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i remember-ed

well. i tried clicking 'publish post' but it failed. so im lazy. i got something to share with tha people here.

"Feeling the weight of everything beat upon my back
With each step the loads becomes harder to bear
My breathing keeps faulting as I struggle to deal
My mind is reeling from all I'm thinking
Nothing makes sense anymore
My friends are angry with me
Whispers behind my back
Turning to find the shadows of my friends disappearing
The harsh sound of rebuke falls upon my ear
I come back to attention
I want to scream, to rip my hair, to fall over and cry
But I can't show that I'm under more stress than I appear
I must not cry, or scream.I have to deal with everything
But it's so hard to stay awake
It's so hard to smile and to laugh
I want to dance around and sing
But I don't have enough joy inside of me to
So I trudge on, through the work and hate
Hoping that one day I'll get a break"
- Sekuria on dA

suprise

"HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY"

;)

smeared lipstick on your face

I've been tagged by Fiera.

1) At what age do you wish to marry? - when i think its right which should be around 24-28.

2) How many children do you want? - i kinda want 2 kids only. see how ah.

3) What I want the most now? - go on a vacation

4) What are your future plans? - good qns. pass maths. enter poly. get a great course. find a boyf. work more seriously and... get married. -_-

5) If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what will it be? - world peace. no war/arguements/complaints/misunderstandings.

6) What are you afraid to lose now? - family and friends

7) Which is worst, sarcasm or honesty? - none actually.

8) From the first letter of your name, what would the letter best describe you? - splendid

9) How strong(in your heart) can you be? - hmm. untill i just feel like breaking down. (shud tt be the answ?)

10) What are the requirements that you wish from other half? - share personal intrest and _____

11) Which type of person you hate most? - rude ones

12) Do you cherish every single of your friendship? - yes, wait. some only. not all. cause yeaaah..

13) Will hating somebody make you forget him/her? Why? - yes. tts the only way for me.

14) What do you think is most important thing in your life? - my house and family

15) Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - depends. cause sometimes, you just need somebody. well, everyone needs everybody.

16) What do you want your friend to be like? - like this > ^_^v

17) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes? - smiling, carefree person.

18) If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change? - character? erm. nt sure abt tt

19) If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to? - my blog and diary.

20) If there was one thing that you would like to say to a certain someone, what would it be? - wanna start anew?

Instructions:Remove one question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your links them out at the end of the post. Notify them through their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

NEXT!!
kakak, izyan, malah, nicola, aaron, nysa, CC, ziella.
GOOD LUCK

so i got that from fiera. haha. had meeting after work. so many things happened. i've got a huge responsibility to take care of. which. kinda sucks? cause. idk. maybe its time to put my skills to the test.

then again, i cant get too carried away till i take advantage of it and neglect my studies and friends. aah. life's too short to enjoy things. shall end here.

all im waiting for is sunday. a day off from work. free from the harsh, cruel, working society.
goodnight, sweet dreams.

Labels: work

tell me about it

working half day. tsk. supposed to get off but some people ah. its okay. i enjoy working. well, sometimes. wth.

home, slept, ate and watched TV. computer and off to tuition. studied probability. well. i think im getting the hang of maths. maths isnt that bad after all. we'll see.

meeting after work tmr. hmm. and like everyone's gonna come back to work. yay. haha. hmm nothing else.

please leave comments on my flickr people! !CLICK HERE!
yeah. im sleepy. hope i can make it on sunday. fie shall accompany me then. :D

goodnight everyone.

maybe we're the same

little princess

i love the skirt!

i heard the malay paper was easy. hah. malay can never be easy for me. tsk. whats with me and my own native tongue? hah.

well im just looking forward to tmr and sunday! tmr, i'l be on half day and attend tuition after that. then on sunday will be my off day plus tuition and gig!

hmm nothing much except i cant view my blog idk why. but wth. i spent the night making my flickr profile.

shots taken with my eos so far please click and leave comments sankyu and save the trees

yeap. flip and clip. urgh adel. ahaha. well, thats all. can't be late for work tmr!

