick sucks. and i missed some balls, cause i cant run. i guess, he'll take me out the next game.


then, lepaked at the usual. didee, halim, hasyrul and one other guy was there oso. HASYRUL SUCKS LA SIAL. so action. aaaaaaaah. dumbass. it was boring la. so just sat with nina at the bench listenting to mp3's, izzudin on the left looking at kim's hp, arif and izyan the other left, and dd and zal at the end. haha right.

left when everyone left. aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. walked to the bustop with arif and azhar. that's all. went home, bath and all.

goodnight, la.

in the mrt, to orchard. IZ, NINA, SHID.

















i was broke, so i just watched them shopped. :P


















and again, was bored looking at them shop. so, feeling vain. took some shots.























in the mrt, otw to bugis now.


















in the neoprint booth. while waiting for mard and iz. we whored. x)
























izyan and her mr. Right. hoping he was xxxxx.























groupie. my sisTARS. bugis toilet.

















solo pic. esplanade. presenting, MARDhia























next up, IZyan.






















and the winner is, SHIDah. *and the crowd goes wildddd*






















slpendid.

















i like this one. thnx to the chingay parede.

















and another one.

















when malik and yat joined whoring with us.

















and the girls joined. rahman is a bad photographer. he didn't signal us. so, that explains nina's face. !!!

















and some of the guys. WITHOUT THE STRAWBERRY KIDDOS. aaah.
























hha. ok, that's all lar. today is a boring day. i failed my bio test. haha. wtf. like i fail all my test siak. knnnnnn. and poa too. luckily poa got retest. hahaha. aaaah. im bad, im bad. i suck sial. aaaaaaaaaaah. eng period, we watched this movie, JOY LUCK CLUB. so far, it's great. aaaha. imagine you have to get married when you're 15 and you have no idea how he looks like, and how his family was. haah. she married this fat guy, who's a bigfat liar who is afraid to do sex. and on their first night, the wife slept on the floor. the damn husband wants the bed to himself. wth la this ppl. hehhe.

hmm. what else? i fell assleep during FNN test just now. and, mdm roz had to wake me up. and, i had a short dream. someone screaming, "AKU NAAAKKKKKKKKKK!!!

kk. that's all. match tmr. wish me luck! =)

goodnight emily.



















shid: shut your lips!
izyan: im happyyyyyy!
nina: how? cute tak?


RIGHT.....

update tmr. loads of hmwk.


haha. im driving min mad. he is driving me mad too. AAAAAAH. SUNGGUH KECOH LA.

k, chau.

goodnight frogs.

hello there! hha. today, is a good day. yeah, except the 3 period of maths.....yeah. i was late to school just now. heh. when me and miza reached the big clock, 812 just passed, and it was already 7.30am...heh. got an offence slip. ah. curse that yellow piece of paper. heh heh hehhh. then, jabar, irfan i think, got caught for their coloured socks. heh. im lucky, not to be caught. heh!!!


so, today after school, went to watch the guys match. YSS vs YTSS at canberra sec just now. i got to say, the first half, was kinda boring. not that exciting. but, during the second half, it was more, violent and stuffs. ok, maybe not violent. just, more exciting. they guys kept rolling. and, falling, and, like. missed the ball. it was kinda irritating la. ehe..but, we scored 4 goals! hehe. 2 from yat, and 2 from malik. and none from mr champion. ahahhahaha. and, he still wants his bandong. lol. and this time, i took the bus. and, mr hasrin did a headcount before leaving. hahahahahaha. yey. me and malik are in the bus. hhe.

at kama, we lepaked as usual. hahahaha.then something happened to weeweeeee. all of us were like, shocked la. shaun already apologized and he was just joking man. perhaps, weweee took it to heart. geees. and, yat was like. tkleh angakt oso, then go kenekan die. mrhasrin had to pujok him ah. then, slowly, the guys, arif, haikal, zal all, made him laugh. haha. so, it was already night time..we're still there...mr hasrin bought us dinner...shared the nasilemak with haikal. thought of, aaah. tkper. ehh.

then, azhar asked me if i was walking home. so, just walked home with him la. haha. he got me air bunga. lol. i'll just get him bandong la, the next time he scores hahaha. so, while walking, we crapped la. then, he called him mom, as his house no one. and he scared to be alone at home. then, suhaimi stopped us, haha. he was cycling. he wanted to go to NYP. to take his pay. oh cool. so, since we're walking the same way, azhar and suhaimi sort of send me back home. hahahahah. till the bustop uh. then, we walked our seperate ways.


abt *'s case, i shall let it rest. i don't want to know anything already. forget it.

