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SHIDDYDUDADEY or saiyidah. 19, science, korean boys pretty much in delusion. contact: 1 2 3 |
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for so long
 hello. today is one hectic day. i sneaked out. well. kind of. wth. met zaida and proceeded to penin to get her hoody and had taco bell for lunch. bought a card reader and rushed to minasq when i almost got chased by a dog. scary i tell you. it was all because there's this huge dog. well not those police but stray dogs you'd find near jeyDs home? yeah. he was like sleeping/resting at the side, somewhere near the steps of marinaSQ. i was trying to capture the dog. trust me, the 18-55mm wasn't a help so i zoomed into say... 40-+ and went closer and shooted it. i guess he woke up to the shutter sound and i immediately ran away up the steps as fast as i could. ok dumb but. scary! and he went back to sleep. evil dog. repaired the zenmicro and purchased a webcam at a steal. yay. rushed home and yeah. till about 1930hrs? i left for bedok to collect azzy's 16mm with jeyD. bedok is huge and far ok. and irritating. im considering a 16mm myself soon. but im still lookin for a speedlite. aha anyway. alighted at bedok mrt, and took the stairs down, instead of the escalator. while texting azzy due to his eagerness to find out abt his new lens, i fell down the stairs, landed on my knees, as though kneeling. TSK. jeyD laughed all the way till Kentucky. -_- met the seller, he explained this and that and tadaaaaa. a nikon mount 16mm in my bag. azzy better be grateful! haha. zz hmm. i think i'll attend band on friday. idk. good night. PS: if any spree-ers happen to tumble upon this humble rant, let me know if there's deLias* spree going on, k. cheers! i wont run
 yumwoke up early. took a long time to bath due to the water issue in the house. limited supply when mother/father is bathing in the master room ok tak perlu. headed to the sunday place, woodlands library. ordered my mocha latte and started coordinate geometry. blabla. saw haqeel and friends studying there as well. small world. today's tuition was much productive(?) bcus i wasnt bored haha. maybe the mocha made me high. k, crap. after tuition. crapped around. discussing about aft O lvl plans... poly plans..life plans. k not. borrowed books. fiction. jawa resipe book for mother. and digitalrebel guidebook. hahaa. yeah. saw more ai people at woodlands like fie, khairi, hydhir and idk those ppl. ahhaa. tsk. spore is so small it sucks. went grocery shopping with zaida. and had dinner at banquet with shahida and athirah. ahahaha. home and yeah. watched pushing daisies. i cant wait for next sunday! k. boring. im downloading videos. -_- i wanna go singfest. i wanna buy flash. ah bye lah. "I'm sorry I fell in love with you, Amelie." - Tim this time
 PREVIEW: erm. this one of the macro shots i took at botanics. will upload them in flickr, soon. ;)hey. sorry for not updating yesterday. AH, WHO CARES! before going for band, met fiiz_scoppy at RP to collect the cash with fian. and. i saw the brooks-look-alike guy at rp. gosh. except that he's malay. no tattoos and not blonde. yeah. hahaa. walked under the scorching hottt hot sun and had ban mien for lunch. yay. proceeded to band and did stock checking. was about to play the trombone but the sectionals which wasnt sectionals at all or whatever you call it was not helping. -_- mr nazreen came to help the percussion ppl and yeah. band ended early so the percussion could have the room to themselves. gossiped and yeah. played ice and freeze at de-stress corner. haha. -_- met hafiiz for ice cream with the gang and yeah. yssb.... 2 weeks left till NBC. gosh. im kinda scared for them. idk if they can make it... well. hope they could bring back a medal! today i cleaned my table! like finally. and also lazed around. watched tv. tv. tv. yeah. tuition tmr. idk what to do aft that. well. yeah. im bored. im actually at jobsdb.com lookin for jobs. ahahahaha. me and someone have a job in mind. okay, my lips are sealed. bye lah. what a random post. Labels: lame welcome to the macro world