Labels: eos

so it is

a very tough shot and im kinda proud of it. aha. had trouble on focusing and, alas, this pretty picture!

the green winged macaws are back baby! feat pkandjunior! and almondandmango! gosh i miss them sooo much. junior has lost soo much weight.

well. work was nothing great. except that i worked in tha hut. aha. i kinda miss the orang utans and sealions and elephants tho. plus i miss king and buddy alot! its been months since i went to the mosquito area.

yeah. at the interchg back home, me and zaida were talking about work stuffs. well. ah. nevermind. no point me ranting here. ahha. this is life you see. oh wells.

i want to be a fiction character in a teenage romance book. maybe, i'll be the evil girl who steals away the country girls' boyfriend and suddenly returns him back. ah what the heck.

1st june. gig? haha. i wanna go sleep. then again, a good place for me to use my 50mm f/1.8 in low lightings. hmm. most likely attending the gig la. haha. i hope!

wonder how the malay paper was just now for the Olevelers. ari said it was easy. idk. tsk. i actually thot of retaking my malay too cause i think i can do much better than a C6. but then again. why study something you dont like? haha. tsk.

so yeah. june = a month full of suprises and activities. ah. bye lah.

slow down

me at work, during lunch with a zebra print painted on my hand by MAKE A FACE PEOPLE!

greetings.

my off day. finally. i was looking forward to today from wednesday! so yeah. after so long. a day off from work. gah. i wanna go pamper myself. i wanna go on a vacation. i want the greatest chilled green tea there is.

tuition at woodlands library just now. kinda tough finding seats. its kinda scary. the library opens at 10. and i reached there at 1006hrs. ALL THE SEATS WERE TAKEN ALRD. damn scary la. next weekend, im gonna be there by 0945 and see how the crowd is actually. madness! haha. singaporeans.

saw min at cwp kfc. woah. i was like, eh. tu kan min. :O i was like.. okaaay. idk if he noticed me but... its okay. i know i miss him. thats all.

so suppose to meet datinhanizku and azmi for lunch but was cancelled due to some reasons. ahha. its okay. no plans today. reached home, chatted with mother. blablabla. shopping at ntuc. yeah.

life's so dull. well, not literally la.
everyday. take 138 to the zoo. talk to tourists. listen to cockatoos screaming. listen to old people nag at work. laugh. sweat. closing. night safari. home. msn. bath. sleep.
imagine doing that for the whole year? day? week? omg.

get me a life please. hrsahf. well. june holidays are here. the zoo will be sooo busy that im gonna hate work. i wanna run away to Tropica for 2 weeks.
love.

oh. good luck for those doing their O's mothertongue paper tmr. i rmbr mine. dreadful. do it once, do it well cause you dont wanna waste time and money doing it again like i did. urgh. i hate malay. ahaha. bye. selamat maju jaya!

"Of all animals; boys are the most unmanagable." Indeed.

suppose

"wah. look at the trees!"

today. officially just isnt. my day. except after lunch. well from 0930hrs till 1245hrs, i was in my worst/bad mood. i was so unproductive la. it sucked so bad that i felt like sleeping on the spot. idk why.

i was angry at everything. i felt so useless. i just wanted to run away and escape. urgh. yeah. but after lunch. i just felt better.

complains after complains. we can never stay in a happy world. let alone a happy zoo. urgh. then agian, i cant mention much as this blog is open for the whole wide world to read. like how that blogger was arrested for making such crude comments on his blog. so yeah.

i shall be wary of what im saying here. ah. boring. haiyo. bye lah.
im longing for words to describe how im feeling.

Labels: work

this is so funny la.

yah so thats hazel. she's 12days old now. + much more jumpy

hey. so david cook won. im glad. actually, i didnt want archuleta to win cause. he's too young plus he cant really sing diffrent genres. so yah. im happy because Cook's happy. :D

well. thanks to spoilers aka syairah and syqah. AHHA. thanks eh korg. boo you! i wish i didnt know. but ohwell. i know alrd. so. thurday. ANTM! omg im so excited. i miss tyra lah. and nigel barkers. and twiggy and that ms jay. ahah. and for this cycle, i hope i know who the winner is, at the very last episode. :D

haha work was fine. jealousy jealousy jealousy. nothing much to update anw. but i love hazel, the mountain/pygmy goat. she smells of iisy miyaki(that parfum). because shanker always carry her. ahah.

