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SHIDDYDUDADEY or saiyidah. 19, science, korean boys pretty much in delusion. contact: 1 2 3 |
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sry for the lack of updates guys. i need to regain composure especially after what happened during the past week.SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAST. kbye. Labels: kpop DAEHANMINGUK!
WG, UKSS, B2ST.
8) WO AI NI
      pics not in order. so, i got cranky because i couldn't arrive on time at IMM together with the rest. boo. i got mad with my parents for a mo but we're cool. and i manage to make it in time to see Zuno. like i said, he was tall. and he sang a song! wo ai ni or something. yeah, why oh why did he have to debut in China. let hangeng debut there. not you. so anyway, mama Kim came too and she was hella gorgeous. she looks like her mid30s though obv she's older than that. im just waiting for official pictures to surface and hope i hid my face well. zuno, i wanna see you on 1 of the music programme 1 day. :) Labels: kpop SHIT. GOT. REAL.
 ily jannah for constantly updating me when im out working or out. THX BBY. IMYSFM. so anyway. max matsura said that Tohoshinki will be pausing/suspending their activities. WHAT. DOES. THIS. MEAN? has Japan given up on them? Avex? what about SME now? i...dek. im just waiting for the day everything's finalized and learn that my first love is no longer a group. perhpas they'd go their own way pursuing different roles. im just glad i was part of this amazing journey.
MA SHOCK.
Exclusive or what?
SHINee's Exclusive Showcase.forced self to wake up and leave homee at like 0745hrs and when i reached IMM alone at almost 9, IT WAS FULL. bloody hell. i saw the same familiar face i saw last night. looked good. so, hans and lindia joined me and we waited....and waited. then zul came. we waited. and waited. after a short toilet break, a bite of apple pie. they played songs from their 1st album and their current 3rd mini to hype us up. I SWEAR. I SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR UPON MY FANGIRL SELF that fans...clearly do not appreciate the 1st album. I MEAN DUDE. HELLO. THE ALBUM WAS GREEN. LIME GREEN or IN BLACKWHITE. THE BOYS LOOKED SO FKN PURE AND WHATNOT. AND THE SONGS WERE TO DIE FOR. HELL. 12 SONGS. me and hans were singing along to every song and tries to guess the title because obvs, we forgot the titles aft so longgg of not listening to em. but gosh. everyone was so fkn silent when they played In My Room, Four Seasons, Graze or whatever. they yelped a lil when Hyeya was on. yeah, just because it's jjong's solo. =_= you should see how it was when they played Replay, RDD and Jojo. everyone was like OGJNDGJDUGDHGUDHGUJNFJFOMGOMGOMGOMG DANCING AND SINGING! losers. =_= it rained. pretty heavily. the whole showcase was delayed and the host made us do stupid stuffs. idk. like singing RDD in acapella. and practising for a bday song for jjong. then the boys appeared. it was beyond madness. the boys looked mighty foine but these ugly fans just had to shove their boards and cameras in the air. i had to look for a good angle to take a peek at key or onew. sigh. what luck. so it was basically them performing RDD, Jojo and Replay again. and they answered some questions like, "Who's the most popular member?" "Which member falls asleep the fastest?" yeah. questions like you'd fine in magazines and such. it was very short. and it ended. i...don't have much memories abt the boys but the fans...memorable indeed. we ate after that and next to our table was this grp of girls who had a girl..who sounded like a dude. her voice...was like a dude. very hoarse. very. manly. so manly that if i didnt look up and see who's talking, i'd thought she's a guy. i just cant imagine her front row...shouting for key in her manly voice. key would be so... disturbed. :/ oh well. till we meet again, boys. i'll save up for you. travel asia for you. idk. do things. but just. yeahh. don't come here again. or maybe when you do, idk. make it a >20yo or smtg. bye. Ticket sales.
