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SHIDDYDUDADEY or saiyidah. 19, science, korean boys pretty much in delusion. contact: 1 2 3 |
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I AM A
BLOOD TYPE O+!
imma universal donor butttttttttt i can only receive from Os and Os only. HSA's blood bank sent me a letter and i can start donating blood next month! WOOHOO. but i still need work my arms out. i need em veins to be poppin yo. ltrz Mayday
i swear. May is just not my month. i've been getting so darn lazy to blog. i'm an avid blogger no more. sigh. i love blogging. but i get so occupied and i forget i own an online journal.what have i been up to? i lost weight! my mom made me weigh myself. that weighing scale better not lie else imma cut it. and now i can fit into my sister's chinos. woohoo. school...has been fine. my classmates are a bunch of happy goobers. i don't want this semester to end so soon. can you believe it. we're halfway through the year. and halfway through the semester. time sure is scary when it passes by. work? work. has always been a drag. idk why im still in this shithole. oh well. it's like a contract i made on my own. to work, till i'm done paying my laptop installments. else, where am i going to get the $60 from? life ain't so smooth sailing you know. well, financially. fandom wise. it's getting all srs bzns. korea, you never change, don't chu? will do a kpop post soon. i'm getting the kpop withdrawals from my dead blog. k wtf am i typing. going to end work in 6 mins. YAY. ttyl. Labels: life Right now.
 i always wonder, how'd it be if i get the boys as my customers at work. would they be the typical koreans who say no and complain about everything? hahaa. i wonder how different my teenage life would be if i had enough $$ for everything and anything like my friends. then again, money brings love and demons. i wonder how school would be great if we just studied maths and science and not waste our time studying on cognitive, stupid thinking processing skills. who the f needs that. your brain can work the way it is and the way you think about something doesn't necessary involve that much steps. the end. Labels: life I like...
Cooky obseoyo. D;
 Today at 1031hrs, the victim realized her handphone was not in her pocket. She then searched frantically for her handphone in her bag and in the vicinity. The victim then remembered she went to the toilet before that, at around 30mins ago. She checked each cubicle and even questioned a foreign female worker. She claimed she didn't see any handphone lying around. The worker even asked the victim to check the cleaner's room to make sure. The victim left and used her friend's handphone to try calling hers. There wasn't even a dialing tone on the victim's handphone. The victim asked the information counter next to Subway but the staff said there hasn't been any lost or found cases recently. Moments later, the victim's mother called the service provider to bar her account to prevent the thief from using the SIM card. The victim is currently distraught at the thought of all her contacts, pictures, songs and texts in her stolen handphone. If you happen to be a witness or have any clue about this situation, do drop us a line at 1900-I-LOST-MY-HANDPHONE. Your response and help is greatly appreciated.
I went to Sentosa on Newear'sve!
accompanied shi(t)kin and ais and akmal to sentosa. well, not rili accompany lah. went there. to get a job. for them. not me.blablabla we went to sky tower! after all said and done, we wanted to walk around and enjoyed the attractions WITHOUT paying a single dime. and pop, there's this nature trail thingy. but we decided to have lunch at koufu, at idk which beach. instead of taking a bus(the only mean of transport within sentosa), WE WALKED. WAAAAALKKKKEDDDD THE LONGEST ROUTEEEEE MAN COULD HAVE WALKEDDD IN SENTOSAAA OMGGGGGGG I WAS SO TIREDDD AND HOTTT AND SWEATTTTTYYY. me and shi(t)king was complaining all the way while those 2 doods were happily walking, chatting blablabla. aft idk how long, we reached siloso beach. NO BEACH TRAM SERVICING HOW FKN SAD OMG I COULD JUST MELT. walked further down, till we're tired and worn out and decided to go back to vivo for lunch omgggggggggggggggg. 'twas a good experience anyway. in the evening, headed to Khatib field, for the countdown with ama, ziella and shahida. AWSM I TELL YOU OMGGGG. well, minus the fact that the event was 70% chinese dominated blablabla, TAUFIK MADE UP FOR EVERYTHING. it was just awsm. it was a great start. cheerrrios! ^_^ Labels: life This be da last post...
of the year!well. 2009 has been both great and bad. idk. whatever.