just now at work. rudy had a crush on this philipine girl. 17yr old, college student. she's kinda cute. ahah. rudy was telling me how he took her hand when she wanted to sit on the rock, at the waterfall. cute. and rudy got her msn! cool or what la kan. plus pmp got some england girl contact seh. and they went to idk where just now. aha. lucky? i wanna start looking for msn-pals as of tmr. cool or what? k bye lah.

im gonna let you fly, baby.

haha chiangmai transit airport. love them!

mrlawrence tan! me, shawnee, fiz. i miss them!

zul, jeyda, me and nisha. NS trip!

me,datinhaniz and uin. after yycb concert. aha(mintak aku gmbr2 kalau nak k)

adik and me at sentosa last yr. aha

hello. today. i felt kinda bored at work. firstly, zaida mia-ed. ahaha. she sick. aiyoh. then, did entrance with iskandar. yey. nurul and jonathan were standing infront talking to GR(s) leaving me and isk behind doing nothing but standing in the hot sun. aha. ohwells.

iskandar went home and it was kinda boring. did birds with rudy. he's okay afterall. the first few times i greeted him gdmorning he would just reply by saying, "ah. hi." zzz.

quick closing and home. ya. im thinking of photoshop. adobe 7, the ole skule or just cs3? but idk where to download them from.

plus i wanna open up a page to publish my pics. i was thinking photoblog, flickr or dA. hmm. we'll see. and i really have to work on my shots. and also get ppl to leave comments so i could work on the pics.

i ever thought of abandonning my dslr and start going film. but then again, how can i possibly leave my treasured items in the lurch. ahah.

to break. or bury?

goodnight.

"ma, tired lah."

got kops?

bye changi

hey mom! im back in singapore!

tower. f/2.5 (damn hard lah to take this shot)

well. went to terminal3 with zaida just now. and got back about, an hour ago. and i've gotta say. T3 is amazing! the floors were spotless. tsk. but their viewing gallery sucks. now with 3 terminals, i dont think its enough. singapore is so greedy. there's bound to be a T4 soon. maybe, in 2021.

got kinda lost too. well. all i could say is, T3 is a real nice place to take pictures. very.. picturesque. like those in the architects drawings. ahaha. tried to shoot the pic of the full moon but. shaky! i so need a tripod for my sigma. shall upload the pics some other day. im just lazy.

had caramel frapp plus extra expresso. woah. no wonder am not so sleepy. tsk. well. work tmr. aiyer. malas. malaaaas!

well. im listening to Friend, by mocca. ah. mocca songs makes me happy. i remember attending their gig at esplanade in 2006. wonder when they're coming again.

"if anyone can fill my world with joy and happiness.

always stand beside me when i am down.

yes its you, my friend. yes its true."

goodnight.

Labels: changi airport, photoshoots

(L-R) adel, me, child lover, aaron, pedro, tines.

hazel, 1 week old goat.

see, amin sibok sia.

ella, the male brolly cocky.

my sisters customised boots photoshot 50mm f/1.8(i think!)

me and ama during sports arts carnivaaal

ella the bitch

shot taken by izyan. ahha. my hands, skirt, bag.

birdies ft ella

visuals. work yesterday was fjdlkfjhds. i just did birds halfway and was pulled into doing sales. gees. i dont mind doing sales if i served hot guys. haha.
i took a break from sales at 4.30 till about 5plus to hang around the birdies. and apparently, rajan the worm guy was there! and he had a bowl full of mealworms and as usual, he wants to throw them at me. arh.

i was bloody scared la damnit! and he videod it. omgomonmg rajan is sooooooo irritating lah damnit. previously, he scared me with a longbean and it almost made me pee in my pants. argh. rajan!!!

then, we camwhored. but twas just me, aaron and shahiran. and when we went to take the greatest picture of us all lying down on the board, amin just had to join us. sibok jer.

k bye. im on off tmr. tuition cancelled. photoshooting with azrie at zoo cancelled. idk what to do.

hey. blogger cant upload my pics. bitch. like ella seh. i guess i have to use photobucket, the ole skulee way. urgh. damnit. and IE is like a bitch too! aaaaah. dumb cyberworld. erhhh

well. yesterday was pretty good. catch ups and camwhores with iced latte and frappes. walked around. waste time. aha. window shop. i was looking for cds at hmv plus a belt at D.P. ohwells. wait till my pay lor. so yeah.