right.12 March 2010 i took the first train for the first time, and the estate sounded a lil too quiet for 0500hrs. the first train was at 0526hrs. what an ungodly hour. met zul in the train and headed to J.E, IMM. reached there at 0615hrs and registered our names and lookie! we're number 814! the SGShawols were handling it. queuing up, blablabla. i applaud them for their umm. whats that word. idk, for taking charge. can you imagine if we didnt have a proper queue and a queue tag? waited, and waited. and a few annoying lil kiddos around us were complaining about how these unofficial people giving out unofficial queue tags blblablabla and she'd shout bitch in the face or smtg. idek. finally. 9am. the queue starts moving. it felt good to walk and to buy your tickets and to know that you're actually in the 3000 who r gonna see the boys sing and dance before your very eyes. it was quite a long process. queues, waiting and more queuing. headed home and took a short nap before heading out to Marina Floating Platform for today's award thingy. the boys won the best new generation artist in asia or smtg idc. we had pretty good seats imo but it wasnt all that good. i swear it was a borefest. well, duh i was there for them and i had no idea who those chinese people are. but some of them were really good. like. this olivia girl. just cuz she sang in english. and the JJLin guy. awesome vocals. FINALLY. close to 2300hrs, the boys went up on stage and everyone, EVERYONE. went into a frenzy. camera's flashing, girls screaming and crying, fanboards pumping into the air. everyone was on the chairs, jumping. it was just mad. chaos. dude, this is only shinee. i can not imagine how it'll be if dbsk came. so they peformed Replay boom track first. SOLID. i think. i couldnt really see nor concentrate. then talk. talk. talk. JOJOJOJOJO. despite all the screamings, everyone shouted during the HEY, LOVE, STAY part. or was it the Jojo part. then of course, the song with afro beats and whatnots, RDD was on. IDK. jjong seemed extra hot. and he looked like a douche a lil. but who cares. his guns were to die for. along with onew and taemin's non-existent (almost) guns. it was so. worth it! i mean dude. $25 for replay, jojo and rdd? I'D TAP THAT. we hadta leave right after that. thought we'd be out by then, but no. we just hadto form a human wall when some dude was performing. sigh. i wished i could evaporate or smtg at tt point. :/ headed home and saw a totally familiar face. too familiar to ignore. feeling scared, i just walked away. long day indeed. Labels: concert, kpop, shinee, singapore OTEOKAJI?
   headed over to Parc View at Lakeside, Thiva's house for YB/Minami Sineyo marathon! HER HOUSE IS SO AWESOME. it was my first time entering a condo. i mean, into a house. usually i'll be there for just a bbq or smtg. watched till ep6 till we got bored. idk, i think im bored of YB. prolly needa get to the more interesting parts like when all of them found out she's a girl blablabla. or we should just have a FO marathon. headed over to IMM after that to check out the Garden Plaza...and mmm..its a tad larger than Lot1's roof garden. anyhoos, imma try my best this weekend and those girls who are whining and going all batshit crazy on FB, DIAF. bye. :) You're free now.
sigh. there's so many things on my mind. you were actually coming back to join the boys. the boys were so eager. but something just had to happen. damn. just what is that something? JYPE just landed themselves in this shithole. they shouldn't have mentioned the "something". its making everyone tryna dig dig dig and get the actual story out. ahh wtf. idgad. well Jay, just wanna letchu know if you ever decide to travel around asia and visit Singapore...you know...the country you first visited when you debut.....look me up on facebook and you know... we can do...stuffs. :D and don't forget...everyone loves you. :D :D :D
UNNI!!!
today, was memorable in all sorts of way.headed to T1's Popeye to have dinner before meeting the unnies. LOL. no, of course not. so anyway. we managed to surprise ama with home baked muffins, courtesy of zul. and had louisana's chicken and cajun fries. yum. while eating and spraying(scrapping off) whipped cream on our muffins, i received a text from Jannananana asking if i heard abt SM and Jay. (k, i knew abt SM alr) 1) SM breaking ties with Avex..blabla...TOHO...HOW? 2) Jay leaving 2PM for real now. no more coming back. it's true. i was like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. us girls dropped our chickens, coke and fries and waited for more news. so its true. jay left and idk. i mean, i saw this coming. its either now, or never. but whatever it is, at least we got a definite answer, not a definite reason though. so yeah. headed to T2 and waited. waited. waited. 2300: landed. 2330, not out yet. 2350: already at belt, talking to manager blablabla. fanboys preparing roses and banners in their shaky hands. 0000: HELLO UNNIES AND MAD FANBOYS RUNNING WILDLYYYY. they're really pretty. jjinja. GGEUT! k bye. [pictures....WHEN ZULAIHAOSMAN passes em to me. :)] Labels: changi airport, kpop Bob.