in 2010, i will:
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D Labels: life I HOPE YOU ROT
Disclaimer: This is an angry post.early in the morning at 0900hrs as i was walking towards my staircase landing to head out to the bustop, i saw my bigbang (GD) socks at the side, thrown away. i asked mother if she threw it away and she said no. i mean, it's pretty new and hole-less so, why would she. which then, made us walk back to our shoe shelf to notice 3 pairs of shoes GONE. i'm pretty fcked up about it. 10 years or so, these shoes have been safe. wtf. i srsly have no clue who would take them. i'm gonna keep an eye around this area. and see whoever who wears them, bitch's gna die. fckin die i tell you. damn. alot of effort, money and time are needed to taken to replace em shoes. so pissed. gjfnghfukdgnjsd idek. rly. wait, lemme check if my converse is still there. yup, my chucks are still safe. gosh. ah. i'm just so. idek.  saucony, but instead of silver, it's in green.  sister's purple NB suede sneakers. and my silver high tops i got from a Korean shoe spree.IF YOU STOLE THESE SHOES, PLEASE BE PREPARED TO GET YOUR FEET FKN AMPUTATED BECAUSE THEY'RE GONNA SWELL, BURST AND ROT UPON WEARING EM STOLEN SHOES!!! 1 word.
OMG HAI GUIZE!~it's been a real while since i blogged. please, accept my deepest, sincere apologies. well, school, kpop and work kept me occupied from visiting blogger.com. everyday its OMNTD, O-Lounge and DBSG and YT and Gmail. yeh, tt's all. sigh. so school lessons have been fine and i've been maintaing my grades. and im glad its a mixture of As and Bs. i really need these to pull up my GPA because i have a strong feeling it's gonna be baaaaad because of triple science and maths. >_< so the test week is finally over. physics and chem was wasted. don't talk abt it. maths, bio and cog was manageable. and miraculously, maths was easy. i mean, it had easy peasy qns. just a matter if you knew how to do it. and being the fool that i am, i left out few qns bcus i was stuck and spent too long trying o figure it out. geez. so, kpop. hmm.
MY 18TH!
Shopping + Buka dok!
 group shot without maddy and din IM GLOWWEEENG told you we played UNO stacko hello fadzly, jeyd, zul. hello shiddeh and rozi(SHE IS 2YRS YOUNGER THAN MEEEE)~ hello shahid afham and fadzly. sedap korang makan? hello din and madddy. sedap?so on thursday, i met zul for shoppppping at orchard! yeh right. more like accompanying her to pick out a gift for her brother's birthday. it was hard. if it was my brother, i'd just get him a pair of socks and towel or something. gees. so blabla zul got her brother a zara top. wowee. and she shopped for her needs and i got myself a pair of saucony jazz original in black and turqoise. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i like. blabla so i got to carry many shopping bags and I FELT SO RICH. but mine was just 1 LOL. i swore to not step into Ion untill lee minho comes. haha. rushed off to Yishun, lestari to meet the usuals, i'd say. not the 4E malay kiddos. it sure is hard to gather everyone. well, not everyone of course. we don't want any uninvited guests. so, lestari was packed. thank god fadzly booked a table for 8. after food, we went off to "pondok" or, the playground - last house raya 2008 for some Uno Stacko and Uno cards. wootz. it was fun. stayed till 2315? it's been a while since i stayed out late and really, LEPAK. haha. like make noise and laugh and not care about the world. it was nice, just hanging out with the guys, and talk about anything and everything. from girls, boys, waffles, food, jobs, money, car, getaways and all. raya2009 coming right up! ♥ Labels: friends, funny, life, plans, shopping Harvest moon.
its the time of the month. it's the 6th.full moon. on the 4th, i already saw the fullmoon at work. today it didnt cross my mind at all, till tiq sent me a text. "Shid, look at the moon!" i was walking back home from work today when i received it. where i was, when reading the text, the sky was blocked by the flats. i walked towards a clearer view but i couldnt find mr moon. i went to my workplace, still cant see it. i decided to take the longer route home. and there it was. mr moon above Chung Cheng's High field. clouds were blocking him. it looked so mysterious. i just felt so great, getting to see the moon. it was rewarding, somehow. september's moon is called the harvest moon according to the farmer's almanac. i suppose that most crops get harvested in september? haha. goodnight. Labels: life It's a wild world.