yay. i miss the gang. tho it wasnt rili full strength. ohwells. i rili enjoyed my time with them. well. have to cherish each moment cause. idk when's the next time all of us can go out tgther. gees...

plus my baby eos has been the star of the night. haha. damn he's hot. i've yet to name him! or her... ah. him lah. aha. -_-

so today work. early2 come work, key missing. ahah kecoh. -_- miss the weekend people seh. plus i was the only girl working at the entrance just now. aiyoh. irritating you knw.

did birds and sales. urgh. well, the funnn part at birds was when it ended, we all camwhored! using the D200 plus my CF card. ahaha. and put on self timer. ahahaha. funny. yay. i lovelovelovelove aaron!
(forced~)

after birds, walked ard the zoo with aaaaarrrrooon. ahaha. funny. tiring i tell you. must have burnt few calories. aaha. shut up aaron, if you're reading this. the zoo is pretty big eh. from entrance to elephants is like, from khatib to yishun! tsk. i miss gambir.

cant wait for work tmr. well, im just looking forward to the working people. but not the crowd! unless i spot someone familiar. aahha.

well. tuition, photoshootings, competition, friends, maths, love, cockatoos, studies, work, stress. ah. what the hell. i'l just drink green tea under the orchid tree watching everyone living their fast paced lives.

its empty tonight, love.

i keep thinking about the conversation i had with fiefnug. well. its okay. im just happy that you're here on messenger.

more updates, click here.

AHAH. no you cant click here. cause doesnt have a hotlink. -_- well update tmr then after work. :D its 0118hrs and i should rili get some sleep after a long day.

but, seeing him here, ahh. i dont wanna sleep first.
goodnight.

(taken with a D200, orang utan free ranging)

so hey. today work was fine. did birds halfway with karmilah. ahaha. its always great with her around and by 11 when no one passes us. imagination runs wild. :D we were pretending to be "bis" and "lai" ahhahaha. zoo people should know. ahaha.

so yeah. work was pretty good. blablabla. so. well, nothing much to talk to anyway. i just cant wait for tmr! well maths tuition and malay class outing. hohoho. then, work on sunday. zzzz. but get to see faiz! yay. plus weekend people. :D

well. fie prompted me on messenger. well. it was rili nice talking to you babe. well. so i've confided everrrything in you. and, :D i feel much better. thanks fie. for digging everything outta me.

for now, i'l just stand and admire from afar. i'l just be your illicit lover, till forever, i suppose. who knows one fine day, i see your name appearing on my hp screen. well. i'l just keep on imagining and admiring. and never let you know how i feel.

ps: remember how i thought that you're special to me like a rare pokemon? yeah. its like that.
love.

Labels: life, love

hey, after ages. i can finally blog using BLOGGER! instead of miserable multiply. however, i thank multiply for such services. cheers!

so. my cpu is back after sending it for repair. thank god for Sparkz! ahhaa. well, 200bux plus a 160GB external harddisk and all the virus kills, yeah. good money i guess. :D

so we had a digiphotoZOO chalet plus the keepers. well, some. ahah. mostly its the normal keepers. wereached there at 8 and left at 10. aaah. camwhored and more. yay. but. kinda bored without certain people plus some people shouldnt be there at all. ergh.

so yeah. had the first tuition with cheryl just now and went thru inequalities. well, i kinda got the hang of it but im definitely slower than jeyda. argh. this sucks. i was like, kinda blur when i flipped thru the tenyrseries. its like those "x's", "y's" and "z's" all are foreign language to me. tsk.
well, i hope i can at least get a B for maths this year. well, i can and i have to. :D so now since my comp is back. more msning! ahhaa. plus please ask me for pictures okay. i've uploaded them all, i think.

except that during the repair, only my sister's pictures were saved. mine were all lost. i had aloooottt of pics la damnit! memories = priceless. damnit la. kinda sad. each picture told a novel. not a story. whyyyy.

but, from now on. i'l make sure all my pics have a back up kinda thing. okay, quit blabbering and get on with the visuals! ahah. cheers guys.