and,it was nice, of someone to send me back home. how secured. hahahahaha.


test tommorow. and, i love nat. and, min is a diffrent person. unlike other guys. he loves studying. something new, i;ve discover abt him. and, he found out that im scared of ghosts and stuffs. hahahahaha. right.

goodnight soccer dudes.

hello! today, is another boring day. if only, i could go to town to lepak again. nyeahahhahahahah. just slacked at home. bathed at 4pm. haha. chatted with arif and azhar. THEY CUTE LAAAAAAAA. pujok me and stuffs. they made me smile. you two rock. ONLY IN MSN. hahahah.


so, just used the comp....till kak rin asked me out. we thought of visiting our aunt. hahaha. weird huh? so, we went to her workplace. at novena....yeah. she's the admin person at some Music Tec. so, u ppl wanna enrol, just go to goldhill centre ah. they have piano lessons. yeah.

so, kak rin and we did some tunes on the clavinova. hahaha. acted as if we were real pianist. hehe. and, yeah. we rocked the house! hahaha. yeah right.. then, headed to toapayoh. me and kakrin thought of taking neoprints with our aunt. but, she wanted to go to tpy. oh wells. nxt time laaaaaa. hehe. ate ban mee. nice la. bole tahan. hehe, then walked ard courts. while my aunt looked at the canopy beds, washing machine, fridges, laptop and shits. ahah. yeah, then headed back to HDB HUB. they got some earings. haha. i have no holes! err, earhole la. alah, lobang la. boohoooo. hehe. crapt.

yeah, so that's abt it. tomorow, the guys having match. wonder how tmr gonna be like. i hope there's trng. haha. if got nuthin on, i might go to the match ah.. i betted with azhar. and, arif wants me to go..so, we'll see. haha. and i think malik wants me to stay with him after every match. so, we could miss the bus again. AHAHHA. great. -.-''


2.4km tomorow. damnit. im lazy laaaaaaaaaa. wtf. dah ah, i wanna continue listening to malay songs, and do my hmwk. and, think over abt *.

*isn't it nice to have someone send you back home, till your doorsteps and kiss you goodnight?

goodnight _____.


here's the neos, i took yday at bugis. hope it's clear!

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i look cute!!


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lol. if mardhia smiled, we could have a nice, pretty photo. i think i look good! nyeahahah. right. i should smile, with my mouth closed more. ;)

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this is boring. the machine acted to fast. so, we just gave a pathetic smile. :)

hello people! i just got home, well a few minutes ago. haha. today was great! if only i could like, stay there till err, 1 plus? haha. right... so, it started like, this..

met izyan at the bustop. haha. she dresses well. x). so, waited for nina to come, as she need to do her prayers. ahaha. she wore some tanktop and a jacket. yeah. so, went to yishun mrt to meet mardhia and her sister. saw YSS peeps. jiawe, jabez all. they're going to toyol jongang's house. haha. and, saw fadiana there. yeah. so, boarded the train and headed to fareast to eat. went to cahaya. haha. that aunty cute la, we ordered 2 milo, and 2 bandong. so, we were like, "kk aunti, dong and lo ah." hah. and, she danced away to the kitchen saying dong and lo over and over again. heh! then, walked around fareast. and, headed for bugis. nina wanted to get some pumps. like, those shoe pump. haha. flats la. hahahaha. kau pikir, pam angin kapeee.

right, so at bugis, walked around. eye-ing stuffs. haha. i didn't get anything sial. i was broke lor. so, the other girls did their shopping, and their clothes/acceries/shoes hunting. while i camwhored nina's camera. (*as usual) haha. kat saner, ader jugak uh, cun2. haha. one even like, "assalamualaikum!" and, like duh. i replied back. haah. cute. izyan got her like, polka dot, errm. victorian ruffled collar kinda shirt. mardhia got her, top. half jacket, and nina her black shiny gliterry pumps. and, we bought nana a nike bag! haha. yupyup. it was beautiful. wonder how she'll re-act to the gift. ehhe. and, i just bought socks. ahha. i got this fetish for socks you see. i go, GA-GA over them. eheh. then, we headed to esplande, to like, see fireworks, and the chingay thingy. and, lepak ah! heeh.


so, went to esplanade roof top. actually just thought of, going to the river-side. but, we just headed up up up. we didn't go to the erm, alah. that place where always alot of people. i just hanged out, with the girls, near the toilet and the, glass thing which pop ups there la. heeh. then, yat msged mardhia, that they were already at esplanade. we saw them. they were like, lookign for us ah. so, we just act as if nothing happen, and we don't know anyting. haha!