LMAO 돌아와...
안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요 gone. just like that. they left. and i didn't get to see them at all. you know depressing and heart wrenching it is? when i saw them when they first arrived, it was from afar. when i saw them on sunday, it was from a screen. when i saw them today, it was from a camera. guess my fate just sucks. i wanna bawl. then again, there's always a next time. sigh, hopefully by the time they come again...ah. idk. i don't wanna think about it yet. im glad they're leaving for Seoul already. so i can get on with my life and they should be where they belong. to the KShawols because people in SG are just plain rude and stupid. till then, may we meet again. Labels: changi airport, kpop, shinee SHINee in SG!
i think, i'll blog in a time-line way. mmmm.100130 11PM: SHINee is a Trending Topic on twitter. apparently many were talking abt there are fans who were crowding around Lot1. fan strength: 100 12AM: legra smsed ama, saying that there are about 200 people already and it's best to come down now and overnight to be in the queue. 100131 1-3AM: zul's colleague called her up asking where she was. so by that time, her friend was in number 600ish 4-5AM: by then, it's been 1K already. 6.45AM: i reached, and the queue was massive. there were fans thronging about the length of the mall. i joined whichever queue and just told my self, "im in for the fun. im in for the fun. im...." i was prolly number 2K 8-9AM: the queue moves, idk why. saw familiar faces. and also saw those 1st 1K fans with numbers written on their hands. there were cheers, screams and fanchants. WHY? the mall is opening it's door. wait, no. FANS forced the door open. it was crazy. i wished they got injured or something. :/ 10AM: had breakfast thanks to new friend felice and nency hahaha. 11AM: security sets up barricades and everyone starts to squeeze and gather. organisers and security gets 1st 1K fan to head up to lvl5, 10 at a time to purchase their tickets. 1145AM: fansign tickets sold out. security and organisers said the rest can try to go up. 1230PM: finally reached level 4 after all the squeezing and pushing and running and waiting. fans kept chanting, "SHINEE! SHINEE! SHINEE!" "LET US IN! LET US IN! LET US IN!" "WHY ARE WE WAITING?!" *SCREAMS* you do not know how embarrassed i was. 1PM: ai texted me, the boys just left the hotel. haha. stupid fans. fu. a fan shouted and asked the guards, "CAN U PLS TELL US WHATS GOING ON? R WE EVEN ALLOWED TO GO UP THERe?" the guard mouthed a "No." few fans started to leave. 1.30PM: me, ama, elma and felice left the crowd and hung out at the foodcourt thinking of our next plan. met kakrin and kakyam. we walked around lot1 going to the carpark for idk what blablabla. 1.50PM: saw a grp of fans sitting in such an orderly manner facing the tv screen opposite the train station. it looked as though we were worshipping the 40" plasma tv. the fasigning was aired live on the tv and everyone was screaming everytime the camera zoomed into the boys. i swear the boys gave their most genuine smile despite looking tired. minho was looking fine with a suspender! onew was smoooookkkin hot wearing a wife beater and a checkered shirt. key's hair was prolly...having a myriad of colors. sorry bb, i wished you sticked with purple. taemin was looking so friggin cute with his fluffy hair. jjong's hair stood out the most on the overexposed plasma screen. he just gave this half smile. or smtg. idk. each signing lasted for a mere 8s. pretty sad. no handshakes, no pictures. i initially wanted to borrow an Instax or use the holga/ricoh or the fisheye cam to take a picture if i was in the 1st 1K. but no. :( 2.50PM: taemin was the last dude finish the signing. onew was still limping :( i heard fans were waiting at the carpark lot and security had to use vulgarities to get the fans to gtfo. srsly, the fans were just over the top. fckn annoying. i overheard from another girl that there were (fan?)boys selling the autographed album RIGHT AFTER THEY GOT THEIR SIGNATURE. what a jerk, right? he was selling at $120, double the original fansigning ticket price. wtf. so cocky. i was so disgusted yknw. 3-5PM: hung around the tv and had (bitching)discussion with fellow shawols and people. had lunch and then went up to the roof garden and took pictures with the poster lol and we sneaked into the waiting room and checked out the mobile toilet. AWSM PSM I TEL U. k i miss the boys. PHOTOS HERE AT HEYAAATI'S FB! Feck
im too disturbed to even blog about Bodyworlds today. SHINee's all on my mind right now. just thinking about tmr's session makes me cringe and shiver at the morbid thought of girls thronging around the mall at this ungodly hour. (note: it only starts at 0930 the next morn) i just can't sleep right now. how can i sleep?i don't even... why are you doing this to me? SHINEE!