:D

Labels: luck.

bbnj

i miss:

izyan nina malah atrah amalinahamzah muhaimin nadia kakya haizair nicolatan sufian hafiz hafiiz shahid fadil shitkin khairi suqiman wan faris hydhir uin nysa datin fad zul caroline suren dalli wan amanda sneha pedro karmilah azrie faiz aizad aaron shahiran nisha lela audrey syq hanifah athirah arisa kiki amirahI 4E8 YSSB azizah rosmira kavinraj botak ciner bus812 YSS jiemeng ahmadbitch hanis(sax) shawneegawa arwahciksu yai nenek kakrin kakyam ari lili kakain cousins cousins zoopeople yssfriends.

gosh. there's more actually. but. yeah. to those people above, I MISS YOU GUYS ALOT OKAY? GET THAT IN YOUR PEA BRAINS HOKAAAAY?

love, bye.

hey good people. i just came back from work, just had to switch on the ps3.

so i just received an sms. ah. i just cant be bothered by some losers. that particular person is rili rili rili getting on my nerve! all i can wish for is for that loser to go get a better life in the 3rd world. urgh. yes, im that mean. am i? wth. loser. lkDJDSLKFHD!!

so work was fun. aahha. funny. work is always fun. yay. not irritated at all today thanks to mr.ant whose on off. haha.

well. was listening to Runaway by A.P if im nt wrong in my hp. the lyrics. ah. just reminds me of mr.kdfhdskjf. ahah. there's just something about him which i can never forget. ahh. why! this sucks. life would be complete if we were to enter the same poly next year. coool shiate.

so yah. supposedly company chalet tmr but wtf. im nt going lah. waste of precious time. heh. plus i got better things to do like, write, write and write. i'v not finished my story! ahhh. so yeah.
i miss hanging out. late nights. esplanade.bugis. gashaus. ah, moments.
love.

per

happy mothers day mother. my parents are away since saturday. in other words, they're away for the weekend. ahah. so yeah. they went to batam to attend some wedding reception. gyeaaah.

last week, i got myself a sigma 75-300mm lens! woohoo. can go shooting alrd. azrie! lets goooo! ahha. so now. all geared with lenses. but. i still gotta get a bag plus flash. also a tripod for my sigma lens. gees. more more money. i tell you, by June, im not gonna spend anymore cash on cameras cause i spent over 1K in my gadgets. yes, believe it or not. i cant believe it myself either.

so at last, i took a day off from work today, like finally! whee. so yeah. tuition starting next week. yay. so.. hmm. i got nuthin much to update anyway.

and after a lightyear, my computer in my room is off, to be sent for repair. woots. at last sia! prolly getting it back in a week or 2. yay. and with that, i can finally upload pichaaas to the plain blog. ahah. plus my CF card is full. aiyoh.

k lah looking forward to anything!
spread love!

hey hey hey what a wonderful day! aaha. so yeah. its been ahwile since i last updated. so....
with my pay, i got myself a 50mm lens! haha plus polarizing filter beb. but idk when toput my skills to the test. i've yet to name my baby dslr! ahah.

work has been fine. im not stressed out but am plainly irritated. urgh. losers at work. doing birds with shahiran and karmilah = ARLUSHMAAAK! haha. kecohhh.

i kinda miss my classmates. be it the beters, ciners, and the gang. ohwells. things will nvr be the same as the past. people change. new environment... me too? i guessed ive changed.. physically. AHAHAH.

so yeah. im just waiting for zul to allow me to loan her notebook and download songs! hahahaa. or takpe zul. dwnld kan ku laguuuu ya! ahha.
okay la. tts all for today. i miss everyone. boohoo.

REPLY TO TAGS:
izyan: er. uhh..zul didnt mention anything.
syq: haha yeah im wrkin in the zoo. miss you too beb!
ziella: soon ah dok. asalll, kau rindu ehhh gmbr2 ku. aha
capt uin: AH AKU PON RINDU CREW KU!
shit: ily!

i miss my friends. my 'gfs'? but it's okay. everyone has their own life to lead anyway.. maybe we'll only meet in our dreams? ah. forget it. im cheering myself up by buying a zoom lens. yay me.

bumped into shitkin in the zoo. she made my day. ily bitch. bye.