i cant believe i was at orchard at 8.45am. haha madness. started off shooting old people doing taiji. changed gear. used my 70-300mm plus 1,2 macro adapted with the monopod. hmm. i like monopods for day use and tripods for night use. haha.shooted almost every flower i saw, i bet you. tsk. i was orchird crazy after that. entered the orchird garden. the cool house where i saw pitcher plants up close but. twas kinda boring because they weren't acting carvnivorous. boring. botanics garden is soo huge that you can only cover less than 50% of the whole place. i saw the shaw symphony stage and it brought back memories! i miss my myspaz bandgeeks like nysa, uin and datinHaniz. boo. we have to meet up okay. i feel like a bitch. ergh. had heavy lunch and went to kinokuniya to do some reading. gained knowledge. shopped for itsy bitsy stuffs. had the chocolate drink and went home. going for band practice tmr. gosh. those bandees are my happy pills. i cant wait to play the trombone! my 840853. haaha. hmm. just now zaida and zul was talking about work and stuffs. well. i do miss everyone back at the zoo but. ergh. i don't miss the work fo'sho. ahha. im enjoying this life. ahah. well. everyone has a problem with the truth. "and i hope this makes you happy now that the flame we had is burning out" - Mayday Parade Labels: photoshoots its not enough
 D200!  dunkin donuts photoshoot in my room.
me. karmilah. fad. jeyd. and HAPPY! omggg i miss scratching happy... ah. the legend donut. with the legend plate, tupperware.
hey. silvercrest
   LISTENING TO: 1234,1234 by Catch 22. haha cute la the song. so anyway. today went back to band with fian and fiiz. goshhh. i miss them so much la! wasted ama wasnt with us. she was at home, doing idk what. so we just entered. haha. the guards were like, "ehh!? what are these kids doing? aiyoh.." made our way up and we heard yssb playing silvercrest. which, sounded really decent! was really suprised by their big sound, despite the small size. entered during their break and mrpan was like, "hey! how are you? i've only met you once right?" ahha i thought he forgotten. well anyway. after the break they played in the winter. and in the winter definitely needed more practice. ah. im kinda dissapointed with methilda. well. idk. its been quite awhile since i visited the band and she's still the same person. i doubt she improved. she's suppose to play high Bb, but she played F. she's suppose to play G, she played Eb. and the weird thing was. THEY SOUNDED THE SAME! omggg. G is in the 4position and Eb is in the 3rd position. omggg. methilda!! well if you're reading this, im sorry to say all out but im serious! you're not improving. idk if its your senior, hayati but i believe she is doing a good job. ah. whatever it is. this is your first, big,major competition. you're gonna be a senior next year. teaching your juniors. so yeah. please... buck up. ;) so yeah. i cant believe the sec2s are having their camp 3 days before NBC! omg. this is a disaster. whyyy oh why did they hold the camp on these dates. gosh. if i was a sec2 kid, i'll be having a hard time choosing. unless i consider myself 'good' like shawn or whoever i'll go for the camp. if i think im a lousy player and willing to sacrifice the 3 days of camp to improve my