i apologise for the lack of updates, really. sigh. i guess i've lost the "avid-blogger" title eh? there's nothing interesting to talk about, really.alright, lemme try typing down my daily routine. after sahur, watch teevee and pray. then sleep. sleep and wake up in mid-day. watch tv. and more tv. on working days, i go to bath after drake and josh. and go to work. when i reach work, i stay there, walk around, talk to the regulars, sit with the apeks, stare at the sky, blabla and after work, i have a proper meal at home. on non-working days, after breaking fast and prayers....watch teevee or use this addictive rectangle thingmajig till the wee hours. SHEEESH. then again, if i were to go out, i'd have to spend money on food and transport. sigh. i totally have to scrimp and save every cent. i was thinking of going to the RSH clearance sale tmr. maybe get some dunks, trainers or something. then again, i have to prioritize eoshi first. sighhhh. eoshi, why are you such an expensive toy? $_$ i was thinking of hanging out at idk where and play board or card games and go back for dinner. idk. should i walk around yishun tmr and snap some shots? HEH. idk laaa. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- to end of, here's a story from my father. he may earn small as a security guard, but the respect and story he earns along the way, is really rewarding and sometimes hilarious. check this out. Situation: old(probably senile) chinese woman. in her 60s or so enters coffee bean & tea leaf (CBTL) and starts screaming and shouting and raising her voice. CBTL's manager then calls for security. apparently, this old woman was shouting at the CBTL staff, creating a ruckus. saying how a cup of coffee costs $4 in this present economy and yada yada. the guards who arrived shortly couldn't do anything. they were too angry or pissed to approach the flaming woman. they called for another guard(i.e. my father). my father called the woman out calmly, and brought her out.. probably a stone's throw. somewhere along...idk honglim park? idk where then he talked to her and asked what happened actually. "aunty, come come we go out. there so many people looking. you like, people it was pretty lulzy but yeah, pretty cool. sometime, the society just doesn't know how to deal with all these situations. the society thinks they're some bigshots just because they have such high education and a posh career. what do they do when they see a retarded boy in the train looking out of the window, making comments to him self? what do they do when they come across with a mentally disabled girl trying to make an order at KFC? can the manager or cashier whoever handle? then again, i think the society understands that there are people like this around but i doubt they can fully embrace them. i mean, im sure no one actually makes fun of them openly or something righy. It's not their fault they're born with defects. woah, imsorry.i didn'tmeantotypealltheseout.just...feltlikeit.haha. It was all for you.
its 0243hours right now.tomorrow? idk. it's been on my mind eversince. should i just go and, go? or. ERGH. stab me. idk how to go there, how to enter, where to get tickets, how the place looks like, what am i suppose to do there, are there seats? do i know the ppl there? will i be acknowledged? who will i see there? am i going home alone after that? is there a place there where i can remain unnoticed? how do i exit from the location? melvin said to sleep early to refrain from looking older than my age. sigh. The boy sees.
BLOGGER'S SCREWED I TELL YOU! so.... took my own sweet time and reached class at 0834 hahaha. im starting to feel lazy alrd. i mean, cut me some slack yo. haha. maths was alrite today. we did everything together. aaaha. and i keep screwing up during presentation when i've clearly understood it during the worksheet sessions and all. sigh. class always ends late for maths. went to civics with man to meet his friends and i went back home to sleep while he and his friends studied or smtg. the world can probably see how shy of a person i am. tbh, im quite a shy and unsociable person. yes, tho im quite the opposite in class. haha. srsly. so... jiyong's solo album will be released on his birthday, on 18th. can't wait for Butterfly! im such a sucker for (almost) acoustic tunes. i feel like going to sentosa and read a book. wtf. im taking quizzes on cosmogirl and seventeen. sigh. hehhh. weekend's approaching. i have to make a decision, quick. saturday, oh saturday. where shalt thou be. le sighh.. Potatoes and chicken, naan and curry.
you know what makes me happy?- a basket of nuggets along with fat salted fries with drops of chilli sauce - grls at OMTD with WIN comments are the secks - korean boys dancing - a cup of icy pink bandung - listening to Romeo and Juliette on shuffle - fish curry with any carbs. - getting As and Bs i exchanged numbers with................. a hanguk yeoja. hahaa. interesting. hope she makes kimchi for me! :D Labels: life HELLO REPUBLIC POLY!
 my sister was stepping on my matress, spraying perfume and stuff getting ready for work. as usual, i'd constantly change my sleeping position. heard the infamous motorola beep and grabbed my cell. 3 new messages. ama, jeyda, and some random number. i thought it was some starhub message. but. no! "You are posted to Pharmaceutical Science in RP under JAE." alhamdulillah i went, "OMGGG I GOT INTO RP!!!" mother and sister rushed to the room and checked for themselves. my mother found it hair raising and my sister started to feel warm all of a sudden. i was so speechless. i remembered the text they sent in 2008. once i read the first line of the message, i closed my phone and got back to sleep. gosh. i called jeyda, ama and hafiiz immediately informing and sharing the good news. ama got into nursing and jeyd got into arts tech and mgt in RP too! ah. im happy beyond words. alritos. i gotta bath and leave home for a celebratory dinner! ah. i feel like sending Changmin a UFO comment. "싣: oppa! i got into my dream course! diploma in pharmaceutical science! oppa! im so happy! are you happy? ♥ 창민: yes. im happy. ^^" Labels: life MERRY KEY-RIS-MASSS!