so, the people who i can rmbr are : malik, yat, faizal, didee, addy, halim, hasyrul, badim, helmi, rahman, 3 budak strawberry and, another guy if im not wrong. hah.

yeah. when we saw the strawberry kids, we like. OMGOMGOMG. WTH ARE THEY DOING HERE. DAMNIT. THEY SPOIL THE FUN. we were all pissed la. wtf. urgh. but, malik and yat hanged out with me and nina for awhile. mard and nina, walked around. hah. the 4 of us, yat, malik, nina and me camwhored! ahha. cute-ness. and, the fckin strawberry keeps on looking at us. wth. amek gmbr pon tkleh. rahman listens to great music. i like! ahha. must explore his music handphone one day when i lepak with him. YEY! haha. fftl, the used, mcr. woooooooohoo. nice, nice! ahha. i like. err. so, we girls do our stuff. just slack, slack and camwhored. haha. and the guys were doing their things. smoke and stuffs. urgh. and, the kanak2 strawberry? showing off their dance moves. heh. they're cheerleaders. haha. you can't blame them. ahahhahahaha. and, they gelek2 tunjok pantat. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i was like, "can i laugh? or should i scream?" haha. damn it.

left esplanade at abt, 10.45 going to 11. yeah. salamed everyone. ahaha. badim rock ah eh! hehe. halim short siak. addy cute. abg hasyrul? ahah. like siak. he was wearing shades, and when i wanted to salam him, he was like, out down his specs and, salam me. ahaha. wat only. i still hate him, i think. and, i seriously think that salam-ing the strawberryfck was a waste of time. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

went home in the train, all the way to khatib. home, sweeeeeeeeeeeet home. i'll post the pictures once i get them. haha. nina don't know how to start her sisters' camera. hah. she don't know how to change the flash and what the size of the memory card is. ahahah. and, she don't know how to upload pictures. oh well, pictures are to be posted at a later day. so, goodnight all! it's like 12.35am siak. hehe.

goodnight abg.
oh damnit. i want a lipring. saw sooooooooo many lip-piercers at town today. aaah. gawdamnit!

hello people. sorry for not updating yesterday. i can't rmbr anything like, HOT happening yesterday except for training ah. haha. training yesterday was alright. played some balls with the 1989 people, and with tempang. WAHAHHAHA. oh! and many injuries yesterday.... oh wells. malah was absent today, due to her injury yesteday.


so, today, school was fine. haha. kind boring la. just felt like sleeeeeeeeeeeeping thruout. lol went home after school, cause i wanted to watch the guys soccer match later on. so, thinking that there was someone at home. so, i rushed home, to change and do all the necesarry stuffs. ***. when i got home, no one was in there. haha. called up my dad, he said my mom was like, buying some veggies. hah. so, i waited outside the door like some freak. it was like, almost time to meet the restla. so, waited, waited and heard some foot steps. haha. it was my oj n mom! yay-ness. took the keys and changed all, and went to the bustop.

sat with nana in the bus. the guys are having their first match today. canbarra against yishun. haha. we won! 4-0! scored by, Mr Champion, Mehboooooo, Anak Abdullah, and Matin. AHAHAHA. best seh. oh! diniy was playing. for CSS of course. hehe. he played well to, i got to say. some attempts! haha. hope the girls can do as well as the guys! ahah. i need arif to teach me like, THE KEY, TO BE A GREAT RIGHT BACK PLAYER. ahaha. he was great just now! yeah, the next match going on was, Woodlands VS A. Ibrahim. haha. i saw eugene. haha. "ader jugak, cun2". waakakkaka.


alright, here's the BEST part. haha. i called nina and the rest to go to the carpark, as we are gonna leave soon. so, i walked the other way, where malik and shaun were. shaun walked first la. so, i was like, "malik! hurry up!". so, i just left him alone, and walked away. then he was like, "eh! wait up!" and catched up. we were like, walking slowly cause malik's leg had a cramp. yeah, so walked slowly ah. when we reached the carpark, the school bus, was no where in sight. me and malik, like. freaked out a lil. so, we went to the other end. no bus either. luckily, we're in sembawang. not some, jurong, hougang, tampines or what. heh! i called nina, and she said, the bus is already reaching Chom Pang. like, wth?? ahah. malik was like, "eh, siak ah! bad sial! kk, u wait here. i go find muru." mr muru was in the field. watching the nxt match. ai and wdlnds uh. so, i waited at the lobby there. damnit. i was soooooooooo anxious la. like, where is he! asal tk dtg2??? alamak. camne ni!!!. then, i asked nina, fer malik's hp. then, she said malik was already at the field, with muru. and, he forgot all abt me. HOW SAD. haha. i scolded him then. wakakakaka. muru drived us back to chompang after the 2nd half. aaah. kecoh la. then, malik was like, eh. later when they ask you, what transport we took, to reach here, just say, we take taxi ah. erm, say 4 bucks. ask hasrin to pay. then, we 50-50 uh. ahah. i was like, "aaah, anything la. heeh." reach kama already, everyone was like, laughing at us. hahahaha. dumbass. whatever. while lepak-ing, he was like, eh shidah, if got any match or what, u stay with me tau! ahahha. cute-ness. and mizah was all jealous. KAN?? hahaha. no la.