playings, i'll skip camp. haha. do whatever you think thats right okay. might be going back to band tmr to help ard with sectionals. haha. at least i got some things to do rather than laze around at home. ah. my wetseal items are all OOS. shit. i guess i'll just get 1 graphic tee and get the rest of the cash refunded and get myself a hoodie at delias. yeaaaaaah. that'll b sweet. I NEED TO PARTICIPATE IN A FREDFLARE AND D&G SPREE! i missed the D&G spree. should i get those gladiators from topshop? aaaah.. shop shop shop. -_- bye. Labels: YSSB everyone makes believe
 here we go. above, we got AI Top4, JASON CASTRO!! (screams) he is the most adorable guy in dreadlocks alive la. omggg. plus the dolphins. AH. how lucky. well. i just love it when he sings an acoustic song plus his eyes. woah. they take you on a ride to castro land honey! thats Joe Jonas! with some girl which is sooo tak perlu. okay this is the hottest picture of him i could find besides the one he was in Hannah Montana. i think he's cute. the Jo Bros! haha. we got kevin, joe and nick from L-R. i know, everyones going, "ohh another twit boy nickelodean band. -_- dumb boys." AH COME ON. this trio is amazingly, hot that is. i just love their dressing. vests. long sleeved, being rolled up. skinny jeans. pointed shoes. messy hair. AH. loveeee it. i like joe's hair like this. he looks great. and is nick together with that girl from Wizards of Waverly Place? or is he with miley? zz papzz DBSK! i know. my korean boys. CEH MY KEPER! but. yeah. i loveee changmin's and yoochun's hair. hothothothothot! they're a cute-hair-constantly-changing-korean-boyband. hwaiting!! okay. here's Yusuke Yamamoto-chan! ahha. he is soooo cute lah. in Hana Kimi, i liked him because he's cool and mysterious and all. i know people may think he's some gay guy acting cute. but wont you guys admit he's cute? AAAH!! taskete!!  here, we have Brendon Urie of P!ATD. comparing him with ryan ross, his fellow guitarist, brendon has a funnier, serious face. idk how to explain it. its either his eyes or his nose bridge. ah. must be the eyes. hello mr pete wentz! aaaah. this is such an adorable picture of him. then again. he's with ashlee sims. boring. i just loved his smile and body art. woooo. i remember watching him in "thz fr th mmrs" video and my heart was thumping! haha.  another hottie. mikey way. he does look good blonde eh. but i prefer him with black hair. happily living with alicia.something alrd. gah. all the best mikey. idk why im hooked onto him. maybe. its his mysterious side.... check brooks out. omg. hothothothothottie alert! (far left) THE CURLS. THE TATTOO? >.<hello hello! well. initial plans for today was to watch Hulk at cwp with the usual movie gang. buttttt. due to everyone's busy schedule, twas postponed. gdkjfkjld. whole day. rotted infront of the tv. watched anger management. ahhaa. really funny one. then rotted futher. at about 6.30, went jogging with sister. woah. twas soooooo tiring lah. tsk. well. i guess i gotta do this, to lose those. HAHA. so plans for tmr? suppose to follow mother to KK for oj's checkup but im tagging along with fiiz and fian to yssb tmr. omgggg. i so cant wait to meet them. ahah i miss them like.. slfldihs!!! also i did some boyband searching. plus listening to my current favorite band, MAYDAY PARADE! omgggg. i'd pay to see them upfront on stage at anywhere in Spore. gosh. they're pretty hot too. i remember the first time i discovered them. twas at HMV. ahah first track was 3 cheers for 5 years. ahaha. plus they're very very hot. :) sizzzzzling~ gah. here i am, wasting my youth. looking at all you people enjoying life. goosfrabaaaa..goosfrabaa... Labels: eye candy supposedly...