before i blog about anything, tip #101: like what Taemin says, if you come across a guy with blood type B, have a conversation with him. see how's he like. if he's a bad boy, leave. if he's cute and soft like magdongee, STAY! ^_^ taemin is the cutest. key is just plain charming. so anyway, MERRY XMAS! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! i've been real occupied lately when i returned from KL. upload KL, Bandcamp, GDO pictures. tsk. i think i should just use terry instead of eoshi. eoshi, you totally need a break. maybe once i get a decent job, i wanna invest in my own digicam. something like Ziella's fujifilm or the titanium canon ixus. mmm yeahhh~ so i come bearing good news for all fangrlz! 26th - KaBang special stage 29th - SBS Gayo Dajeun! SBS's year end concert and it is jam packed with amaaazing stages. who, you ask? DBBB/BBSK! THEY'RE GNA DO A SPECIAL STAGE. and they even have a promo vid of it. (minus Dae) ah.. babyRi's saranghae and Changmin's sigh. OMG DREAMBOYZ INDEED!! YAYYY! OMG OMGOMG AT LAST... VIPZ AND CASSIS ALL OVER UNITE!! finally. on SBS Gayo Dajeun as well, WONDERBOYS WOULD BE BACK! yayyy! a comeback! i bet they're gna sing Nobody. duh. haha. also, a PIANO battle between Bae and Su! (BBSK FTW!!!) and a Dance Battle among Yunho, Taemin, Seungri, Eunhyuk and... ___ idk if thats all. but wth. MY FAVORITE BOYS CHALLENGING TO DANCE, ON THE PIANO AND PEFORM TOGETHER ON ONE STAGE? *nosebleedz* __________________________________ xmas has been amazing. :D :D :D i've been more active at SHINeee too! MY 109THPOST OKAY! hahaha also been having mass convo with sgshawols. KECOH CAN? tho idk them well. hha. __________________________________ will find some time to blog about the KL trip and the Picnic with the girlies plus the boys. hahaha. well, thats it! i don't have work tmr. T_T MERRY KEYRISMAS EVERYONE! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! since it's xmas..... I MADE ICONS! YEYYY MY PHOTOSHOPING SKILLS ARE COMING BACK! AHHAHA. i think imma look for ps tutorials to improve my colorings and and edittings. ahah. cheers! or, requests? ahaha. its only Key, babyRi and my honey Changmin. take if you want! :)    Labels: christmas, eos, graphics, kpop, life never felt like this before
 junsu in Shine photobook. somehow...the pic is like... nvm. yeah. today, i woke up feeling crushed. anyway, thanks for you help Zul. :) its been days, months since i felt this way. so crushed. seriously. the moment i received a text message in the morning, i couldn't sleep since. i guess its time. i gotta leave one of my babies. APO or my f1.8. it hurts me soooo much. tsk. im geting all emotional right now. i've yet to make a choice. this is getting intense. its the only way. im..just... so... sad right now. my lunch is... churning. my eyes sting. my lips dry. idk why. bye. i gotta wash up. PS: i haven't gone shopping... in a long time. (random, i know) second
 i like how the pic is composed. me, the sky and the match. mmmm ergh. slanted horizon. gosh. I NEED A F-IN TRIPOD/MONOPOD! i am darker thanks to yesterday's event. tsk. should have put on sun screen. gosh. i feel like running on the field, defending the opponent from the ball. splashing into the mud and all. those were my sec2 and 3 days when i was a die-hard-soccer-fanatic girl. times change. no, i've change. my muscles are aching so badly. well, not so bad. i bet everyone's muscle are aching. oh, wth. well. everyday, doing the same old routine. im looking forward till the end of the month. :D yappaaaa! can't wait. once september begins, its back to square 1. and mugging like fdjkgjkhflgjhfsljgf. schooling students take 9months to prepare for 8 subjects. me? 9 months for 1 subject? GOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH. SOMEBODY STAB ME! i wish i knew whats going in with my life. ah. whatever. gosh. eoshi is dying of boredom! i wanna go photoshooting with the boysssss azzy and ron. damn. first things first, i need a lens. pronto! Labels: life |