reached the airport at 7ish and took the bus with a few other shawols who alighted at the wrong terminal hahahahaaa.tried to look for the familiar faces but failed. so just stood a corner till i saw raudhahhhhhhhhh. it's been a while since i saw her in school too! plus her friend and sister. hung around and stood together with other fans. made friends with other grls and a boy. :D that dood apparently was an onew/song joongki lookalike, from the side. hahahhhaha. so he was our "eyes" because he's tall and he was viewing through his LCD and i was the messenger ahahaha. like after hours, the boys finally appeared and i could only see Minho and Onew clearly. yes bbys, minho is tall. TALL. YAY. and Onew was limping idek i hope he's fine. poor bb. and yeah, jjong was a douche he closed the curtains as soon as he took his seat in the bus. mmmm. key and taem was a qt. ah. awesome. the fans were just plain annoying. with their fugly boards. or so. as long as i saw my boys though i didn't get to see Key clearly. :( sunday, will be a promising day. can't wait. then again...just the thought of it scares me. :/ Labels: changi airport, kpop, shinee SAENGIL CHUKAHAE!
 100125 - Happy 20th LEEJUNHOOOOOO. I miss your tweets. :( IMYBBY!  100126 - Happy 24th Kim Jae Joong! The ulzzang, cook, rapper, dancer, vocalist, dork, weird, mother, brother, boyfriend. IMY!
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Labels: 2PM, dbsk, funny, kpop Pigging out at 2222hrs.
yesterday was SBS Gayo Daejun. it was epicccccccc i tell you. i kept hoping DBSK would appear and strip and show off their backs. last year it was all BBSK. this year, it's MBEAST. :Dit was epic. spazzing together at omn-lounge. hohoho. it was more of a 2pm and friends stage hahahaa. im not complaining. apart from the lulzy stages, the boys danced to girly songs and all, it was awsm. this is just genius! YEOJAAA ANIIJANHA! NAMJAAREO! right now, KBS gayo is streaming. but it isn't that epic. kaaaaay, imma just stream it and get my bio notes done. PS: I LOVE YOU TVANTS, OMNTD&OMN_L PS2: YOU GUYS STUDIED FOR UT ALRDY!? PS3: Happy 2010, everyone!
Perfection.
 jaechunsu's "Smile Again" fanmeet. baby seungri's/leeseunghyun's 19th. concert, under a diamond sky.12 December 2009. 완벽게! Labels: big bang, concert, dbsk, kpop MAMA 2009
watched Iris, SGB and Mbank on my Hubstation as soon as i woke up.i swear watching Iris would make my head spin and heart beat wildly. the show's keeps you on the edgiest of your seat. no, really. i feel sick after watching the show. it's only the 4th episode but the lead guy may die anytime. damnit. so anyway, at 5ish, tried to stream MAMA live. it was MKMF in 2008 and previous years. i got to watch a lil bit of the red carpet action and the last few awards when i came home from work. thanks heyaaati for updating me constantly when im at work! :D CONGRATULATIONS 2PM FOR BEING THE BEST MALE GROUP AND BEING THE ARTIST OF THE YEAR! they fkin deserved it after everything they went through. BB won best male group and artist of the year in 08. & the same goes for 2PM in 2009. :D and their acceptance speech and how they stood as tho leaving a space for their seattle man. ah. idek. jaybeom better be fcking watching it. and jaechunsu freakin turned up to accept the award for Asia's best star. jaejoong's speech was so...heartbreaking.
 Remember this?i miss them sfm. Labels: kpop |