hey. so i just reached home from shooting with the guys, ron and azzy. haha. well. here we go again...met at bugis. me and azzy were late! haha. rules: be at bugis by 2 or else, LJS combo1 to go. but wth. i had to wait for azzy so he bought big gulp. we walked and walked and ended up at the chopstick. shooted. shot. shoot. self timer. i think i did pretty well today. better than yesterday, definitely. i think. i really have to find my intrest. i mean. in photography. there's many fields. like. idk to stick to one. or just, everything. i have to know my forte as well. while taking a rest. rudies came and took over the chopsticks. gosh. its like, Rudies Ave lah! it was infested. tsk. so made a move and headed to esplanade next. well, the Merlion to be exact. the platform wasnt there. pretty boring. self timed again. took pictures of parachutes. people laughing. people gossiping. people taking pictures. yeah. :) had dinner at LJS and woah. marinasq is very very good on weekends. you get to see diffrent kinds of people. haha. intresting... went to the bridge. tried to take pictures of the flyer. butttt we sat right infront of this hugeee light so. yeah. and suddenly, fireworks popped out! like daisies! haha. it was such a magnificent sight. got a few shots. :) and twas the last. pathetic. firework. gees. chill-ed on the bridge. took light shots. road shots. macam2 shots. and the wonders of a tripod. really. they do wonders. wooooo. so we packed up and wanted to head home till we saw the gorgeous, red, full moon emerging from the clouds. it was really, really pretty. i tried to take few shots with my sigma but. urgh. failed. azzy got such great shots of the moon with his 300 lah! ah. i gave up. and my battery died. what bad timing. seriously! ahhhh. had white choco frapp and walked to raffles. we should do this again sometime. nature shooting next k. :) "bo chuii! chuiii ah!!" - azzy and ron. zz what only. Labels: eos, photoshoots my class
hey. its been awhile since i've updated. so yeaaah. lemme see what took place.18th June, was 4E8'07 class bbq. and it was a success! i was kinda glad. lemme try to recall who made it. ME, izyan, malah, zaida, fadilah, amirahI, nurisah, kiki, hanifah, athirah, ridwan, izzudin, fadzly, ahmad, justin, jianhao, daryl, nigel, weiling, hanhui, jabez and siraj. well, minus ahmad and fadzly... yeah. thats all who came. ahhaa. its okay. we reached there at like, 7pm and almost everyone alrd had their fill. ahaha. while bbq-ing. IT DRIZZLED! HEAVY DRIZZLED! gosh. what bad timing lah, seriously. so everyone seeked shelter and left the food under the table. me, zaida, ahmad and fadzly justttt couldnt resist the food so we tried to cook them, despite the rain. hha. cool kepe. so slowly2, the rain stopped and we had food for ourselves. BIBIK'S CHOICE: TERIYAKI CHIKEN was greaaaaaat yo. hahahaa. genius! geniuuus!! halfway bbqing, everyone returned and nurisah called all the June babies to gather round. she baked chocochips cupcakes for them! while we non june babies only got plain choco cupcakes. AHAHA. nice. plus the frosting. woootxz. and the snow foam party started. that was like the peak of the whole event la. spraying everyone. hahaaaa. i had the time of my life (lololollol) when eveyrone was being sprayed except fadzly and ahmad bcus they were busy cooking. haha. like the old days. disturbing everyone. i miss 4E8 seh. like all that we've went thru. you know.... since sec3 till sec4. ahaha. winning like those competitions. best class or whatever thingy. ah. i reallllly realllllllly enjoyed the time in secondary school. gah. idk... maybe we'll meet again, at one of our classmates' wedding. who knows... till we meet again, my friends. CEH. FEELING KEPE SHID. so yeah. yesterday. like, thursday. i went swimming with aqilah. WOAH PENAT JACK! daaaamn tired lah. swimmed a few 'tipu punya' laps. aahah. then walked to foodcourt. eat then reach home. sleep. go tuition, fuhhh. today. idk. going out soon to idk where. kdjlkghds. bye laaa. aku nak berak. NOT HAHAHAA. Labels: 4E8 opposites
 the macrothingy from azzy plus my 50mm. CRAP KAN? urgh. hmm. went out to cityhall with azzy to get his hood and we started shooting around. and me. being. me. STUPID. brought my 50mm only. tsssssssssssssk. at last. i got to see azzy's toys. walau his kitlens got bukan2 la. HAHA. i mean. ah. nvm. wide attachment beb. still, idk the diffrence. wth. we missed the sunset which was east from where we were, on the bridge backfacing fullerton. aiyoh. so took pics at the merlion. ahah. cool la. crossed waters and all. then tried the macro extension tube. AH. cursed item. it got stuck to my lens! panic!atthedisco siak that moment. dhfjkdhsfd. went to minasquare and had dinner with jeyD and zulll. then bounced back baby. so yeah. tmr, going shooting again. aaah... my pictures were really, really dissapointing. i feel like a failure. urgh. maybe because its night photography. maybe because i didn't have a tripod with me. aaaah. help. not even 1 single picture is sharp. MY GOODNESS. HELP!!!! ah. bye lah. maybe, broad/day/light photography is my forte. im not a night person. yeahh.. im not... happy 17th, malah.