lol. so long. mak aiiii. lepak.... then, didee and halim came. haha. they won their match too. dd scored. aah. right. then, faizal was like, eh! maen playground ah!! so, we went to 723 nd played AEIOU, 3 Blind Mice, Simon Says. lol. but, we play 3 blin mice alot. haha. well, we actually played, just with one mice. haah. yeah. i was made the blind mice twice. ahah. sickening, and dumb i tell you. like, grooping around. haha. with people laughing at you. but, fun la. hehe. didee, halim, mardhia and malik didn't play. boooooo.

went home, and yeah. tommorow's gonna be a great day! can't wait. so, see ya guys. it's like, close to 1am siak. damnit. tataaaaaaaaaaaaa. oh, maybe, it's over between me and him. so, yeah. good night.

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hello people! so, today is a sucky day. because i failed my malay test. YES, FAIL. well, it was expected. cause i kept yawning when i did the test. oh, and like, i don't even know a single word, in the part where we have to consturct a sentence. OMFG. if this goes on, im gonna fail my O's badly siak. bloody hell. my malay sucks like, TOTALLY LA. wtf. i need a malay teacher. who is not toooooooooo malay-ish. ahah. now, that sounds weird. i don't know how im gonna show it to my parents to let them sign it. moooooooooooooomooooooooo.

oh. today i reached the bustop early. before lisah! ahahah. i don't wanna be late on the first day of school right. oh. i saw muhsin! yeap. MUHSINNNNNNNNNN. that solid ghost.wakakakakka. i purposely walked slowly like it was my bridge. hahaha. too bad, he didn't call me or what la. so, reaching the grnd, i wanted to turn. and he was like, "eh shid.". i just laughed and walk away.

school was alright. it wasn't that bad or what, except for POA. my POA mates should know why. i kept turning back, and didn't realise that, that mushroom was calling me. she was like, "table no. 4! table no. 4!" hahaa. izyan was like, 'oi shid! she calling u la!'

shid: ah? yes?
mushroom: what's your problem? why do you keep looking behind??
shid: my pen with her right! i want to do corrections what. (*fck u la. mumbleeeeee)
mushroom: *can't be bothered already*


i told izyan, "eh, what i do sia, just now. she didn't even mention my name!" izyan replied, "ahah. i don't know. but, she called table no. 4"

tralalalla. i can't be bothered sia! then, she called me again. like, what thee....and i didn't notice she called me. gees! well, because i turned behind again. atika was like, 'oi shid!' so i turned laa.
and that talking mushroom was like, screaming into the micrphone.

mushroom: why you turn again!??!?
shid: she call me whatttt.
mushroom: hmm. ok, you answer this qns.
shid: *knn! i havent do la cb!* err, err. (whispers,HOW!)
mushroom: hurry up! don't waste our time.
shid: err, (thanks to the mates i got the answer). assets, errm. plus 2900. err. liabilities, err. err. errrrrrrrrrrrr. (*howwww??)
mushroom: ah, yes? go on..
shid: errm. uh....
mushroom: (with that big eye) obviously you weren't paying attention. no one is to help her!
shid: (mumbling: wth laaa. and starts to giggle for no apparent reason)
shid: err. OE, urm.
mushroom: (starts to explain the discnt received or whatever shit.) do you understand?!??!
shid: ahh, yes teacher. (giggles)



and, yadayadayada.
F tournament against tanjong katong. they drew. draw? alah, 1-1 la. hehe. kesian team die. muahahahahha.

right. so, shahid was chatting with me, and suddenly, he typed, "terry". i was like, wth. HOU KNOW? that's my boyfriend ok. ahahahha. crap.

valentines coming soon. oh sucky sucky. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. help me.

i think my so called, abg hasy is so bad. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


Solid Ghost- My Specs Break KNN! says:
so my sister was right that u were gorgeous in real life

this little game you've got has to end says:
hahah. right....

Solid Ghost- My Specs Break KNN! says:
im serious

aaah. cute la solid ghost heheheehe.i love abg wawan. yey yey yey. heartuheartuheartuheartu.