dinner with the gfs was great. massive attack, constant laughter. ah. i miss those wonderful days at school.so...its been awhile eh? hmm. if you ask me, things haven't been any better. i went to the zoo just to settle the report. urgh. and lookie, lookie. im now known as the girl who got a complaint by a visitor. ergh. so everyone knows about what happened to me on that fateful June 14th. my life officially over? idk. tsk. waking up, without an intention every morning. urgh. i guess i'll just study study study till i hate studying. i think i need someone to talk to, like forever. someone who could just stay and listen. someone who would have hot chocolate and iced latte with me on weekend mornings. just, who? im just looking forward to more gfs date plus july 12th, where i can see my beloved band perform. :) for now, i'll just try to look on the brighter side of life. start listening to cute korean guys singing and dancing happy songs. take more colorful pictures and share them online. pick up a new hobby besides photography. maybe... violin lessons or just writing short stories for myself? i miss the past. urgh. goodnight. on a lighter note. i'd love to use this opportunity to wish Nurmalah a happy, 17th birthday. well, i hope everything goes well for you. well, isnt it already going on well? surrounded by great friends, like me! and your NYP mates... your loving boyf and your great family? ahha. well, take care because i care malah! love ya shortie! :D Labels: life last time
 gah my face nonok. haha. aizad ngn isk muke setengah jalan  me and abang sachok! aizad still talking to his gf. HAHA. haha shid shoik sendiri, aizad bbl ngn matair, zaida tido, isk stress tgk waterfall!
[pardon my so tak glamour face] above would be the pictures taken at the treetops feat me! jeyd! isk! aizad and xiong! haha. :D i was so happy at the treetops, flagging and helping ppl. after that, my worst nightmare came true. anyway, who am i kidding. i guess im gonna stop dreaming about things that will never happen. gah. i should type all this here. i'd rather write all this in my 2dollar hard cover diary.was suppose to go work at like 5pm to settle the report, but i had diarhoea. tsk. ah. times like this, i wish things were much better. i got no plans tmr. i want to chill, drink iced latte and take pictures of the sky. good plan? anyone wanna join me? ah. i forgot, im stay in LoserVille. shid, stop listening to love songs. start listening to angry, metal, gore-y songs because i won't be able to understand what they're singing which makes me agitated. ah wtf. so meaningless. effed up.
everythings wrong. very wrong. everyone makes mistake. mine's grave, to the upper class people in white who sits in the office and only leaves when in need of red bull. yeah.well. im shocked. speechless. puzzled. zonked. suprised. weird. blablabla. so i gritted my teeth so hard, to prevent myself from weeping. it was kinda tough to accept the fact, but heck. im still speechless about this matter. slurping my mango, strawberry and apple sorbet, i sat down facing the cars and the sunset, blocked by trees. trying to accepting the fact into this tiny, broken heart bit by bit. actually not bit by bit. i like, had to swallow it whole! it was like, instant failure or something. sucky, okay. actually, it was very crappy. very very crappy indeed. maybe im the sort who's very impatient. im not friendly. im an angry person. im rude. i should just work inside a kitchen or behind the scenes kinda stuffs. maybe im too young. i cant bear much responsibilities. my little heart is using up all the space left. i saw someone who i really wanted to see on the way home just now. my little heart was beating so quick i perspired. a gush of adrenaline was secreted. ah. so many things on my mind. boys. work. life. love. money. fuck everything. ah, i feel like crying. i told you so
so i took the cab to the zoo with aqilah because we were rushing to watch the elephant show. got the 4dollar tiket from lela and faiz was like, "lah, asal beli tiket?" aha. rushed rushed rushed to the elephants and it was freaking full house lah.the crowd was keraaazy i tell you. it was like, people everywhere plus the weather. gees. sooooo tak cooling. attempted some shots with my 70-300mm but most of the pics are clear but blurry here and there. i so need a tripod. aqilah was sooo jakun lah. haha. after eleps, went to aussie outback to visit the cassowarys, wallabies and kangas. haha. then the hippos and omar, jippie and winnie. took the elep ride, watched rhinos fight and aqilah was scared of buddy and king. sad eh. then yeah. sat with satria, like finally. ahah. labu was like patting aqilah's cap. funny. kfc, and went home. there was a emergency when we were leaving. kecoh seh. so jyeah. shopped at NTUC and reached home like late. i feel like hating maths. urgh. bye! clef
 lights at chamber, arts house.Green Note - The Full Pledge Munkees woah. i've been listening to ska like, alot of times because brother added the whole album to our library. wootz. kecoh. feel like skankin. haha. miss those days where twas wasted by coke and sweat thanks to the mosh and skank. hahahaa. i really miss those days. ohwells. all good things comes to an end. im gonna go to the zoo tmr with aqilah. hope everything turns out as planned. gonna do some animal shooting plus some macro shots as well. yay. well, that should be everything. i've been.... stress-free nowadays. not so tight as last week. ah. the wonders of taking a chill pill. NOT. i just miss music. decent music. classical music. trombones and flutes and all. good night. no one
 its raining right now. before blogging, i was reading teenvogue, facing the window. i saw the lightning. it was so scary. it was wicked. ah. i've practically typed about 3 stuffs, in 1 paragraph and i delibrately deleted it. haha. im so indecisive. *shows sign of agreession* i will share
today. won't elaborate much. i managed to like, get rid of the stress in my head by jumping. gyeah. jumping.dinner at Sakae was great. im having ika yakitori next i guess. haha. plus hotate and wakake. haha. maybe kurage as well. ah what the heck. i seek comfort in food. and its high time i visit the neighbourhood gym ya know. haha. goodnight. hopefully, the week would be full of suprises. please visit my flickr and leave comments okay? :) SHID'S FLICKR love. rather be here with you
i am a very angry person. i realise i get angry easily at the trivial things. wait, is trivial the right word? ah. my english is deproving day by day. i have to start reading books!i havent been going out shopping seh. ah. i have to. im trying to look for gladiators. i hope there's my size. ah. i feel like getting the spice cam. pop art cam sounds good too. ah. what the heck. i wanna go on a vacation. i miss my friends. i am so random and angry today. why? should i go consult a psychiatrist? i want to go to yetizshib and just sit and stare at the breathe taking view of the sky with my diary and my pen by my side. also a cup of green tea plus some gentle music playing in the background. just me and my loved one in the remote island, would be bliss. goodnight. *i made up yetizshib. idk wth that is* sebuah mimpi
 lighting at chamber, artshouse. working with zaida, iskandar and azrie = seriouswork and falling downs = laughter = fun. yes, that is what i can conclude based on work just now. ahhaa. they 3 kept, erm. you know, like using your knee to knock the back of the knee thingy? to make you fall? ah yes. iskandar did that to me till i like, fell flat on my butt. tsk! so yeah. work was okay. work is always okay. ah. whatever. any idea when GSS ending? bcause im like shopping online. i bought a checkered shirt 2weeks ago for 16bucks and i've just transferred 17bux for a skirt spree. hmm. im kinda looking for gladiators. like, hopefully in huge sizes and also participate in AE, ON, A&F, F21 sprees, Hottopic sprees! hmm. well. i've got to top up on my cash, doh. i should rili set up a selling lj. then again, i have my photography stuffs to get. my 58mm UV filter for my macro lens. a camera bag to fit 3 lenses, 2 body and a flash plus a compartment for CFs and batteries. ah. okay, this part below will be for my eyes only. - camera bag (!!!) - 1GB CF - flash - tripod - filters (!!!) - skirts (!!!) - belt at dorothyperknz (!!!) - shirts - polo ts - bag pack - bracelets - mp3 (!!!) - korean 4lens camera - action sampler ah k bye. tough
 suqi's guitar and red pick, i think. i just wish i could make it clear to the people at work. im here to work because i need the cash to pay for my tuition fees and home bills. and also to pass time since im not going to school this year. i am prioritizing my studies first. i was so angry just now that i could have just shooted everyone with my sarcasm. why is it so difficult to take one miserable half day so that i could go home, rest and recharge my brain to get ready for tuition in the evening??? let me remind you that im a slow learner that i can take up to 15mins to solve a 4marks question. please understand. this is getting way out of hand. madness. what do you know about my way of studying? urgh! this is one fucked up place i tell you. im getting sick of everything day by day. i don't know about you guys. ah. heck. ___ pardon me for that angry rant. well, ripsnorters is the only place for sure where i can say all this. so yeah. sunday will be my off day. at last. monday too. will be having kenduri at cikman's place right after tuition. then blablabla. hopefully i get to go on monday. if not? im gonna dissapear. im looking forward to next weekend. hopefully i get to go photoshooting with jackfuller(haha)! well thats all on life update. i just remembered that they're airing ANTM 9! aha watched the judging part. gosh i miss missJ, twiggy, nigel and tyra! wootz. they're so gonna make my thursday nights. not looking forward to a day full of rejections, naggy, bossy, stupid people and work. damnit. goodnight. Labels: work for better or worse
 "till death do us part. i'll love you with every beat of my heart" -All For One work was okay today. well. work is never not okay. but yesterday was bliss. haha. me, zaida, amir, iskandar, johan, faiz, faaris and hisham. so many jokes. much love spread-ed. HAHA. funny i tell you those bunch of guys. so yeah. today's zahidahQ's birthday. happy 17th. jangan lambat utk keje. k bye. yah. had a suprise celebration at work after closing. everyone stayed back thanks to jai who scared them using Jthz name by having a meeting after work. haha. had chikin, pizza and cake. yay. and yeah. i've been thinking alot lately. good eh? i guess... im going to forget the past and maybe start new. idk. maybe i cant. this sucks. its always like this. i wanna take up a new hobby. like, fencing? or knitting. or just something which could test my patience. argh. im gonna buy a tamagotchi. goodnight. WHO AM I KIDDING?! bitch. Labels: birthday hate.
 " ultrasound = alone"yesterday. June 1st 2008. during tuition i felt like the world was stepping on me when working out this particular sum. i felt like crying and running. ah. life.. bought a monopoly/pinball pen at metro. i wanted to get the tamagotchi but was busy thinking of its pros and cons. so im still considering abt that. home, changed into my new checkered shirt plus my pants and slippers. didnt get to comb my hair and left in a hurry. fie, hydhir and ais are a bunch of punctual people. good? ahha. met and blablabla. well. i just wrote in my diary for much more precise points. it wasnt a pleasant sight during the journey to artshouse. urgh. angry? once we reached, it was like. a field of black. haha. except us+suqi's band and friends. haha. we're the normal people yo. once we entered, (*my first time there and gig!) got a seat and yeah. settled down and that was when everyone started leaving. i sat there in that very seat named, SAFRA ROAD taking care of all the bags. i felt like a valet parking person!!! bitch. so yeah. all i got left was my eos and handphone. i should have brought along a magazine or just bought that damn tamagotchi. so like, 95% of the whole 5 hours there i was alone, with the bags. hello loner. and after waiting a lightyear, Ezekiel [read: easy-kill] [macam nama adik kau kan?] performed. my camera was like being thrown to everyone. gees. the wonders. they're pretty good for a good band. tho the sound was abit.... eeik. ahha. well its okay for their first gig. yes yes i know. my presence was appreciated, i think. left artshouse at like 2328hrs? rushed back to cityhall all because fairul scared us by saying the last train would be at 2330hrs. mad or mad? haha. jokes, jealousy, sarcasm, silence along the way. in all. i just had a good time thanks to the music and camera. i didnt really enjoy myself. don't ask. ergh. i wish things were much better. goodnight. watching you, watching her. |
